Wayward Love

by Frances Fuller Victor

I leant above your chair last night,

And on your brow once and again,

I pressed a kiss as still and light

As I would have your bosom's pain.

You did not feel the gentle touch,

It gave you neither grief nor pleasure,

Though that caress held, oh, so much,

Of love and blessing without measure.

Thus ever when I see you sad,

My heart toward you overflows;

But when again you're gay and glad,

I shrink back into cold repose,

I know not why I like you best,

O'erclouded by a passing sorrow—

Unless because it gives a zest

To the insouciance of to-morrow.

You're welcome to my light caress,

And all the love that with it went;

To live, and love you any less,

Would rob me of my soul's content.

Continue sometimes to be sad,

That I may feel that pity tender,

Which grieves for you, and yet is glad

Of an excuse for love's surrender.