Jacob's Sister Susannah by John
the sister of Jacob Bicks, was born in Leyden, in Holland, January 24, 1650,
of religious parents, whose great care was to instruct their child, and to
present her to the ministers of the place to be publicly instructed.
2. It pleased God to bless this to her soul, so that she had soon a true
relish for what she was taught, and made an admirable use of it in time of
3. She was a child of great dutifulness to her parents, and of a very
sweet, humble nature; and not only the truth, but the power and eminence of
religion did shine in her.
4. In August, 1664, when the pestilence raged in Holland, as she felt
herself very ill, she broke forth in these words, "If thy law were not my
delight, I should perish in my affliction."
5. Her father coming to her, said, "Be of good comfort, my child, for the
Lord will be near to thee and us: he will not forsake us, though he chastens."
"Yea, father," said she, "our heavenly Father doth chasten us for our profit,
that we may be partakers of his holiness; no chastisement seemeth for the
present to be joyous, but grievous; but afterward it yields the peaceable
fruits of righteousness to them which are exercised thereby."
6. After this, with her eyes lifted towards heaven, she said, "Be merciful
to me a sinner, according to thy word."
7. She greatly abhorred sin, and, with much grief and self-detestation,
reflected upon it; but that which lay the closest to her heart was the
depravity of her nature. She often cried out in the words of the psalmist,
"Behold, I was shapen in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me." She
could never lay herself low enough under a sense of that sin which she brought
with her into the world.
8. That scripture dwelt much on her tongue, "The sacrifices of God are a
broken heart; a broken and contrite spirit, O God, thou wilt not despise." "O
for that brokenness of heart," said she, "which flows from faith, and for that
faith which is built upon Christ, who is the alone and proper sacrifice for
9. Then she discoursed of the nature of faith, and desired that the 11th of
the Hebrews should be read unto her: at the reading of which she cried out, "O
what a steadfast faith was Abraham's, which made him willing to offer up his
own and only son! Faith is indeed the substance of things hoped for, the
evidence of things not seen."
10. Her father and mother, seeing her, burst into tears; upon which she
pleaded with them to be patient under the hand of God. "O," said she, "why do
you weep over me, seeing you have no reason to question: but, if the Lord
takes me, it shall be well with me to all eternity? You ought to be well
satisfied, seeing it is said, 'God is in heaven, and doth whatever pleaseth
him.' And do you not pray every day that the will of God may be done upon
earth as it is in heaven? Now, father, this is God's will, that I should lie
upon this sick bed, and die of this disease; shall we not be content when our
prayers are answered? I will, as long as I live, pray that God's will be done,
11. "Doth not," said she, "the pestilence come from God? Why else doth the
Scripture say, Shall there be evil in the city which I have not sent? Does it
come from the air? And is not the Lord the Creator and Ruler of the air? Or if
they say it comes from the earth, hath not he the same power and influence
upon that too? What talk they of a ship that came from Africa? Have you not
heard long ago, 'I will bring a sword upon you, and avenge the quarrel of my
covenant, and when you are assembled in the cities, then I will bring the
pestilence into the midst of you?'"
12. After this, having taken a little rest, she said, "Whether in death or
life, a believer is Christ's, who hath redeemed us by his own precious blood
from the power of the devil; then, whether I live or die, I am the Lord's. O
why do you afflict yourselves thus? But what shall I say? With weeping I came
into the world, and with weeping I must go out again. O my dear parents,
better is the day of my death than the day of my birth."
13. She then desired her father to pray with her, and to request of the
Lord that she might have a quiet passage into another world.
14. Her father, observing her to grow very weak, said, "I perceive, child,
thou art very weak." "It is true, sir," said she, "I feel my weakness
increasing, and I see your sorrow increasing too, which is a part of my
affliction. Be content, I pray you, it is the Lord who does it; and let you
and I say with David, 'Let us fall into the Lord's hand, for his mercies are
15. She laid a great charge upon her parents not to grieve for her after
her death, urging that of David: while the child was sick he fasted and wept:
but when it died he washed his face, and sat up, and ate, and said, "Can I
bring him back from death? I shall go to him, but he shall not return to
16. Being very feeble, she said, "O that I might quietly sleep in the bosom
of Jesus! and that till then he would strengthen me! O that he would take me
in his arms, as he did those little ones, where he said, 'Suffer little
children to come unto me, for of such is the kingdom of heaven: and he took
them in his arms, and he laid his hands on them, and blessed them,' I lie here
as a child: O Lord, I am thy child, receive me into thy gracious arms. O Lord,
grace! grace! and not justice! For if thou shouldst enter into judgment with
me, I cannot stand: yea, none living would be just in thy sight."
17. Then she said, "O what is the life of man! The days of man upon earth
are as grass, and as the flower of the field, so he flourishes: the wind
passeth over it, and it is gone, and his place knows him no more."
18. She added, "My life shall not continue long. I feel much weakness: O
Lord, look upon me graciously, have pity upon my weak distressed heart. I am
oppressed, undertake for me, that I may stand fast and overcome."
19. She was very frequent in spiritual ejaculations, and it was no small
comfort to her that the Lord Christ prayed for her, and promised to send his
Spirit to comfort her. "It is said," continued she, "'I will pray the Father,
and he shall give you another Comforter.' O let him not leave me! O Lord, stay
with me till my battle and work is finished!"
20. Soon after, she said, "None but Christ; without thee I can do nothing!
Christ is the true vine! O let me be a branch of that vine! What poor worms
are we! O dear father, how lame and halting do we go on in the ways of God and
salvation! We know but in part, but when that which is perfect is come, then
that which is imperfect shall be done away. O that I had attained to that now!
But what are we ourselves? Not only weakness and nothingness, but wickedness:
for the thoughts and imaginations of a man's heart are only evil, and that
continually. We are by nature children of wrath, and are conceived in sin, and
born in unrighteousness! O this wretched and vile thing, sin! But thanks be to
God, who hath redeemed me from it. O Lord, take me to thyself. Behold, dear
mother, he has prepared a place for me."
21. "Yea, my dear child," said her mother, "He shall strengthen you with
his Holy Spirit until he hath fitted and prepared you fully for that place
which he hath provided for you."
22. "Yea, mother," replied she, "it is said in the 84th Psalm, 'How lovely
are thy tabernacles, O Lord of hosts! My soul doth thirst and long for the
courts of the Lord: one day in thy courts is better than a thousand: yea, I
had rather be a door-keeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of
the wicked.' Read that psalm, dear mother, wherewith we may comfort each
other. As for me, I am more and more spent, and draw near my last hour."
23. Then she quoted Job's words, "I know that my Redeemer liveth, and that
he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: and though, after my skin,
worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God."
24. Then she said, "'Marvel not at this, for the hour is coming in which
all that are in their graves shall hear his voice, and come forth; those that
have done good unto the resurrection of life.' See, father, I shall rise in
that day, and then I shall behold my Redeemer: then will he say, 'Come, ye
blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the beginning
of the world.' Behold, now I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me, and the
life that I now live in the flesh, is by faith of the Son of God, who loved
me, and gave himself for me. I am saved, and that not of myself, it is the
gift of God; not of works, lest any man should boast."
25. "My dear parents, now we must part, my speech fails me: pray to the
Lord for a quiet close to my combat." Her parents replied, "Ah, dear child!
how sad is that to us, that we must part?" She answered, "I go to heaven, and
there we shall find one another again: I go to Jesus Christ."
26. Then she comforted herself to think of her precious brother and sister.
"I go to my brother Jacob, who did so much cry and call upon God to the last
moment of his breath: and to my little sister, who was but three years old
when she died: who, when we asked her whether she would die? answered, 'Yes,
if it be the Lord's will.' I will go to my little brother, if it be the Lord's
will, or I will stay with my mother, if it be his will. But I know that I
shall die and go to heaven."
27. After this, her spirit was refreshed with a sense of the pardon of her
sins, which made her to cry out, "Behold, God hath washed away my sins, O how
I do long to die! The Lord is my shepherd: although I pass through the valley
of the shadow of death, I will not fear, for thou art with me: shall I not
suffer, seeing my glorious Redeemer was pleased to suffer so much for me? O
how was he mocked and crowned with thorns, that he might purchase a crown of
righteousness for us! Must I not exalt and bless him while I have a being, who
hath bought me even with his blood! Behold the Lamb of God, that taketh away
the sins of the world! That Lamb is Jesus Christ, who hath satisfied for my
28. "My end is now very near; now I shall put on the white raiment, and be
clothed before the Lamb, that spotless Lamb, and with his spotless
righteousness. Now are the angels making ready to carry my soul before the
throne of God. 'These are they who have come out of great tribulation, who
have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.'" She
spoke this with a dying voice, but full of spirit and of the power of
29. Her lively assurance she farther uttered in the words of the apostle,
"We know that if this earthly house of our tabernacle be dissolved, we have a
building of God, which is eternal in the heavens; for in this we sigh for our
house which is in heaven; that we may be clothed therewith."
30. "There, father, you see that my body is this tabernacle, which now
shall be broken down; my soul shall now part from it, and shall be taken up
into paradise, into that heavenly Jerusalem. There shall I dwell and go no
more out, but sit and sing, Holy, holy, is the Lord God of hosts, the Lord of
Sabaoth!" Her last words were these: "O Lord God, into thy hands I commit my
spirit: O Lord, be gracious, be merciful to me a poor sinner."
She died the first of September, 1664, between seven and eight in the
evening; in the fourteenth year of her age.