BY GERTRUDE ATHERTON
There was no Burlingame in the Sixties, the Western Addition was a
desert of sand dunes and the goats gambolled through the rocky gulches
of Nob Hill. But San Francisco had its Rincon Hill and South Park,
Howard and Fulsom and Harrison Streets, coldly aloof from the
tumultuous hot heart of the City north of Market Street.
In this residence section the sidewalks were also wooden and uneven and
the streets muddy in winter and dusty in summer, but the houses, some
of which had "come round the Horn," were large, simple, and stately.
Those on the three long streets had deep gardens before them, with
willow trees and oaks above the flower beds, quaint ugly statues, and
fountains that were sometimes dry. The narrower houses of South Park
crowded one another about the oval enclosure and their common garden
was the smaller oval of green and roses.
On Rincon Hill the architecture was more varied and the houses that
covered all sides of the hill were surrounded by high-walled gardens
whose heavy bushes of Castilian roses were the only reminder in this
already modern San Francisco of the Spain that had made California a
land of romance for nearly a century; the last resting place on this
planet of the Spirit of Arcadia ere she vanished into space before the
On far-flung heights beyond the business section crowded between Market
and Clay Streets were isolated mansions, built by prescient men whose
belief in the rapid growth of the city to the north and west was
justified in due course, but which sheltered at present amiable and
sociable ladies who lamented their separation by vast spaces from that
aristocratic quarter of the south.
But they had their carriages, and on a certain Sunday afternoon several
of these arks drawn by stout horses might have been seen crawling
fearfully down the steep hills or floundering through the sand until
they reached Market Street; when the coachmen cracked their whips, the
horses trotted briskly, and shortly after began to ascend Rincon Hill.
Mrs. Hunt McLane, the social dictator of her little world, had recently
moved from South Park into a large house on Rincon Hill that had been
built by an eminent citizen who had lost his fortune as abruptly as he
had made it; and this was her housewarming. It was safe to say that her
rooms would be crowded, and not merely because her Sunday receptions
were the most important minor functions in San Francisco: it was
possible that Dr. Talbot and his bride would be there. And if he were
not it might be long before curiosity would be gratified by even a
glance at the stranger; the doctor detested the theatre and had engaged
a suite at the Occidental Hotel with a private dining-room.
Several weeks before a solemn conclave had been held at Mrs. McLane's
house in South Park. Mrs. Abbott was there and Mrs. Ballinger, both
second only to Mrs. McLane in social leadership; Mrs. Montgomery, Mrs.
Brannan, and other women whose power was rooted in the Fifties; Maria
and Sally Ballinger, Marguerite McLane, and Guadalupe Hathaway, whose
blue large talking Spanish eyes had made her the belle of many seasons:
all met to discuss the disquieting news of the marriage in Boston of
the most popular and fashionable doctor in San Francisco, Howard
Talbot. He had gone East for a vacation, and soon after had sent them a
bald announcement of his marriage to one Madeleine Chilton of Boston.
Many high hopes had centered in Dr. Talbot. He was only forty,
good-looking, with exuberant spirits, and well on the road to fortune.
He had been surrounded in San Francisco by beautiful and vivacious
girls, but had always proclaimed himself a man's man, avowed he had
seen too much of babies and "blues," and should die an old bachelor.
Besides he loved them all; when he did not damn them roundly, which he
sometimes did to their secret delight.
And now he not only had affronted them by marrying some one he probably
never had seen before, but he had taken a Northern wife; he had not
even had the grace to go to his native South, if he must marry an
outsider; he had gone to Boston—of all places!
San Francisco Society in the Sixties was composed almost entirely of
Southerners. Even before the war it had been difficult for a Northerner
to obtain entrance to that sacrosanct circle; the exceptions were due
to sheer personality. Southerners were aristocrats. The North was
plebeian. That was final. Since the war, Victorious North continued to
admit defeat in California. The South had its last stronghold in San
Francisco, and held it, haughty, unconquered, inflexible.
That Dr. Talbot, who was on a family footing in every home in San
Francisco, should have placed his friends in such a delicate position
(to say nothing of shattered hopes) was voted an outrage, and at Mrs.
McLane's on that former Sunday afternoon, there had been no pretence at
indifference. The subject was thoroughly discussed. It was possible
that the creature might not even be a lady. Had any one ever heard of a
Boston family named Chilton? No one had. They knew nothing of Boston
and cared less. But the best would be bad enough.
It was more likely however that the doctor had married some obscure
person with nothing in her favor but youth, or a widow of practiced
wiles, or—horrid thought—a divorcee.
He had always been absurdly liberal in spite of his blue Southern
blood; and a man's man wandering alone at the age of forty was almost
foredoomed to disaster. No doubt the poor man had been homesick and
Should they receive her or should they not? If not, would they lose
their doctor. He would never speak to one of them again if they
insulted his wife. But a Bostonian, a possible nobody! And homely, of
course. Angular. Who had ever heard of a pretty woman raised on beans,
codfish, and pie for breakfast?
Finally Mrs. McLane had announced that she should not make up her mind
until the couple arrived and she sat in judgment upon the woman
personally. She would call the day after they docked in San Francisco.
If, by any chance, the woman were presentable, dressed herself with
some regard to the fashion (which was more than Mrs. Abbott and
Guadalupe Hathaway did), and had sufficient tact to avoid the subject
of the war, she would stand sponsor and invite her to the first
reception in the house on Rincon Hill.
"But if not," she said grimly—"well, not even for Howard Talbot's sake
will I receive a woman who is not a lady, or who has been divorced. In
this wild city we are a class apart, above. No loose fish enters our
quiet bay. Only by the most rigid code and watchfulness have we formed
and preserved a society similar to that we were accustomed to in the
old South. If we lowered our barriers we should be submerged. If Howard
Talbot has married a woman we do not find ourselves able to associate
with in this intimate little society out here on the edge of the world,
he will have to go."
Mrs. McLane had called on Mrs. Talbot. That was known to all San
Francisco, for her carriage had stood in front of the Occidental Hotel
for an hour. Kind friends had called to offer their services in setting
the new house in order, but were dismissed at the door with the brief
announcement that Mrs. McLane was having the blues. No one wasted time
on a second effort to gossip with their leader; it was known that just
so often Mrs. McLane drew down the blinds, informed her household that
she was not to be disturbed, disposed herself on the sofa with her back
to the room and indulged in the luxury of blues for three days. She
took no nourishment but milk and broth and spoke to no one. Today this
would be a rest cure and was equally beneficial. When the attack was
over Mrs. McLane would arise with a clear complexion, serene nerves,
and renewed strength for social duties. Her friends knew that her
retirement on this occasion was timed to finish on the morning of her
reception and had not the least misgiving that her doors would still be
The great double parlors of her new mansion were thrown into one and
the simple furniture covered with gray rep was pushed against soft gray
walls hung with several old portraits in oil, ferrotypes and
silhouettes. A magnificent crystal chandelier depended from the high
and lightly frescoed ceiling and there were side brackets beside the
doors and the low mantel piece. Mrs. McLane may not have been able to
achieve beauty with the aid of the San Francisco shops, but at least
she had managed to give her rooms a severe and stately simplicity,
vastly different from the helpless surrenders of her friends to
The rooms filled early. Mrs. McLane stood before the north windows
receiving her friends with her usual brilliant smile, her manner of
high dignity and sweet cordiality. She was a majestic figure in spite
of her short stature and increasing curves, for the majesty was within
and her head above a flat back had a lofty poise. She wore her
prematurely white hair in a tall pompadour, and this with the rich
velvets she affected, ample and long, made her look like a French
marquise of the eighteenth century, stepped down from the canvas. The
effect was by no means accidental. Mrs. McLane's grandmother had been
French and she resembled her.
Her hoopskirt was small, but the other women were inclined to the
extreme of the fashion; as they saw it in the Godey's Lady's Book they
or their dressmakers subscribed to. Their handsome gowns spread widely
and the rooms hardly could have seemed to sway and undulate more if an
earthquake had rocked it. The older women wore small bonnets and
cashmere shawls, lace collars and cameos, the younger fichus and small
flat hats above their "waterfalls" or curled chignons. The husbands had
retired with Mr. McLane to the smoking room, but there were many beaux
present, equally expectant when not too absorbed.
Unlike as a reception of that day was in background and costumes from
the refinements of modern art and taste, it possessed one contrast that
was wholly to its advantage. Its men were gentlemen and the sons and
grandsons of gentlemen. To no one city has there ever been such an
emigration of men of good family as to San Francisco in the Fifties and
Sixties. Ambitious to push ahead in politics or the professions and
appreciating the immediate opportunities of the new and famous city, or
left with an insufficient inheritance (particularly after the war) and
ashamed to work in communities where no gentleman had ever worked, they
had set sail with a few hundreds to a land where a man, if he did not
occupy himself lucratively, was unfit for the society of enterprising
Few had come in time for the gold diggings, but all, unless they had
disappeared into the hot insatiable maw of the wicked little city, had
succeeded in one field or another; and these, in their dandified
clothes, made a fine appearance at fashionable gatherings. If they took
up less room than the women they certainly were more decorative.
Dr. Talbot and his wife had not arrived. To all eager questions Mrs.
McLane merely replied that "they" would "be here." She had the dramatic
instinct of the true leader and had commanded the doctor not to bring
his bride before four o'clock. The reception began at three. They
should have an entrance. But Mrs. Abbott, a lady of three chins and an
eagle eye, who had clung for twenty-five years to black satin and
bugles, was too persistent to be denied. She extracted the information
that the Bostonian had sent her own furniture by a previous steamer and
that her drawing room was graceful, French, and exquisite.
At ten minutes after the hour the buzz and chatter stopped abruptly and
every face was turned, every neck craned toward the door. The colored
butler had announced with a grand flourish:
"Dr. and Mrs. Talbot."
The doctor looked as rubicund, as jovial, as cynical as ever. But few
cast him more than a passing glance. Then they gave an audible gasp,
induced by an ingenuous compound of amazement, disappointment, and
admiration. They had been prepared to forgive, to endure, to make every
allowance. The poor thing could no more help being plain and dowdy than
born in Boston, and as their leader had satisfied herself that she
"would do," they would never let her know how deeply they deplored her
But they found nothing to deplore but the agonizing necessity for
immediate readjustment. Mrs. Talbot was unquestionably a product of the
best society. The South could have done no better. She was tall and
supple and self-possessed. She was exquisitely dressed in dark blue
velvet with a high collar of point lace tapering almost to her bust,
and revealing a long white throat clasped at the base by a string of
pearls. On her head, as proudly poised as Mrs. McLane's, was a blue
velvet hat, higher in the crown than the prevailing fashion, rolled up
on one side and trimmed only with a drooping gray feather. And her
figure, her face, her profile! The young men crowded forward more
swiftly than the still almost paralyzed women. She was no more than
twenty. Her skin was as white as the San Francisco fogs, her lips were
scarlet, her cheeks pink, her hair and eyes a bright golden brown. Her
features were delicate and regular, the mouth not too small, curved and
sensitive; her refinement was almost excessive. Oh, she was
"high-toned," no doubt of that! As she moved forward and stood in front
of Mrs. McLane, or acknowledged introductions to those that stood near,
the women gave another gasp, this time of consternation. She wore
neither hoop-skirt nor crinoline. Could it be that the most elegant
fashion ever invented had been discarded by Paris? Or was this lovely
creature of surpassing elegance, a law unto herself?
Her skirt was full but straight and did not disguise the lines of her
graceful figure; above her small waist it fitted as closely as a riding
habit. She was even more becomingly dressed than any woman in the
room. Mrs. Abbott, who was given to primitive sounds, snorted. Maria
Ballinger, whose finely developed figure might as well have been the
trunk of a tree, sniffed. Her sister Sally almost danced with
excitement, and even Miss Hathaway straightened her fichu. Mrs.
Ballinger, who had been the belle of Richmond and was still adjudged
the handsomest woman in San Francisco, lifted the eyebrows to which
sonnets had been written with an air of haughty resignation; but made
up her mind to abate her scorn of the North and order her gowns from
New York hereafter.
But the San Franciscans on the whole were an amiable people and they
were sometimes conscious of their isolation; in a few moments they felt
a pleasant titillation of the nerves, as if the great world they might
never see again had sent them one of her most precious gifts.
They all met her in the course of the afternoon. She was sweet and
gracious, but although there was not a hint of embarrassment she made
no attempt to shine, and they liked her the better for that. The young
men soon discovered they could make no impression on this lovely
importation, for her eyes strayed constantly to her husband; until he
disappeared in search of cronies, whiskey, and a cigar: then she looked
depressed for a moment, but gave a still closer attention to the women
In love with her husband but a woman-of-the-world. Manners as fine as
Mrs. McLane's, but too aloof and sensitive to care for leadership. She
had made the grand tour in Europe, they discovered, and enjoyed a
season in Washington. She should continue to live at the Occidental
Hotel as her husband would be out so much at night and she was rather
timid. And she was bright, unaffected, responsive. Could anything be
more reassuring? There was nothing to be apprehended by the socially
ambitious, the proud housewives, or those prudent dames whose amours
were conducted with such secrecy that they might too easily be
supplanted by a predatory coquette. The girls drew little unconscious
sighs of relief. Sally Ballinger vowed she would become her intimate
friend, Sibyl Geary that she would copy her gowns. Mrs. Abbott
succumbed. In short they all took her to their hearts. She was one of
them from that time forth and the reign of crinoline was over.
The Talbots remained to supper and arrived at the Occidental Hotel at
the dissipated hour of half past nine. As they entered their suite the
bride took her sweeping skirts in either hand and executed a pas seul
down the long parlor.
"I was a success!" she cried. "You were proud of me. I could see it.
And even at the table, although I talked nearly all the time to Mr.
McLane, I never mentioned a book."
She danced over and threw her arms about his neck. "Say you were proud
of me. I'd love to hear it."
He gave her a bear-like hug. "Of course. You are the prettiest and the
most animated woman in San Francisco, and that's saying a good deal.
And I've given them all a mighty surprise."
"I believe that is the longest compliment you ever paid me—and because
I made a good impression on some one else. What irony!"
She pouted charmingly, but her eyes were wistful. "Now sit down and
talk to me. I've scarcely seen you since we arrived."
"Oh! Remember you are married to this old ruffian. You'll see enough of
me in the next thirty or forty years. Run to bed and get your beauty
sleep. I promised to go to the Union Club."
"The Club? You went to the Club last night and the night before and the
night before that. Every night since we arrived—"
"I haven't seen half my old cronies yet and they are waiting for a good
old poker game. Sleep is what you want after such an exciting day.
Remember, I doctor the nerves of all the women in San Francisco and
this is a hard climate on nerves. Wonder more women don't go to the
He kissed her again and escaped hurriedly. Those were the days when
women wept facilely, "swooned," inhaled hartshorn, calmed themselves
with sal volatile, and even went into hysterics upon slight
provocation. Madeleine Talbot merely wept. She believed herself to be
profoundly in love with her jovial magnetic if rather rough husband. He
was so different from the correct reserved men she had been associated
with during her anchored life in Boston. In Washington she had met only
the staid old families, and senators of a benignant formality. In
Europe she had run across no one she knew who might have introduced her
to interesting foreigners, and Mrs. Chilton would as willingly have
caressed a tiger as spoken to a stranger no matter how prepossessing.
Howard Talbot, whom she had met at the house of a common friend, had
taken her by storm. Her family had disapproved, not only because he was
by birth a Southerner, but for the same reason that had attracted their
Madeleine. He was entirely too different. Moreover, he would take her
to a barbarous country where there was no Society and people dared not
venture into the streets lest they be shot. But she had overruled them
and been very happy—at times. He was charming and adorable and it was
manifest that for him no other woman existed.
But she could not flatter herself that she was indispensable. He openly
preferred the society of men, and during that interminable sea voyage
she had seen little of him save at the table or when he came to their
stateroom late at night. For her mind he appeared to have a
good-natured masculine contempt. He talked to her as he would to a
fascinating little girl. If he cared for mental recreation he found it
She went into her bedroom and bathed her eyes with eau de cologne. At
least he had given her no cause for jealousy. That was one
compensation. And a wise married friend had told her that the only way
to manage a husband was to give him his head and never to indulge in
the luxury of reproaches. She was sorry she had forgotten herself
Dr. Talbot had confided to Mrs. McLane that his wife was inclined to be
a bas bleu and he wanted her broken of an unfeminine love of books.
Mrs. McLane, who knew that a reputation for bookishness would be fatal
in a community that regarded "Lucile" as a great poem and read little
but the few novels that drifted their way (or the continued stories in
Godey's Lady's Book), promised him that Madeleine's intellectual
aspirations should be submerged in the social gaieties of the season.
She kept her word. Dinners, receptions, luncheons, theatre parties, in
honor of the bride, followed in rapid succession, and when all had
entertained her, the less personal invitations followed as rapidly. Her
popularity was not founded on novelty.
No girl in her first season had ever enjoyed herself more naively and
she brought to every entertainment eager sparkling eyes and dancing
feet that never tired. She became the "reigning toast." At parties she
was surrounded by a bevy of admirers or forced to divide her dances;
for it was soon patent there was no jealousy in Talbot's composition
and that he took an equally naive pride in his wife's success. When
alone with women she was quite as animated and interested, and,
moreover, invited them to copy her gowns. Some had been made in Paris,
others in New York. The local dressmakers felt the stirrings of
ambition, and the shops sent for a more varied assortment of fabrics.
Madeleine Talbot at this time was very happy, or, at least, too busy to
recall her earlier dreams of happiness. The whole-hearted devotion to
gaiety of this stranded little community, its elegance, despite its
limitations, its unbounded hospitality to all within its guarded
portals, its very absence of intellectual criticism, made the formal
life of her brief past appear dull and drab in the retrospect. The
spirit of Puritanism seemed to have lost heart in those trackless
wastes between the Atlantic and the Pacific and turned back. True, the
moral code was rigid (on the surface); but far from too much enjoyment
of life, of quaffing eagerly at the brimming cup, being sinful, they
would have held it to be a far greater sin not to have accepted all
that the genius of San Francisco so lavishly provided.
Wildness and recklessness were in the air, the night life of San
Francisco was probably the maddest in the world; nor did the gambling
houses close their doors by day, nor the women of Dupont Street cease
from leering through their shuttered windows; a city born in delirium
and nourished on crime, whose very atmosphere was electrified and whose
very foundations were restless, would take a quarter of a century at
least to manufacture a decent thick surface of conventionality, and its
self-conscious respectable wing could no more escape its spirit than
its fogs and winds. But evil excitement was tempered to irresponsible
gaiety, a constant whirl of innocent pleasures. When the spirit passed
the portals untempered, and drove women too highly-strung, too unhappy,
or too easily bored, to the divorce courts, to drink, or to reckless
adventure, they were summarily dropped. No woman, however guiltless,
could divorce her husband and remain a member of that vigilant court.
It was all or nothing. If a married woman were clever enough to take a
lover undetected and merely furnish interesting surmise, there was no
attempt to ferret out and punish her; for no society can exist without
But none centered about Madeleine Talbot. Her little coquetries were
impartial and her devotion to her husband was patent to the most
infatuated eye. Life was made very pleasant for her. Howard, during
that first winter, accompanied her to all the dinners and parties, and
she gave several entertainments in her large suite at the Occidental
Hotel. Sally Ballinger was a lively companion for the mornings and was
as devoted a friend as youth could demand. Mrs. Abbott petted her, and
Mrs. Ballinger forgot that she had been born in Boston.
When it was discovered that she had a sweet lyric soprano, charmingly
cultivated, her popularity winged another flight; San Francisco from
its earliest days was musical, and she made a brilliant success as La
Belle Helene in the amateur light opera company organized by Mrs.
McLane. It was rarely that she spent an evening alone, and the cases of
books she had brought from Boston remained in the cellars of the Hotel.
Society went to the country to escape the screaming winds and dust
clouds of summer. A few had built country houses, the rest found
abundant amusement at the hotels of The Geysers, Warm Springs and
Congress Springs, taking the waters dutifully.
As the city was constantly swept by epidemics Dr. Talbot rarely left
his post for even a few days' shooting, and Madeleine remained with him
as a matter of course. Moreover, she hoped for occasional long evenings
with her husband and the opportunity to convince him that her
companionship was more satisfying than that of his friends at the Club.
She had not renounced the design of gradually converting him to her own
love of literature, and pictured delightful hours during which they
would discuss the world's masterpieces together.
But he merely hooted amiably and pinched her cheeks when she approached
the subject tentatively. He was infernally over-worked and unless he
had a few hours' relaxation at the Club he would be unfit for duty on
the morrow. She was his heart's delight, the prettiest wife in San
Francisco; he worked the better because she was always lovely at the
breakfast table and he could look forward to a brief dinner in her
always radiant company. Thank God, she never had the blues nor carried
a bottle of smelling salts about with her. And she hadn't a nerve in
her body! God! How he did hate women's nerves. No, she was a model wife
and he adored her unceasingly. But companionship? When she timidly
uttered the word, he first stared uncomprehendingly, then burst into
"Men don't find companionship in women, my dear. If they pretend to
they're after something else. Take the word of an old stager for that.
Of course there is no such thing as companionship among women as men
understand the term, but you have Society, which is really all you
want. Yearnings are merely a symptom of those accursed nerves. For
God's sake forget them. Flirt all you choose—there are plenty of men
in town; have them in for dinner if you like—but if any of those young
bucks talks companionship to you put up your guard or come and tell me.
I'll settle his hash."
"I don't want the companionship of any other man, but I'd like yours."
"You don't know how lucky you are. You have all of me you could stand.
Three or four long evenings—well, we'd yawn in each other's faces and
go to bed. A bull but true enough."
"Then I think I'll have the books unpacked, not only those I brought,
but the new case papa sent to me. I have lost the resource of Society
for several months, and I do not care to have men here after you have
gone. That would mean gossip."
"You are above gossip and I prefer the men to the books. You'll ruin
your pretty eyes, and you had the makings of a fine bluestocking when I
rescued you. A successful woman—with her husband and with Society—has
only sparkling shallows in her pretty little head. Now, I must run. I
really shouldn't have come all the way up here for lunch."
Madeleine wandered aimlessly to the window and looked down at the
scurrying throngs on Montgomery Street. There were few women. The men
bent against the wind, clutching at their hats, or chasing them along
the uneven wooden sidewalks, tripping perhaps on a loose board. There
were tiny whirlwinds of dust in the unpaved streets. The bustling
little city that Madeleine had thought so picturesque in its novelty
suddenly lost its glamour. It looked as if parts of it had been flung
together in a night between solid blocks imported from the older
communities; so furious was the desire to achieve immediate wealth
there were only three or four buildings of architectural beauty in the
city. The shop windows on Montgomery Street were attractive with the
wares of Paris, but Madeleine coveted nothing in San Francisco.
She thought of Boston, New York, Washington, Europe, and for a moment
nostalgia overwhelmed her. If Howard would only take her home for a
visit! Alas! he was as little likely to do that as to give her the
companionship she craved.
But she had no intention of taking refuge in tears. Nor would she stay
at home and mope. Her friends were out of town. She made up her mind to
go for a walk, although she hardly knew where to go. Between mud and
dust and hills, walking was not popular in San Francisco. However,
there might be some excitement in exploring.
She looped her brown cloth skirt over her balmoral petticoat, tied a
veil round her small hat and set forth. Although the dust was flying
she dared not lower her veil until she reached the environs, knowing
that if she did she would be followed; or if recognized, accused of the
unpardonable sin. The heavy veil in the San Francisco of that day, save
when driving in aggressively respectable company, was almost an
interchangeable term for assignation. It was as inconvenient for the
virtuous as indiscreet for the carnal.
Madeleine reached the streets of straggling homes and those long
impersonal rows depressing in their middle-class respectability, and
lowered the veil over her smarting eyes. She also squared her shoulders
and strode along with an independent swing that must convince the most
investigating mind she was walking for exercise only.
Almost unconsciously she directed her steps toward the Cliff House Road
where she had driven occasionally behind the doctor's spanking team. It
was four o'clock when she entered it and the wind had fallen. The road
was thronged with buggies, tandems, hacks, phaetons, and four-in-hands.
Society might be out of town but the still gayer world was not.
Madeleine, skirting the edge of the road to avoid disaster stared
eagerly behind her veil. Here were the reckless and brilliant women of
the demi-monde of whom she had heard so much, but to whom she had
barely thrown a glance when driving with her husband. They were painted
and dyed and kohled and their plumage would have excited the envy of
birds in Paradise. San Francisco had lured these ladies "round the
Horn" since the early Fifties: a different breed from the camp
followers of the late Forties. Some had fallen from a high estate,
others had been the mistresses of rich men in the East, or belles in
the half world of New York or Paris. Never had they found life so free
or pickings so easy as in San Francisco.
Madeleine knew that many of the eminent citizens she met in Society
kept their mistresses and flaunted them openly. It was, in fact, almost
a convention. She was not surprised to see several men who had taken
her in to dinner tooling these gorgeous cyprians and looking far
prouder than when they played host in the world of fashion. On one of
the gayest of the coaches she saw four of the young men who were among
the most devoted of her cavaliers at dances: Alexander Groome, Amos
Lawton, Ogden Bascom, and "Tom" Abbott, Jr. Groome was paying his
addresses to Maria Ballinger, "a fine figure of a girl" who had
inherited little of her mother's beauty but all of her virtue, and
Madeleine wondered if he would reform and settle down. Abbott was
engaged to Marguerite McLane and looked as if he were having his last
glad fling. Ogden Bascom had proposed to Guadalupe Hathaway every month
for five years. It was safe to say that he would toe the mark if he won
her. But he did not appear to be nursing a blighted heart at present.
Madeleine's depression left her. That, at least, Howard would never
do. She felt full of hope and buoyancy once more, not realizing that it
is easier to win back a lover than change the nature of man.
When Madeleine reached the Cliff House, that shabby innocent-looking
little building whose evil fame had run round the world, she stared at
it fascinated. Its restaurant overhung the sea. On this side the blinds
were down. It looked as if awaiting the undertaker. She pictured
Howard's horror when she told him of her close contact with vice, and
anticipated with a pleasurable thrill the scolding he would give her.
They had never quarrelled and it would be delightful to make up.
"Not Mrs. Talbot! No! Assuredly not!"
Involuntarily Madeleine raised her veil. She recognized the voice of
"Old" Ben Travers (he was only fifty but bald and yellow), the Union
Club gossip, and the one man in San Francisco she thoroughly disliked.
He stood with his hat in his hand, an expression of ludicrous
astonishment on his face.
"Yes, it is I," said Madeleine coolly. "And I am very much interested."
"Ah? Interested?" He glanced about. If this were an assignation either
the man was late or had lost courage. But he assumed an expression of
deep respect. "That I can well imagine, cloistered as you are. But, if
you will permit me to say so, it is hardly prudent. Surely you know
that this is a place of ill repute and that your motives, however
innocent, might easily be misconstrued."
"I am alone!" said Madeleine gaily, "and my veil is up! Not a man has
glanced at me, I look so tiresomely respectable in these stout walking
clothes. Even you, dear Mr. Travers, whom we accuse of being quite a
gossip, understand perfectly."
"Oh, yes, indeed. I do understand. And Mrs. Talbot is like Caesar's
wife, but nevertheless—there is a hack. It is waiting, but I think I
can bribe him to take us in. You really must not remain here another
moment—and you surely do not intend to walk back—six miles?"
"No, I'll be glad to drive—but if you will engage the hack—I
shouldn't think of bothering you further."
"I shall take you home," said Travers firmly. "Howard never would
forgive me if I did not—that is—that is—"
Madeleine laughed merrily. "If I intend to tell him! But of course I
shall tell him. Why not?"
"Well, yes, it would be best. I'll speak to the man."
The Jehu was reluctant, but a bill passed and he drove up to Madeleine.
"Guess I can do it," he said, "but I'll have to drive pretty fast."
Madeleine smiled at him and he touched his hat. She had employed him
more than once. "The faster the better, Thomas," she said. "I walked
out and am tired."
"I saw you come striding down the road, ma'am," he said deferentially,
"and I knew you got off your own beat by mistake. I think I'd have
screwed up my courage and said something if Mr. Travers hadn't happened
Madeleine nodded carelessly and entered the hack, followed by Travers,
in spite of her protests.
"I too walked out here and intended to ask some one to give me a lift
home. I am the unfortunate possessor of a liver, my dear young lady,
and must walk six miles a day, although I loathe walking as I loathe
drinking weak whiskey and water."
Madeleine shrugged her shoulders and attempted to raise one of the
curtains. The interior was as dark as a cave. But Travers exclaimed in
"No! No! Not until we get out of this. When we have reached the city,
but not here. In a hack on this road—"
"Oh, very well. Then entertain me, please, as I cannot look out. You
always have something interesting to tell."
"I am flattered to think you find me entertaining. I've sometimes
thought you didn't like me."
"Now you know that is nonsense. I always think myself fortunate if I
sit next you at dinner." Madeleine spoke in her gayest tones, but in
truth she dreaded what the man might make of this innocent escapade and
intended to make a friend of him if possible.
She was growing accustomed to the gloom and saw him smile fatuously.
"That sends me to the seventh heaven. How often since you came have I
wished that my dancing days were not over."
"I'd far rather hear you talk. Tell me some news."
"News? News? San Francisco is as flat at present as spilled champagne.
Let me see? Ah! Did you ever hear of Langdon Masters?"
"No. Who is he?"
"He is Virginian like myself—a distant cousin. He fought through the
war, badly wounded twice, came home to find little left of the old
estate—practically nothing for him. He tried to start a newspaper in
Richmond but couldn't raise the capital. He went to New York and wrote
for the newspapers there; also writes a good deal for the more
intellectual magazines. Thought perhaps you had come across something
of his. There is just a whisper, you know, that you were rather a bas
bleu before you came to us."
"Because I was born and educated in Boston? Poor Boston! I do recall
reading something of Mr. Masters' in the Atlantic—I suppose it
was—but I have forgotten what. Here, I have grown too frivolous—and
happy—to care to read at all. But what have you to tell me
particularly about Mr. Masters?"
"I had a letter from him this morning asking me if there was an opening
here. He resents the antagonism in the North that he meets at every
turn, although they are glad enough of his exceptionally brilliant
work. But he knows that San Francisco is the last stronghold of the
South, and also that our people are generous and enterprising. I shall
write him that I can see no opening for another paper at present, but
will let him know if there happens to be one on an editorial staff.
That is a long journey to take on an uncertainty."
"I should think so. Heavens, how this carriage does bounce. The horses
must be galloping."
"Probably." He lifted a corner of the curtain. "We shall reach the city
soon at this rate. Ah!"
Madeleine, in spite of the bouncing vehicle, had managed heretofore to
prop herself firmly in her corner, but a violent lurch suddenly threw
her against Travers. He caught her firmly in one of his lean wiry arms.
At the moment she thought nothing of it, although she disliked the
contact, but when she endeavored to disengage herself, he merely jerked
her more closely to his side and she felt his hot breath upon her
cheek. It was the fevered breath of a man who drinks much and late and
almost nauseated her.
"Come come," whispered Travers. "I know you didn't go out there to meet
any one; it was just a natural impulse for a little adventure, wasn't
it? And I deserve my reward for getting you home safely. Give me a
Madeleine wrenched herself free, but he laughed and caught her again,
this time in both arms. "Oh, you can't get away, and I'm going to have
that kiss. Yes, a dozen, by Jove. You're the prettiest thing in San
Francisco, and I'll get ahead of the other men there."
His yellow distorted face—he looked like a satyr—was almost on hers.
She freed herself once more with a dexterous twisting motion of her
supple body, leaped to the front of the carriage and pounded on the
window behind the driver.
"For God's sake! You fool! What are you doing? Do you want a scandal?"
The carriage stopped its erratic course so abruptly that he was thrown
to the floor. Madeleine already had the door open. She had all the
strength of youth and perfect health, and he was worn out and shaken.
He was scrambling to his feet. She put her arms under his shoulders and
threw him out into the road.
"Go on!" she called to the driver. And as he whipped up the horses
again, his Homeric laughter mingling with the curses of the man in the
ditch, she sank back trembling and gasping. It was her first experience
of the vileness of man, for the men of her day respected the women of
their own class unless met half way, or, violently enamoured, given
full opportunity to express their emotions.
Moreover she had made a venomous enemy.
What would Howard say? What would he do to the wretch? Horsewhip him?
Would he stop to think of scandal? The road had been deserted. She knew
that Travers would keep his humiliation to himself and the incidents
that led up to it; but if she told her husband and he lost his head the
story would come out and soon cease to bear any semblance to the truth.
She wished she had some one to advise her. What did insulted women do?
But she could not think in this horrible carriage. It would be at least
an hour before she saw Howard. She would bathe her face in cold water
and try to think.
The hack stopped again and the coachman left the box.
"It's only a few blocks now, ma'am," he said, as he opened the door. "I
haven't much time—"
Madeleine almost sprang out. She opened her purse. He accepted the
large bill with a grin on his good-natured face.
"That's all right, Mrs. Talbot. I wouldn't have spoke of it nohow. The
Doctor and me's old friends. But I'm just glad old Ben got what he
deserved. The impudence of him! You—well!—Good day, ma'am."
He paused as he was climbing back to the box.
"If you don't mind my giving ye a bit of advice, Mrs. Talbot—I've seen
a good bit of the world, I have—this is a hot city, all right—I just
wouldn't say anything to the doctor. Trouble makes trouble. Better let
it stop right here."
"Thanks, Thomas. Good-by."
And Madeleine strode down the street as if the furies pursued her.
Madeleine was spared the ordeal of confession; it was six weeks before
she saw her husband again. He telegraphed at six o'clock that he had a
small-pox patient and could not subject her to the risk of contagion.
The disease most dreaded in San Francisco had arrived some time before
and the pest house outside the city limits was already crowded. The
next day yellow flags appeared before several houses. Before a week
passed they had multiplied all over the city. People went about with
visible camphor bags suspended from their necks, and Madeleine heard
the galloping death wagon at all hours of the night. Howard telegraphed
frequently and sent a doctor to revaccinate her, as the virus he had
administered himself had not taken. She was not to worry about him as
he vaccinated himself every day. Finally he commanded her to leave
town, and she made a round of visits.
She spent a fortnight at Rincona, Mrs. Abbott's place at Alta, in the
San Mateo valley, and another with the Hathaways near by. Then, after a
fortnight at the different "Springs" she settled down for the rest of
the summer on the Ballinger ranch in the Santa Clara valley. All her
hostesses had house parties, there were picnics by day and dancing or
hay-rides at night. For the first time she saw the beautiful California
country; the redwood forests on the mountains, the bare brown and
golden hills, the great valleys with their forests of oaks and madronas
cleared here and there for orchard and vineyard; knowing that Howard
was safe she gave herself to pleasure once more. After all there was a
certain satisfaction in the assurance that her husband could not be
with her if he would. She was not deliberately neglected and it was
positive that he never entered the Club. She told no one but Sally
Ballinger of her adventure, and although Travers was a favorite of her
mother, this devoted friend adroitly managed that the gentleman to whom
she applied many excoriating adjectives should not be invited that
summer to "the ranch."
Langdon Masters arrived in San Francisco during Madeleine's third
winter. He did not come unheralded, for Travers bragged about him
constantly and asserted that San Francisco could thank him for an
editorial writer second to none in the United States of America. As a
matter of fact it was on Masters' achievement alone that the editor of
the Alta California had invited him to become a member of his staff.
Masters was also a cousin of Alexander Groome, and arrived in San
Francisco as a guest at the house on Ballinger Hill, a lonely outpost
in the wastes of rock and sand in the west.
There was no excitement in the female breast over his arrival for young
men were abundant; but Society was prepared to welcome him not only on
account of his distinguished connections but because his deliberate
choice of San Francisco for his future career was a compliment they
were quick to appreciate.
He came gaily to his fate filled with high hopes of owning his own
newspaper before long and ranking as the leading journalist in the
great little city made famous by gold and Bret Harte. He was one of
many in New York; he knew that with his brilliant gifts and the
immediate prominence his new position would give him the future was his
to mould. No man, then or since, has brought so rare an assortment of
talents to the erratic journalism of San Francisco; not even James King
of William, the murdered editor of the Evening Bulletin. Perhaps he
too would have been murdered had he remained long enough to own and
edit the newspaper of his dreams, for he had a merciless irony, a
fearless spirit, and an utter contempt for the prejudices of small men.
But for a time at least it looked as if the history of journalism in
San Francisco was to be one of California's proudest boasts.
Masters was a practical visionary, a dreamer whose dreams never
confused his metallic intellect, a stylist who fascinated even the poor
mind forced to express itself in colloquialisms, a man of immense
erudition for his years (he was only thirty); and he was insatiably
interested in the affairs of the world and in every phase of life. He
was a poet by nature, and a journalist by profession because he
believed the press was destined to become the greatest power in the
country, and he craved not only power but the utmost opportunity for
His character possessed as many antitheses. He was a natural lover of
women and avoided them not only because he feared entanglements and
enervations but because he had little respect for their brains. He was,
by his Virginian inheritance, if for no simpler reason, a bon vivant,
but the preoccupations and ordinary conversational subjects of men
irritated him, and he cultivated their society and that of women only
in so far as they were essential to his deeper understanding of life.
His code was noblesse oblige and he privately damned it as a
superstition foisted upon him by his ancestors. He was sentimental and
ironic, passionate and indifferent, frank and subtle, proud and
democratic, with a warm capacity for friendship and none whatever for
intimacy, a hard worker with a strong taste for loafing—in the open
country, book in hand. He prided himself upon his iron will and turned
uneasily from the weeds growing among the fine flowers of his nature.
Such was Langdon Masters when he came to San Francisco and Madeleine
He soon tired of plunging through the sand hills between the city and
Ballinger Hill either on horseback or in a hack whose driver, if the
hour were late, was commonly drunk; and took a suite of rooms in the
Occidental Hotel. He had brought his library with him and one side of
his parlor was immediately furnished with books to the ceiling. It was
some time before Society saw anything of him. He had a quick reputation
to make, many articles promised to Eastern periodicals and newspapers,
no mind for distractions.
But his brilliant and daring editorials, not only on the pestiferous
politics of San Francisco, but upon national topics, soon attracted the
attention of the men; who, moreover, were fascinated by his
conversation during his occasional visits to the Union Club. Several
times he was cornered, royally treated to the best the cellar afforded,
and upon one occasion talked for two hours, prodded merely with a
question when he showed a tendency to drop into revery. But as a matter
of fact he liked to talk, knowing that he could outshine other
intelligent men, and a responsive palate put him in good humor with all
men and inspired him with unwonted desire to please.
Husbands spoke of him enthusiastically at home and wives determined to
know him. They besieged Alexina Ballinger. Why had she not done her
duty? Langdon Masters had lived in her house for weeks. Mrs. Ballinger
replied that she had barely seen the man. He rarely honored them at
dinner, sat up until four in the morning with her son-in-law (if she
were not mistaken he and Alexander Groome were two of a feather),
breakfasted at all hours, and then went directly to the city. What
possible use could such a man be to Society? He had barely looked at
Sally, much less the uxoriously married Maria, and might have been
merely an inconsiderate boarder who had given nothing but unimpaired
Virginian manners in return for so much upsetting of a household. No
doubt the servants would have rebelled had he not tipped them
immoderately. "Moreover," she concluded, "he is quite unlike our men,
if he is a Southerner. And not handsome at all. His hair is black but
he wears it too short, and he had no mustache, nor even sideboards. His
face has deep lines and his eyes are like steel. He rarely smiles and I
don't believe he ever laughed in his life."
Society, however, had made up its mind, and as the women had no
particular desire to make that terrible journey to Alexina Ballinger's
any oftener than was necessary, it was determined (in conclave) that
Mrs. Hunt McLane should have the honor of capturing and introducing
this difficult and desirable person.
Mr. McLane, who had met him at the Club, called on him formally and
invited him to dinner. Hunt McLane was the greatest lawyer and one of
the greatest gentlemen in San Francisco. Masters was too much a man of
the world not to appreciate the compliment; moreover, he had now been
in San Francisco for two months and his social instincts were stirring.
He accepted the invitation and many others.
People dined early in those simple days and the hours he spent in the
most natural and agreeable society he had ever entered did not
interfere with his work. Sometimes he talked, at others merely listened
with a pleasant sense of relaxation to the chatter of pretty women;
with whom he was quite willing to flirt as long as there was no hint of
the heavy vail. He thought it quite possible he should fall in love
with and marry one of these vivacious pretty girls; when his future was
assured in the city of his enthusiastic adoption.
He met Madeleine at all these gatherings, but it so happened that he
never sat beside her and he had no taste for kettledrums or balls. He
thought her very lovely to look at and wondered why so young and
handsome a woman with a notoriously faithful husband should have so sad
an expression. Possibly because it rather became her style of beauty.
He saw a good deal of Dr. Talbot at the Club however and asked them
both to one of the little dinners in his rooms with which he paid his
social debts. These dinners were very popular, for he was a connoisseur
in wines, the dinner was sent from a French restaurant, and he was
never more entertaining than at his own table. His guests were as
carefully assorted as his wines, and if he did not know intuitively
whose minds and tastes were most in harmony, or what lady did not
happen to be speaking to another at the moment, he had always the
delicate hints of Mrs. McLane to guide him. She was his social sponsor
and vastly proud of him.
Madeline went impassively to the dinner. His brilliancy had impressed
her but she was indifferent to everything these days and her intellect
was torpid; although when in society and under the influence of the
lights and wine she could be almost as animated as ever. But the
novelty of that society had worn thin long since; she continued to go
out partly as a matter of routine, more perhaps because she had no
other resource. She saw less of her husband than ever, for his practice
as well as his masculine acquaintance grew with the city—and that was
swarming over the hills of the north and out toward the sand dunes of
the west. But she was resigned, and inappetent. She had even ceased to
wish for children. The future stretched before her interminable and
dull. A railroad had been built across the continent and she had asked
permission recently of her husband to visit her parents: her mother was
now an invalid and Mr. Chilton would not leave her.
But the doctor was more nearly angry than she had ever seen him. He
couldn't live without her. He must always know she was "there."
Moreover, she was run down, she was thin and pale, he must keep her
under his eye. But if he was worried about her health he was still more
worried at her apparent desire to leave him for months. Did she no
longer love him? Her response was not emphatic and he went out and
bought her a diamond bracelet. At least she was thankful that it had
been bought for her and not sent to his wife by mistake, an experience
that had happened the other day to Maria Groome. The town had rocked
with laughter and Groome had made a hurried trip East on business. But
Madeleine no longer found consolation in the reflection that things
might be worse. The sensation of jealousy would have been a welcome
relief from this spiritual and mental inertia.
She wore a dress of bright golden-green grosgrain silk trimmed with
crepe leaves a shade deeper. The pointed bodice displayed her shoulders
in a fashion still beloved of royal ladies, and her soft golden-brown
hair was dressed in a high chignon with a long curl descending over the
left side of her bust. A few still clung to the low chignon, others had
adopted a fashion set by the Empress Eugenie and wore their hair in a
mass of curls on the nape of the neck; but Madeleine received the
latest advices from a sister-in-law who lived in New York; and as
femininity dies hard she still felt a mild pleasure in introducing the
latest cry in fashion. As she was the last to arrive she would have
been less than woman if she had not felt a glow at the sensation she
made. The color came back to her cheeks as the women surrounded her
with ecstatic compliments and peered at the coiffure from all sides.
The diamond bracelet was barely noticed.
"I adopt it tomorrow," said Mrs. McLane emphatically. "With my white
hair I shall look more like an old marquise than ever."
One of the other women ran into Masters' bedroom where they had left
their wraps and emerged in a few moments with a lifted chignon and a
straggling curl. Amid exclamations and laughter two more followed suit,
while the host and the other men waited patiently for their dinner. It
was a lively party that finally sat down, and it was the gayest if the
most momentous of Masters' little functions.
His eyes strayed toward Madeleine more than once, for her success had
excited her and she had never looked lovelier. She was at the other end
of the table and Mrs. McLane and Mrs. Ballinger sat beside him. She
interested him for the first time and he adroitly drew her history from
his mentor (not that he deluded that astute lady for an instant, but
she dearly loved to gossip).
"She is going through one of those crises that all young wives must
expect," she concluded. "If it isn't one thing it's another. She is
still very young, and inclined to be romantic. She expected too
much—of a husband, mon dieu! Of course she is lonely or thinks she is.
Too bad youth never can realize that it is enough to be young. And with
beauty, and means, and position, and charming frocks! She will grow
philosophical—when it is too late. Meanwhile a little flirtation would
not hurt her and Howard Talbot does not know the meaning of the word
jealousy. Why don't you take her in hand?"
"Not my line. But it seems odd that Talbot should neglect her. She
looks intelligent and she is certainly beautiful."
"Oh, Howard! He is the best of men but the worst of husbands."
Her attention was claimed by the man on her right and at the same
moment Madeleine's had evidently been drawn to the wall of books behind
her. She turned, craned her neck, forgetting her partner.
Then, Masters saw a strange thing. Her eyes filled with tears and she
continued to stare at the books in complete absorption until her
attention was laughingly recalled.
"Now, that is odd," thought Masters. "Very odd."
She felt his keen gaze and laughed with a curious eagerness as she met
his eyes. He guessed that for the first time he had interested her.
After dinner the men went into his den to smoke, but before his cigar
was half finished he muttered something about his duty to the ladies
and returned to the parlor. As he had half expected, Madeleine was
standing before the books scanning their titles, and as he approached
she drew her hand caressingly across a shelf devoted to the poets. The
other women were gossiping at the end of the long room.
"You are fond of books!" he said abruptly.
She had not noticed his reappearance. She was startled and exclaimed
passionately, "I loved them—once! But it is a long time since I have
read anything but an occasional novel."
"But why? Why?"
He had powerful gray eyes and they magnetized the truth out of her.
"My husband thinks it is a woman's sole duty to look charming. He was
afraid I would become a bluestocking and lose my charm and spoil my
looks. I brought many books with me, but I never opened the cases and
finally gave them to the Mercantile Library. I have never gone to look
"Good heaven!" He had never felt sorrier for a woman who had asked alms
of him in the street.
She was looking at him eagerly. "Perhaps—you won't mind—you will lend
me—I don't think my husband would notice now—he is never at home
except for breakfast and dinner—"
"Will I? For heaven's sake look upon them as your own. What will you
take with you to-night?"
"Oh! Nothing! Perhaps you will send me one tomorrow?"
"One? I'll send a dozen. Let us select them now."
But at this moment the other men entered and she whispered hurriedly,
"Will you select and send them? Any—any—I don't care what."
The doctor came toward them full of good wine and laughter. The books
meant nothing to him. He had forgotten his wife's inexplicable taste
for serious literature. He now found her quite perfect but was worried
about her health. The tonics and horseback riding he had prescribed
seemed to have little effect.
"I am going to take you away and send you to bed," he said jovially.
"No sitting up after nine o'clock until you are yourself again, and not
another ball this winter. A wife is a great responsibility, Masters.
Any other woman is easier to prescribe for, but the wife of your bosom
knows you so well she can fool you, as no woman who expects a bill
twice a year would dare to do. Still, she's pretty good, pretty good.
She's never had an attack of nerves, nor fainted yet. And as for
'blues' she doesn't know the meaning of the word. Come along,
Madeleine smiled half cynically, half wistfully, shook hands with her
host and made him a pretty little speech, nodded to the others and went
obediently to bed. The doctor, whose manners were courtly, escorted her
to the door of their parlor and returned to Masters' rooms. The other
women left immediately afterward, and as it was Saturday night, he and
his host and Mr. McLane talked until nearly morning.
By the first of June Fashion had deserted the city with its winds and
fogs and dust, and Madeleine was one of the few that remained. Her
husband had intended to send her to Congress Springs in the mountains
of the Santa Clara Valley, but she seemed to be so much better that he
willingly let her stay on, congratulating himself on the results of his
treatment. She was no longer listless and was always singing at the
piano when he rushed in for his dinner.
If he had been told that the cure was effected by books he would have
been profoundly skeptical, and perhaps wisely so. But although
Madeleine felt an almost passionate gratitude for Masters, she gave him
little thought except when a new package of books arrived, or when she
discussed them briefly with him in Society. He had never called.
But her mind flowered like a bit of tropical country long neglected by
rain. She had thought that the very seeds of her mental desires were
dead, but they sprouted during a long uninterrupted afternoon and grew
so rapidly they intoxicated her. Masters had sent her in that first
offering poets who had not become fashionable in Boston when she left
it: Browning, Matthew Arnold and Swinburne; besides the Byron and
Shelley and Keats of her girlhood. He sent her Letters and Essays and
Memoirs and Biographies that she had never read and those that she had
and was glad to read again. He sent her books on art and she re-lived
her days in the galleries of Europe, understanding for the first time
what she had instinctively admired.
It was not only the sense of mental growth and expansion that
exhilarated her, after her long drought, but the translation to a new
world. She lived in the past in these lives of dead men; and as she
read the biographies of great painters and musicians she shared their
disappointments and forgot her own. Her emotional nature was in
constant vibration, and this phenomenon was the more dangerous, as she
would have argued—had she thought about it at all—that having been
diverted to the intellect it must necessarily remain there.
If she had belonged to a later generation no doubt she would have taken
to the pen herself, and artistic expression would—possibly—have
absorbed and safe-guarded her during the remainder of her genetic
years; but such a thing never occurred to her. She was too modest in
the face of master work, and only queer freakish women wrote, anyhow,
not ladies of her social status.
Although her thoughts rarely strayed to Masters, he hovered a sort of
beneficent god in the background of her consciousness, the author of
her new freedom and content; but it was only after an unusually long
talk with him at a large dinner given to a party of distinguished
visitors from Europe, shortly before Society left town, that she found
herself longing to discuss with him books that a week before would have
been sufficient in themselves.
The opportunity did not arise however until she had been for more than
a fortnight "alone" in San Francisco. She was returning from her daily
brisk walk when she met him at the door of the hotel. They naturally
entered and walked up the stairs together. She had immediately begun to
ply him with questions, and as she unlocked the door of her parlor she
invited him to enter.
He hesitated a moment. Nothing was farther from his intention than to
permit his interest in this charming lonely woman to deepen;
entanglements had proved fatal before to ambitious men; moreover he was
almost an intimate friend of her husband. But he had no reasonable
excuse, he had manifestly been sauntering when they met, and he had all
the fine courtesy of the South. He followed her into the hotel parlor
she had made unlike any other room in San Francisco, with the delicate
French furniture and hangings her mother had bought in Paris and given
her as a wedding present. A log fire was blazing. She waved her hand
toward an easy chair beside the hearth, threw aside her hat and lifted
her shining crushed hair with both hands, then ran over to a panelled
chest which the doctor had conceded to be handsome, but quite useless
as it was not even lined with cedar.
"I keep them in here," she exclaimed as gleefully as a naughty child;
and he had the uneasy sense of sharing a secret with her that isolated
them on a little oasis of their own in this lawless waste of San
She had opened the chest and was rummaging.
"What shall it be first? How I have longed to talk with you about a
dozen. On the whole I think I'd rather you'd read a poem to me. Do you
mind? I know you are not lazy—oh, no!—and I am sure you read
"I don't mind in the least," he said gallantly. (At all events he was
in for it.) "And I rather like the sound of my own voice. What shall it
And, alas, she chose "The Statue and the Bust."
He was disconcerted, but his sense of humor come to his rescue, and
although he read that passionate poem with its ominous warning to
hesitant lovers, with the proper emphasis and as much feeling as he
dared, he managed to make it a wholly impersonal performance. When he
finished he dropped the book and glanced over at his companion. She was
sitting forward with a rapt expression, her cheeks flushed, her breath
coming unevenly. But there was neither challenge nor self-consciousness
in her eyes. The sparkle had left them, but it was their innocence, not
their melting, that stirred him profoundly. With her palimpsest mind
she was a poet for the moment, not a woman.
Her manners never left her and she paid him a conventional little
compliment on his reading, then asked him if he believed that people
who could love like that had ever lived, or if such dramas were the
peculiar prerogative of the divinely gifted imagination.
He replied drily that a good many people in their own time loved
recklessly and even more disastrously, and then asked her irresistibly
(for he was a man if a wary one) if she had never loved herself.
"Oh, of course," she replied simply. "I love my husband. But domestic
"But have you never—domestic love does not always—well—"
She shrugged her shoulders and replied with the same disconcerting
simplicity, "Oh, when you are married you are married. And now that
your books have made me so happy I never find fault with Howard any
more. I know that he cannot be changed and he loves me devotedly in his
fashion. Mrs. McLane is always preaching philosophy and your books have
shown me the way."
"And do you imagine that books will always fill your life? After the
novelty has worn off?"
"Oh, that could never be! Even if you went away and took your books
with you I should get others. I am quite emancipated now."
"This is the first time I ever heard a young and beautiful woman
declare that books were an adequate substitute for life. And one sort
of emancipation is very likely to lead to another."
She drew herself up and all her Puritan forefathers looked from her
candid eyes. "If you mean that I would do the things that a few of our
women do—not many (she was one of the loyal guardians of her anxious
little circle)—if you think—but of course you do not. That is so
completely out of the question that I have never given it
consideration. If my husband should die—and I should feel terribly if
he did—but if he should, while I was still young, I might, of course,
love another man whose tastes were exactly like my own. But I'd never
betray Howard—nor myself—even in thought."
The words and all they implied might have been an irresistible
challenge to another man. But to Masters, whose career was inexorably
mapped out,—he was determined that his own fame and that of California
should be synchronous—and who fled at the first hint of seduction in a
woman's eyes, they came as a pleasurable reassurance. After all, mental
companionship with a woman was unique, and it was quite in keeping that
he should find it in this unique city of his adoption. Moreover, it
would be a very welcome recreation in his energetic life. If
propinquity began to sprout its deadly fruit he fancied that she would
close the episode abruptly. He was positive that he should, if for no
other reason than because her husband was his friend. He might elope
with the wife of a friend if he lost his head, but he would never
dishonor himself in the secret intrigue. And he had not the least
intention of leaving San Francisco. For the time being they were safe.
It was like picking wild flowers in the field after a day's hot work.
"Now," she said serenely, "read me 'Pippa Passes.'"
Nevertheless, he stayed away from her for a week. At the end of that
time he received a peremptory little note bidding him call and expound
Newman's "Apologia" to her. She could not understand it and she must.
He smiled at the pretty imperiousness of the note so like herself; for
her circle had spoiled her, and whatever her husband's idiosyncrasies
she was certainly his petted darling.
He went, of course. And before long he was spending every afternoon in
the charming room so like a French salon of the Eighteenth Century that
the raucous sounds of San Francisco beyond the closed and curtained
windows beat upon it faintly like the distant traffic of a great city.
Masters had asked himself humorously, Why not? and succumbed. There was
no other place to go except the Club, and Mrs. Talbot was an infinitely
more interesting companion than men who discussed little besides their
business, professional, or demi-monde engrossments. It was a complete
relaxation from his own driving work. He was writing the entire
editorial page of his newspaper, the demand for his articles from
Eastern magazines and weekly journals was incessant; which not only
contributed to his pride and income, but to the glory of California. He
was making her known for something besides gold, gamblers, and Sierra
But above all he was instructing and expanding a feminine but really
fine mind. She sat at his feet and there was no doubt in that mind,
both naive and gifted, that his was the most remarkable intellect in
the world and that from no book ever written could she learn as much.
He would have been more than mortal had he renounced his pedestal and
he was far too humane for the cruelty of depriving her of the
stimulating happiness he had brought into her lonely life. There was no
one, man or woman, to take his place.
Nor was there any one to criticize. The world was out of town. They
lived in the same hotel, and he rarely met any one in their common
corridor. At first she mentioned his visits casually to her husband,
and Howard grunted approvingly. Several times he took Masters snipe
shooting in the marshes near Ravenswood, but he accepted his friend's
attitude to his wife too much as a matter of course even to mention it.
To him, a far better judge of men than of women, Langdon Masters was
ambition epitomized, and if he wondered why such a man wasted time in
any woman's salon, he concluded it was because, like men of any calling
but his own (who saw far too much of women and their infernal ailments)
he enjoyed a chat now and then with as charming a woman of the world as
Madeleine. If anyone had suggested that Langdon Masters enjoyed
Madeleine's intellect he would have told it about town as the joke of
Madeleine indulged in no introspection. She had suffered too much in
the past not to quaff eagerly of the goblet when it was full and ask
for nothing more. If she paused to realize how dependent she had become
on the constant society of Langdon Masters and that literature was now
no more than the background of life, she would have shrugged her
shoulders gaily and admitted that she was having a mental flirtation,
and that, at least, was as original as became them both. They were
safe. The code protected them. He was her husband's friend and they
were married. What was, was.
But in truth she never went so far as to admit that Masters and the
books she loved were not one and inseparable. She could not imagine
herself talking with him for long on any other subject, save, perhaps,
the politics of the nation—which, in truth, rather bored her. As for
small talk she would as readily have thought of inflicting the Almighty
in her prayers.
Nor was it often they drifted into personalities or the human problems.
One day, however, he did ask her tentatively if she did not think that
divorce was justifiable in certain circumstances.
She merely stared at him in horror.
"Well, there is your erstwhile friend, Sibyl Geary. She fell in love
with another man, her husband was a sot, she got her divorce without
legal opposition, and married Forbes—finest kind of fellow."
"Divorce is against the canons of Church and Society. No woman should
break her solemn vows, no matter what her provocation. Look at Maria
Groome. Do you think she would divorce Alexander? She has provocation
"You are both High Church, but all women are not. Mrs. Geary is a mere
Presbyterian. And at least she is as happy as she was wretched before."
"No woman can be happy who has lost the respect of Society."
"I thought you were bored with Society."
"Yes, but it is mine to have. Being bored is quite different from being
cast out like a pariah."
"Oh! And you think love a poor substitute?"
"Love, of course, is the most wonderful thing in the world. (She might
be talking of maternal or filial love, thought Masters.) But it must
have the sanction of one's principles, one's creed and one's
traditions. Otherwise, it weighs nothing in the balance."
"You are a delectable little Puritan," said Masters with a laugh that
was not wholly mirthful. "I shall now read you Tennyson's 'Maud,' as
you approve of sentiment, at least. Tennyson will never cause the
downfall of any woman, but if you ever see lightning on the horizon
don't read 'The Statue and the Bust' with the battery therof."
When people returned to town they were astonished at the change in
Madeleine Talbot, especially after a summer in the city that would have
"torn their own nerves out by the roots." More than one had wondered
anxiously if she were going into the decline so common in those days.
They had known the cause of the broken spring, but none save the
incurably sanguine opined that Howard Talbot had mended it. But mended
it was and her eyes had never sparkled so gaily, nor her laugh rung so
lightly since her first winter among them. Mrs. McLane suggested
charitably that her tedium vitae had run its course and she was become
But Madeleine reviva did not suggest the philosopher to the most
charitable eye (not even to Mrs. McLane's), particularly as there was a
"something" about her—was it repressed excitement?—which had been
quite absent from her old self, however vivacious.
It was Mrs. Abbott, a lady of unquenchable virtue, whose tongue was
more feared than that of any woman in San Francisco, who first
verbalized what every friend of Madeleine's secretly wondered: Was
there a man in the case? Many loyally cried, Impossible. Madeleine was
above suspicion. Above suspicion, yes. No one would accuse her of a
liaison. But who was she or any other neglected young wife to be above
falling in love if some fascinating creature laid siege? Love dammed up
was apt to spring a leak in time, even if it did not overflow,
and—well, it was known that water sought its level, even if it could
not run uphill. Mrs. Abbott had lived for twenty years in San
Francisco, and in New Orleans for thirty years before that, and she had
seen a good many women in love in her time. This climate made a
plaything of virtue. "Virtue—you said?—Precisely. She's not there
or we'd see the signs of moral struggle, horror, in fact; for she's not
one to succumb easily. But mark my words, she's on the way."
That point settled, and it was vastly interesting to believe it
(Madeleine Talbot, of all people!), who was the man? Duty to mundane
affairs had kept many of the liveliest blades and prowling husbands in
town all summer; but Madeleine had known them all for three years or
more. Besides, So and So was engaged to So and So, and So and So quite
reprehensibly interested in Mrs. So and So.
The young gentlemen were discreetly sounded, but their lack of anything
deeper than friendly interest in the "loveliest of her sex" was
manifest. Husbands were ordered to retail the gossip of the Club, but
exploded with fury when tactful pumping forced up the name of Madeleine
Talbot. They were harridans, harpies, old-wives, infernal
scandalmongers. If there was one completely blameless woman in San
Francisco it was Howard Talbot's wife.
No one thought of Langdon Masters.
He appeared more rarely at dinners, and had never ventured in public
with Madeleine even during the summer. When his acute news sense
divined they were gossiping and speculating about her he took alarm and
considered the wisdom of discontinuing his afternoon visits. But they
had become as much a part of his life as his daily bread. Moreover, he
could not withdraw without giving the reason, and it was a more
intimate subject than he cared to discuss with her. Whether he was in
love with her or not was a question he deliberately refused to face. If
the present were destroyed there was no future to take its place, and
he purposed to live in his Fool's Paradise as long as he could. It was
an excellent substitute for tragedy.
But Society soon began to notice that she no longer honored kettledrums
or the more formal afternoon receptions with her presence, and her
calls were few and late. When attentive friends called on her she was
"out." The clerk at the desk had been asked to protect her, as she
"must rest in the afternoon." He suspected nothing and her word was his
When quizzed, Madeleine replied laughingly that she could keep her
restored health only by curtailing her social activities; but she
blushed, for lying came hardly. As calling was a serious business in
San Francisco, she compromised by the ancient clearing-house device of
an occasional large "At Home," besides her usual dinners and luncheons.
When Masters was a dinner guest he paid her only the polite attentions
due a hostess and flirted elaborately with the prettiest of the women.
Madeleine, who was unconscious of the gossip, was sometimes a little
hurt, and when he avoided her at other functions and was far too
attentive to Sally Ballinger, or Annette McLane, a beautiful girl just
out, she had an odd palpitation and wondered what ailed her. Jealous?
Well, perhaps. Friends of the same sex were often jealous. Had not
Sally been jealous at one time of poor Sibyl Geary? And Masters was the
most complete friend a woman ever had. She thought sadly that perhaps
he had enough of her in the afternoon and welcomed a change. Well, that
was natural enough. She found herself enjoying the society of other
bright men at dinners, now that life was fair again.
Nevertheless, she experienced a sensation of fright now and again, and
not because she feared to lose him.
There is nothing so carking as the pangs of unsatisfied curiosity. They
may not cause the acute distress of love and hate, but no tooth ever
ached more incessantly nor more insistently demanded relief. That
doughty warrior, Mrs. Abbott, in her own homely language determined to
take the bull by the horns. She sailed into the Occidental Hotel one
afternoon and up the stairs without pausing at the desk. The clerk gave
her a cursory glance. Mrs. Abbott went where she listed, and, moreover,
was obviously expected.
When she reached the Talbot parlor she halted a moment, and then
knocked loudly. Madeleine, who often received parcels, innocently
invited entrance. Mrs. Abbott promptly accepted the invitation and
walked in upon Masters and his hostess seated before the fire. The
former had a book in his hand, and, judging from the murmur that had
penetrated her applied ear before announcing herself, had been reading
aloud. ("As cozy as two bugs in a rug," she told her friends afterward.)
"Oh, Mrs. Abbott! How kind of you!" Madeleine was annoyed to find
herself blushing, but she kept her head and entered into no
explanation. Masters, with his most politely aloof air, handed the
smiling guest to the sofa, and as she immediately announced that the
room was too warm for her, Madeleine removed her dolman. Mrs. Abbott as
ever was clad in righteous black satin trimmed with bugles and fringe,
and a small flat bonnet whose strings indifferently supported her
chins. She fixed her sharp small eyes immediately on Madeleine's
beautiful house gown of nile green camel's hair, made with her usual
sweeping lines and without trimming of any sort.
"Charming—charming—and so becoming with that lovely color you have.
New York, I suppose—"
"Oh, no, a seamstress made it. You must let me get you cake and a glass
of wine." The unwilling hostess crossed over to the hospitable cupboard
and Mrs. Abbott amiably accepted a glass of port, the while her eyes
could hardly tear themselves from the books on the table by the fire.
There were at least a dozen of them and her astute old mind leapt
straight at the truth.
"I thought you had given all your books to the Mercantile Library," she
remarked wonderingly. "We all thought it so hard on you, but Howard is
set in his ways, poor old thing. He was much too old for you anyhow. I
always said so. But I see he has relented. Have you been patronizing C.
Beach? Nice little book store. I go there myself at Christmas time—get
a set in nice bindings for one of the children every year."
"Oh, these are borrowed," said Madeleine lightly. "Mr. Masters has been
kind enough to lend them to me."
"Oh—h—h, naughty puss! What would Howard say if he found you out?"
Masters, who stood on the hearth rug, looked down at her with an
expression, which, she afterward confessed, sent shivers up her spine.
"Talbot is a great friend of mine," he said with deliberate emphasis,
"and not likely to object to his wife's sharing my library."
"Don't be too sure. The whole town knows that Howard detests
bluestockings and would rather his wife had a good honest flirtation
than stuffed her brains…. Pretty little head." She tweaked
Madeleine's scarlet ear. "Mustn't put too much in it."
"I'm afraid it doesn't hold much," said Madeleine smiling; and fancied
she heard a bell in her depths toll: "It's going to end! It's going to
end!" And for the first time in her life she felt like fainting.
She went hurriedly over to the cupboard and poured herself out a glass
of port wine. "I had almost forgotten my tonic," she said. "It has made
me quite well again."
"Your improvement is nothing short of miraculous," said the old lady
drily. "It is the talk of the town. But you are ungrateful if you don't
give all those interesting books some of the credit. I hope Howard is
properly grateful to Mr. Masters…. By the way, my young friend, the
men complain that you are never seen at the Club during the afternoon
any more. That is ungrateful, if you like!—for they all think you are
the brightest man out here, and would rather hear you talk than eat—or
drink, which is more to the point. Now, I must go, dear. I won't
intrude any longer. It has been delightful, meeting two such clever
people at once. You are coming to my 'At Home' tomorrow. I won't take
no for an answer."
There was a warning note in her voice. Her pointed remarks had not been
inspired by sheer felinity. It was her purpose to let Madeleine know
that she was in danger of scandal or worse, and that the sooner she
scrambled back to terra firma the better. Of course she could not
refrain from an immediate round of calls upon impatient friends, but
she salved her conscience by asserting roundly (and with entire
honesty) that there was nothing in it as yet. She had seen too much of
the world to be deceived on that point.
After Masters had assisted Mrs. Abbott's large bulk into her barouche,
resisting the impulse to pitch it in headfirst, he walked slowly up the
stairs. He was seething with fury, and he was also aghast. The woman
had unquestionably precipitated the crisis he had hoped to avoid. To
use her favorite expression, the fat was in the fire; and she would see
to it that it was maintained at sizzling point. He ground his teeth as
he thought of the inferences, the innuendos, the expectations, the
constant linking of his name with Madeleine's. Madeleine!
It was true, of course, that the gossip might stop short of scandal if
she entered the afternoon treadmill once more and showed herself so
constantly that the most malignant must admit that she had no time for
dalliance; it was well known that he spent the morning and late
afternoon hours at the office.
But that would mean that he must give her up. She was the last woman to
consent to stolen meetings, even were he to suggest them, for the
raison d'etre of their companionship would be gone. And that phase
could end in but one way.
What a dreamer he had been, he, a man of the world, to imagine that
such an idyll could last. Perhaps four perfect months were as much as a
man had any right to ask of life. Nevertheless, he experienced not the
slightest symptom of resignation. He felt reckless enough to throw his
future to the winds, kidnap Madeleine, and take the next boat to South
America. But his unclouded mind drove inexorably to the end: her
conscience and unremitting sense of disgrace would work the complete
unhappiness of both. Divorce was equally out of the question.
As he approached her door he felt a strong inclination to pass it and
defer the inevitable interview until the morrow. He must step warily
with her as with the world, and he needed all his self-control. If he
lost his head and told her that he loved her he would not save a crumb
from his feast. Moreover, there was the possibility of revealing her to
herself if she loved him, and that would mean utter misery for her.
Did she? He walked hastily past her door. His coolly reasoning brain
felt suddenly full of hot vapors.
Then he cursed himself for a coward and turned back. She would feel
herself deserted in her most trying hour, for she needed a reassuring
friend at this moment if never before. He had rarely failed to keep his
head when he chose and he would keep it now.
But when he entered the room his self-command was put to a severe test.
She was huddled in a chair crying, and although he scoffed at woman's
tears as roundly as Dr. Talbot, they never failed to rain on the
softest spot in his nature. But he walked directly to the hearth rug
and lit a cigarette.
"I hope you are not letting that old cat worry you." He managed to
infuse his tones with an amiable contempt.
But Madeleine only cried the harder.
"Come, come. Of course you are bruised, you are such a sensitive little
plant, but you know what women are, and more especially that old woman.
But even she cannot find much to gossip about in the fact that you were
receiving an afternoon caller."
"I—I'll be back in a moment."
She ran into her bedroom, and Masters took a batch of proofs from his
pocket and deliberately read them during the ten minutes of her
absence. When she returned she had bathed her eyes, and looked quite
composed. In truth she had taken sal volatile, and if despair was still
in her soul her nerves no longer jangled.
He rose to hand her a chair, but she shook her head and walked over to
the window, then returned and stood by the table, leaning on it as if
to steady herself.
"Shall I get you a glass of port wine?"
"No; more than one goes to my head."
He threw the proofs on the table and retreated to the hearth-rug.
"I suppose this means that you must not come here any more?"
"Does it? Are you going to turn me adrift to bore myself at the Club?"
"Oh, men have so many resources! And it is you who have given all. I
had nothing to give you."
"You forget, my dear Mrs. Talbot, that man is never so flattered as
when some woman thinks him an oracle. Besides, although yours is the
best mind in any pretty woman's head I know of—in any woman's head for
that matter—you still have much to learn, and I should feel very
jealous if you learned it elsewhere."
"Oh, I could learn from books, I suppose. There are many more in the
world than I shall ever be able to read. But—well, I had a friend for
the first time—the kind of friend I wanted."
"You are in no danger of losing him. I haven't the least intention of
giving you up. Real friendships are too rare, especially those founded
on mental sympathy, and a man's life is barren indeed when his friends
are only men."
"Have you had any woman friends before?" Her eyelids were lowered but
she shot him a swift glance.
"Well—no—to be honest, I cannot say I have. Flirtations and all that,
yes. During the last eight years, between the war and earning my bread,
I've had little time. Everything went, of course. I wrote for a while
for a Richmond paper and then went to New York. That was hard sledding
for a time and Southerners are not welcome in New York Society. If I
bore you with my personal affairs it is merely to give you a glimpse of
a rather arid life, and, perhaps, some idea of how pleasant and
profitable I have found our friendship."
She drooped her head. He ground his teeth and lit another cigarette.
His hand trembled but his tones were even and formal.
"I shall go to Mrs. Abbott's tomorrow."
"Quite right. And if a man strays in flirt with him—if you know how."
"There are four other At Homes and kettledrums this week and I shall go
to those also. I don't know that I mind silly gossip, but it would not
be fair to Howard. I shouldn't like to put him in the position of some
men in this town; although they seem to console themselves! But Howard
is not like that."
"Not he. The best fellow in the world. I think your program admirable."
He saw that he was trying her too far and added hastily: "It would be
rather amusing to circumvent them, and it certainly would not amuse me
to lose your charming companionship. I have fallen into the habit of
imposing myself upon you from three until five or half-past. Perhaps
you will admit me shortly after lunch and let me hang round until you
are ready to go out?"
She looked up with faintly sparkling eyes; then her face fell.
"There are so many luncheons."
"But surely not every day. You could refuse the informal affairs on the
plea of a previous engagement, and give me the list of the inevitable
ones the first of the week. And at least you are free from impertinent
intrusion before three o'clock."
"Yes, I'll do that! I will! It will be better than nothing."
"Oh, a long sight better. And nothing can alter the procession of the
seasons. Summer will arrive again in due course, and if your friends
are not far more interested in something else by that time it is hardly
likely that even Mrs. Abbott will sacrifice the comforts of Alta to spy
on any one."
"Not she! She has asthma in San Francisco in summer." Madeleine spoke
gaily, but she avoided his eyes. Whether he was maintaining a pose or
not she could only guess, but she had one of her own to keep up.
"You must have thought me very silly to cry—but—these people have all
been quite angelic to me before, and Mrs. Abbott descended upon me like
the Day of Judgment."
"I should think she did, the old she-devil, and if you hadn't cried you
wouldn't have been a true woman! But we have a good half hour left. I'd
like to read you—"
At this moment Dr. Talbot's loud voice was heard in the hall.
"All right. See you later. Sorry—"
Madeline caught at the edge of the table. Had he met Mrs. Abbott? But
even in this moment of consternation she avoided a glance of too
intimate understanding with Masters. She was reassured immediately,
however. The Doctor burst into the room and exclaimed jovially:
"You here? What luck. Thought you would be at some infernal At Home or
other. Just got a call to San Jose—consultation—must take the next
train. Come, help me pack. Hello, Masters. If I'd had time I'd have
looked you up. Got some news for you. Wait a moment."
He disappeared into his bedroom and Madeleine followed. He had not
noticed the books and Masters' first impulse was to gather them up and
replace them in the chest. But he sat down to his proofs instead. The
Doctor returned in a few moments.
"Madeleine will finish. She's a wonder at packing. Hello! What's this?"
He had caught sight of the books.
"Some of mine. Mrs. Talbot expressed a wish—"
"Why in thunder don't you call her Madeleine? You're as much her friend
as mine…. Well, I don't mind as much as I did, for I find women are
all reading more than they used to, and I'm bound to say they don't
have the blues while a good novel lasts. Ouida's a pretty good dose and
lasts about a week. But don't give her too much serious stuff. It will
only addle her brains."
"Oh, she has very good brains. Mrs. Abbott was here just now, and
although she is not what I should call literary—or too literate—she
seemed to think your wife was just the sort of woman who should read."
"Mrs. Abbott's a damned old nuisance. You must have been overjoyed at
the interruption. But if Madeleine has to put on pincenez—"
"Oh, never fear!" Madeleine was smiling radiantly as she entered. Her
volatile spirits were soaring. "My eyes are the strongest part of me.
What did you have to tell Mr. Masters?" "Jove! I'd almost forgotten,
and it's great news, too. What would you say, Masters, to editing a
paper of your own?"
"There's a conspiracy abroad—I won't deny I had a hand in it—no light
under the bushel for me—to raise the necessary capital and have a
really first-class newspaper in this town. San Francisco deserves the
best, and if we've had nothing but rags, so far—barring poor James
King of William's Bulletin—it's because we've never had a man before
big enough to edit a great one."
"I have no words! It is almost too good to be true!"
Madeleine watched him curiously. His voice was trembling and his eyes
were flashing. He was tall but had drawn himself up in his excitement
and seemed quite an inch taller. He looked about to wave a sword and
lead a charge. Establishing a newspaper meant a hard fight and he was
eager for the fray.
She had had but few opportunities to study him in detail unobserved.
She had never thought him handsome, for he was clean shaven, with deep
vertical lines, and he wore his black hair very short. Her preference
was for fair men with drooping moustaches and locks sweeping the
collar; although her admiration for this somewhat standardized type had
so far been wholly impersonal. Even the doctor clipped his moustache as
it interfered with his soup, and his rusty brown hair was straight,
although of the orthodox length. But she had not married Howard for his
She noted the hard line of jaw and sharp incisive profile. His face had
power as well as intellect, yet there was a hint of weakness somewhere.
Possibly the lips of his well-cut mouth were a trifle too firmly set to
be unselfconscious. And his broad forehead lacked serenity. There was a
furrow between the eyes.
It was with the eyes she was most familiar. They were gray, brilliant,
piercing, wide apart and deeply set. She had noted more than once
something alert, watchful, in their expression, as if they were the
guardians of the intellect above and defied the weakness the lower part
of his face barely hinted to clash for a moment with his ambitions.
She heard little of his rapid fire of questions and Howard's answers;
but when the doctor had pulled out his watch, kissed her hurriedly,
snatched his bag and dashed from the room, Masters took her hands in
his, his eyes glowing.
"Did you hear?" he cried. "Did you hear? I am to have my own newspaper.
My dream has come true! A hundred thousand dollars are promised. I
shall have as good a news service as any in New York."
Madeleine withdrew her hands but smiled brightly and made him a pretty
speech of congratulation. She knew little of newspapers and cared less,
but there must be something extraordinary about owning one to excite a
man like Langdon Masters. She had never seen him excited before.
"Won't it mean a great deal harder work?"
"Oh, work! I thrive on work. I've never had enough. Come and sit down.
Let me talk to you. Let me be egotistical and talk about myself. Let me
tell you all my pent-up ambitions and hopes and desires—you wonderful
And he poured himself out to her as he had never unbosomed himself
before. He stayed on to dinner—she had no engagement—and left her
only for the office. He had evidently forgotten the earlier episode,
and he swept it from her own mind. That mind, subtle, feminine,
yielding, melted into his. She shared those ambitions and hopes and
desires. His brilliant and useful future was as real and imperative to
her as to himself. It was a new, a wonderful, a thrilling experience.
When she went to bed, smiling and happy, she slammed a little door in
her mind and shot the bolt. A terrible fear had shaken her three hours
before, but she refused to recall it. Once more the present sufficed.
Madeleine went to Mrs. Abbott's reception, but there was nothing
conciliatory nor apologetic in her mien. She had intended to be merely
natural, but when she met that battery of eyes, amused, mocking,
sympathetic, encouraging, and realized that Mrs. Abbott's tongue had
been wagging, she was filled with an anger and resentment that
expressed itself in a cold pride of bearing and a militant sparkle of
the eye. She was gracious and aloof and Mrs. McLane approved her
"Exactly as I should feel and look myself," she said to Mrs. Ballinger
and Guadalupe Hathaway. "She's a royal creature and she has moved in
the great world. No wonder she resents the petty gossip of this
"Well, I'll acquit her," said Mrs. Ballinger tartly. "A more
cold-blooded and unattractive man I've never met."
"Langdon Masters is by no means unattractive," announced Miss Hathaway
out of her ten years' experience as a belle and an unconscionable
flirt. "I have sat in the conservatory with him several times. It may
be that Mrs. Abbott stepped in before it was too late. And it may be
that she did not."
"Oh, call no woman virtuous until she is dead," said Mrs. McLane
lightly. "But I won't hear another insinuation against Madeleine
Mrs. Abbott kissed the singed brand it had been her mission to snatch
in the nick of time and detained her in conversation with unusual
empressement. Madeleine responded with an excessive politeness, and
Mrs. Abbott learned for the first time that sweet brown eyes could
glitter as coldly as her own protuberant orbs when pronouncing judgment.
Madeleine remained for two hours, bored and disgusted, the more as
Masters' name was ostentatiously avoided. Even Sally Ballinger, who
kissed her warmly, told her that she looked as if she hadn't a care in
the world and that it was because she had too much sense to bother
She had never been treated with more friendly intimacy, and if she went
home with a headache it was at least a satisfaction to know that her
proud position was still scandal-proof.
She wisely modified her first program and drifted back into afternoon
society by degrees; a plan of defensive campaign highly approved by
Mrs. McLane, who detested lack of finesse. The winter was an
unsatisfactory one for Madeleine altogether. Society would not have
bored her so much perhaps if that secret enchanting background had
remained intact. But her intercourse with Masters was necessarily
sporadic. Her conscience had never troubled her for receiving his
visits, for her husband not only had expressed his approval, but had
always urged her to amuse herself with men. But she felt like an
intriguante when she discussed her engagement lists with Masters, and
she knew that he liked it as little. His visits were now a matter for
"sandwiching," to be schemed and planned for, and she dared not ask
herself whether the persistent sense of fear that haunted her was that
they both must betray self-consciousness in time, or that the more
difficult order would bore him: their earlier intimacy had coincided
with his hours of leisure. After all, he was not her lover, to delight
in intrigue; and in time, it might be, he would not think the game
worth the candle. She dreaded that revived gossip might drive him from
the hotel, and that would be the miserable beginning of an unthinkable
There were other interruptions. He paid a flying visit to Richmond to
visit the death-bed of his mother, and he took a trip to the Sandwich
Islands to recover from a severe cold on the chest. Moreover, his
former placidity had left him, for one thing and another delayed the
financing of his newspaper. One of its founders was temporarily
embarrassed for ready money, another awaited an opportune moment to
realize on some valuable stock. There was no doubt that the entire
amount would be forthcoming in time, but meanwhile he fumed, and
expressed himself freely to Madeleine. That he might have a more
poisonous source of irritation did not occur to her.
Fortunately she did not suspect that gossip was still rife. Madeleine
might have a subtle mind but she had a candid personality. It was quite
patent to sharp eyes that she was unhappy once more, although this time
her health was unaffected. And Society was quite aware that she still
saw Langdon Masters, in spite of her perfunctory appearances; for
suspicion once roused develops antennae that traverse space without
effort and return with accumulated minute stores of evidence. Masters
had been seen entering or leaving the Talbot parlor by luncheon guests
in the hotel. Old Ben Travers, who had chosen to ignore his astonishing
and humiliating experience and always treated Madeleine with
exaggerated deference, called one afternoon on her (in company with
Mrs. Ballinger) and observed cigarette ends in the ash tray. Talbot
smoked only cigars. Masters was one of the few men in San Francisco who
smoked cigarettes and there was no mistaking his imported brand. Mr.
Travers paid an immediate round of visits, and called again a fortnight
later, this time protected by Mrs. Abbott. There were several books on
the table which he happened to know Masters had received within the
When the new wave reached Mrs. McLane she announced angrily that all
the gossip in San Francisco originated in the Union Club, and refused
to listen to details. But she was anxious, nevertheless, for she knew
that Madeleine, whether she recognized the fact or not, was in love
with Langdon Masters, and she more than suspected that he was with her.
He went little into society, even before his mother's death, pleading
press of work, but Mr. McLane often brought him home quietly to dinner
and she saw more of him than any one did but Madeleine. Men had gone
mad over her in her own time and she knew the stamp of baffled passions.
It was on New Year's Day, during Masters' absence in Richmond, that an
incident occurred which turned Society's attention, diverted for the
moment by an open divorce scandal, to Madeleine Talbot once more.
New Year's Day in San Francisco was one of pomp and triumphs, and much
secret heart-burning. Every woman who had a house threw it open and the
many that lived in hotels were equally hospitable. There was a constant
procession of family barouches, livery stable buggies and hacks. The
"whips" drove their mud-bespattered traps with as grand an air as if on
the Cliff House Road in fine weather; and while none was ignored whose
entertaining was lavish, those who could count only on admiration and
friendship compared notes eagerly during the following week.
But young men in those days were more gallant or less snobbish than in
these, and few pretty girls, however slenderly dowered, were forgotten
by their waltzing partners. The older men went only to the great
houses, and frankly for eggnog. Mrs. Abbott's was famous and so was
Mrs. McLane's. Ladies who lived out of town the year round, that their
husbands might "sleep in the country!" received with their more
It had been Madeleine's intention to have her own reception at the
hotel as usual, but when Mrs. McLane craved her assistance—Marguerite
was receiving with Mrs. Abbott, now her mother-in-law—she consented
willingly, as it would reduce her effort to entertain progressively
illuminated men to the minimum. She felt disinclined to effort of any
Mrs. McLane, after her daughter's marriage, had tired of the large
house on Rincon Hill and the exorbitant wages of its staff of servants,
and returned to her old home in South Park, furnishing her parlors with
a red satin damask, which also covered the walls. She had made a trip
to Paris meanwhile and brought back much light and graceful French
furniture. The long double room was an admirable setting for her
stately little figure in its trailing gown of wine-colored velvet
trimmed with mellowed point lace (it had been privately dipped in
coffee) and her white high-piled hair. There was no watchful anxiety in
Mrs. McLane's lofty mien. She knew that the best, old and young, would
come to her New Year's Day reception as a matter of course.
Mrs. Ballinger had also gratefully accepted Mrs. McLane's invitation,
for Sally had recently married Harold Abbott and was receiving on
Rincon Hill, and Maria was in modest retirement. She wore a long gown
of silver gray poplin as shining as her silver hair; and as she was
nearly a foot taller than her hostess, the two ladies stood at opposite
ends of the mantelpiece in the front parlor with Annette McLane and two
young friends between.
The reception was at its height at four o'clock. The rooms were
crowded, and the equipages of the guests packed not only South Park but
Third Street a block north and south.
Madeleine sat at the end of the long double room behind a table and
served the eggnog. The men hovered about her, not, as commonly, in
unqualified admiration, or passed on the goblets, slices of the
monumental cakes, and Peter Job's famous cream pie.
She had taken a glass at once and raised her spirits to the necessary
pitch; but its effect wore off in time and her hand began to tremble
slightly as she ladled out the eggnog. She had not heard from Masters
since he left and her days were as vacant as visible space. She had
felt nervous and depressed since morning and would have spent the day
in bed had she dared.
Mr. McLane, Mr. Abbott, Colonel "Jack" Belmont, Alexander Groome, Mr.
Ballinger, Amos Lawton and several others were chatting with her when
Ben Travers sauntered up to demand his potion. He had already paid
several visits, and although he carried his liquor well, it was patent
to the eyes of his friends he was in that particular stage of
inebriation that swamped his meagre stock of good nature and the
superficial cleverness which made him an agreeable companion, and set
free all the maliciousness of a mind contracted with years and
disappointments: he had never made "his pile" and it was current
history that he had been refused by every belle of his youth.
He made Madeleine a courtly bow as he took the goblet from her hands,
not forgetting to pay her a well-turned compliment on those hands, not
the least of her physical perfections. Then he balanced himself on the
edge of the table with a manifest intention of joining in the
conversation. Madeleine felt an odd sense of terror, although she knew
nothing of his discoveries and communications; there was a curious hard
stare in his bleared eyes and it seemed to impale her.
He began amiably enough. "Best looking frocks in this house I've seen
today. At least five from Paris. Mrs. McLane brought back four of them
besides her own. Seen some awful old duds today. 'Lupie Hathaway had on
an old black silk with a gaping placket and three buttons off in front.
Some of the other things were new enough, but the dressmakers in this
town need waking up. Of course yours came from New York, Mrs. Talbot.
Charming, simply charming."
Madeleine wore a gown of amber-colored silk with a bertha of fine lace
and mousseline de soie, exposing her beautiful shoulders. The color
seemed reflected in her eyes and the bright waving masses of her hair.
"Madame Deforme made it," she said triumphantly. "Now don't criticize
our dressmakers again."
"Never criticize anybody but can't help noticing things. Got the
observing eye. Nothing escapes it. How are you off for books now that
Masters has deserted us?"
Madeleine turned cold, for the inference was unmistakable, and she saw
Mr. McLane scowl at him ferociously, But she replied smilingly that
there was always the Mercantile Library.
"Never have anything new there, and even C. Beach hasn't had a new
French novel for six months. If Masters were one of those considerate
men, now, he'd have left you the key of his rooms. Nothing compromising
in that. But it would be no wonder if he forgot it, for I hear it
wasn't his mother's illness that took him to Richmond, but Betty
Thornton who's still a reigning toast. Old flame and they say she's
come round. Had a letter from my sister."
Madeleine, who was lifting a goblet, let it fall with a crash. She had
turned white and was trembling, but she lifted another with an
immediate return of self-control, and said, "How awkward of me! But I
have had a headache for three days and the gas makes the room so warm."
And then she fainted.
Mr. McLane, who was more impulsive than tactful, took Travers by the
arm and pushed him through the crowd surging toward the table, and out
of the front door, almost flinging him down the front steps.
"Damn you for a liar and a scandalmonger and a malicious old woman!" he
shouted, oblivious of many staring coachmen. "Never enter my house
But the undaunted Travers steadied himself and replied with a leer,
"Well, I made her give herself dead away, whether you like it or not.
And it'll be all over town in a week."
Mr. McLane turned his back, and ordering the astonished butler to take
out the man's hat and greatcoat, returned to a scene of excitement.
Madeleine had been placed full length on a sofa by an open window, and
was evidently reviving. He asked the men who had overheard Travers'
attack to follow him to his study.
"I want every one of you to promise me that you will not repeat what
that little brute said," he commanded. "Fortunately there were no women
about. Fainting women are no novelty. And if that cur tells the story
of his dastardly assault, give him the lie. Swear that he never said
it. Persuade him that he was too drunk to remember."
"I'll follow him and threaten to horsewhip him if he opens his mouth!"
cried Colonel Belmont, who had been a dashing cavalry officer during
the war. He revered all women of his own class, even his wife, who
rarely saw him; and he was so critical of feminine perfections of any
sort that he changed his mistresses oftener than any man in San
Francisco. "I'll not lose a moment." And he left the room as if
charging the enemy.
"Good. Will the rest of you promise?"
"Of course we'll promise."
But alas, wives have means of extracting secrets when their suspicions
are alert and clamoring that no husband has the wit to elude, man being
too ingenuous to follow the circumlocutory methods of the subtler sex.
Not that there was ever anything subtle about Mrs. Abbott's methods.
Mr. Abbott had a perpetual catarrh and it had long since weakened his
fibre. It was commonly believed that when Mrs. Abbott, her large bulk
arrayed in a red flannel nightgown, sat up in the connubial bed and
threatened to pour hot mustard up his nose unless he opened his sluices
of information he ingloriously succumbed.
At all events, how or wherefore, Travers' prediction was fulfilled,
although he shiveringly held his own tongue. The story was all over
town not in a week but in three days. But of this Madeleine knew
nothing. The doctor, who feared typhoid fever, ordered her to keep
quiet and see no one until he discovered what was the matter with her.
Her return to Society and Masters' to San Francisco coincided, but at
least her little world knew that Dr. Talbot had been responsible for
her retirement. It awaited future developments with a painful and a
The rest of the season, however, passed without notable incident. But
it was known that Madeleine saw Masters constantly, and she was so
narrowly observed during his second absence that the nervousness it
induced made her forced gaiety almost hysterical. During the late
spring her spirits grew more even and her migraines less frequent;
sustained as she was by the prospect of her old uninterrupted relations
But more than Mrs. Abbott divined the cause of her ill-suppressed
expectancy and never had she received so many invitations to the
country. Mrs. McLane spent her summers at Congress Springs, but even
she pressed Madeleine to visit her. Sally Abbott lived across the Bay
on Lake Merritt and begged for three days a week at least; while as for
Mrs. Abbott and Mr. and Mrs. Tom, who lived with her, they would harken
to no excuses.
Madeleine was almost nonplussed, but if her firm and graceful refusals
to leave the doctor had led to open war she would have accepted the
consequences. She was determined that this summer she had lived for
throughout seven long tormented months should be as unbroken and happy
as the other fates would permit. She had a full presentiment that it
would be the last.
Masters glided immediately into the old habit and saw her oftener when
he could. Of course no phase ever quite repeats itself. The blithe
unconsciousness of that first immortal summer was gone for ever; each
was playing a part and dreading lest the other suspect it. Moreover,
Masters was irritated almost beyond endurance at the constant
postponement of the financial equipment for his newspaper. The man who
had promised the largest contribution had died suddenly, and although
his heir was more than eager to be associated with so illustrious an
enterprise he must await the settlement of the estate.
"I am beginning to believe I never shall have that newspaper," Masters
said gloomily to Madeleine. "It looks like Fate. When the subject was
first broached there was every prospect that I should get the money at
once. It has an ugly look. Any man who has been through a war is
something of a fatalist."
They were less circumspect than of old and were walking out the old
Mission Road. In such moods it was impossible for him to idle before a
fire and read aloud. Madeleine had told her husband she would like to
join Masters in his walks occasionally, and he had replied heartily:
"Do you good. He'll lead you some pretty tramps! I can't keep up with
him. You don't walk half enough. Neither do these other women, although
my income would be cut in half if they did."
It was a cool bracing day without dust or wind and Madeleine had
started out in high spirits, induced in part by a new and vastly
becoming walking suit of forest green poplin and a hat of the same
shade rolled up on one side and trimmed with a drooping grey feather.
Her gloves and shoes were of grey suede, there was soft lace about her
white throat and a coquettish little veil that covered only her eyes.
She always knew what to say when Masters was in one of his black moods,
and today she reminded him of the various biographies of great men they
had read together. Had not all of them suffered every disappointment
and discouragement in the beginning of their careers? Overcome
innumerable obstacles? Many had been called upon to endure grinding
poverty as well until they forced recognition from the world, and he at
least was spared that. If Life took with one hand while she gave with
the other, the reverse was equally true; and also no doubt it was a
part of her beneficence that she not only strengthened the character by
preliminary hardships, but amiably planned them that success might be
all the sweeter when it came.
Masters laughed. "Incontrovertible. Mind you practice your own
philosophy when you need it. All reverses should be temporary if people
are strong enough."
She lost her color for a moment, but answered lightly: "That is an easy
philosophy for you. If one thing failed you would simply move on to
another. Men like you never really fail, for your rare abilities give
you the strength and resource of ten men."
"I wonder! The roots of strength sometimes lie in slimy and corrupting
waters that spread their miasma upward when Life frowns too long and
too darkly. Sometimes misfortunes pile up so remorselessly, this miasma
whispers that a man's chief strength consists in going straight to the
devil and be done with it all. A resounding slap on Life's face. An
insolent assertion of the individual will against Society. Or perhaps
it is merely a disposition to run full tilt, hoping for the coup de
grace—much as I felt when I lay neglected on the battlefield for
twenty-four hours and longed for some Yank to come along and blow out
"That is no comparison," she said scornfully. "When the body is whole
nothing is impossible. I should feel that the Universe was reeling if I
saw you go down before adversity. I could as readily imagine myself
letting go, and I am only a woman."
"Oh, I should never fear for you," he said bitterly. "What with your
immutable principles, your religion, and your proud position in the
Society of San Francisco to sustain you, you would come through the
fiery furnace unscathed."
"Yes, but the furnace! The furnace!"
She threw out her hands with a gesture of despair, her high spirits
routed before a sudden blinding vision of the future. "Does any woman
ever escape that?"
One of her hands brushed his and he caught it irresistibly. But he
dropped it at once. There was a sound of horses' hoofs behind them. He
had been vaguely aware of cantering hoof-beats in the distance for
Two men passed, and one of them took off his hat with a low mocking
sweep and bowed almost to the saddle. It was old Ben Travers.
"What on earth is he doing in town?" muttered Masters in exasperation.
No one had told him of the New Year's Day episode, but he knew him for
what he was.
Madeleine was fallowing the small trim figure on the large chestnut
with expanded eyes, but she answered evenly enough: "He has some
ailment and is remaining in town under Howard's care."
"Liver, no doubt," said Masters viciously. "Too bad his spleen doesn't
burst once for all."
He continued unguardedly, "Well, if he tries to make mischief, Howard
will tell him bluntly that we walk together with his permission and
invite him to go to the devil."
Her own guard was up at once, although it was not any gossip carried to
Howard she feared. "He has probably already forgotten us," she said
coldly. "Have you finished that paper for Putnam's?"
"Three days ago, and begun another for the Edinburgh Review. That is
the first time I have been invited to write for an English review."
"You see!" she cried gaily. "You are famous already. And ambitious! You
were once thinking of writing for our Overland Monthly only. Bret
Harte told me you had promised him three papers this year."
"I shall write them."
"Perfunctory patriotism. You'd have to write the entire magazine and
bring it out weekly to get rid of all your ideas and superfluous
"Well, and wouldn't the good Californians rather read any magazine but
their own? Even Harte is far better known in the East than here. I
doubt if I've heard one of his things mentioned but 'The Heathen
Chinee.' He has been here so long they regard him as a mere native. If
I am advancing my reputation in the East I am making it much faster
than if I depended upon the local reputation alone. San Francisco is
"When I first came here—it seems a lifetime ago!—I never saw an
Eastern magazine of the higher class and rarely a book. I believe you
have done as much to wake them up as even the march of time. They read
newspapers if they won't read their own poor little Overland. And you
are popular personally and inspire a sort of uneasy emulation. You are
a sort of illuminated bridge. Now tell me what your new paper is about."
A while later they came to the old Mission Dolores, long ago the center
of a flourishing colony of native Indians, who, under the driving
energy of the padres, manufactured practically every simple necessity
known to Spain. There was nothing left but the crumbling church and its
neglected graveyard, alone in a waste of sand. The graves of the
priests and grandees were overrun with periwinkle, and the only other
flower was the indestructible Castilian rose. The heavy dull green
bushes with their fluted dull pink blooms surrounded by tight little
buds, were as dusty as the memory of the Spaniard in California.
They went into the church to rest. Madeleine had never taken any
interest in the history of her adopted state, and as they sat in a pew
at the back, surrounded by silence and a deep twilight gloom, Masters
told her the tragic story of Rezanov and Concha Arguello, who would
have married before that humble altar and the history of California
changed if the ironic fates had permitted. The story had been told him
by Mrs. Hathaway, who was the daughter of one of the last of the
grandees, and whose mother had lived in the Presidio when Rezanov
sailed in through the Golden Gate and Concha Arguello had been La
Favorita of Alta California.
The little church was very quiet. The rest of the world seemed far
away. Madeleine's fervid yielding imagination swept her back to that
long-forgotten past when a woman to whom the earlier fates had been as
kind as to herself had scaled all but the highest peaks of happiness
and descended into the profoundest depths of despair. Her sympathies,
enhanced by her own haunting premonition of disaster, shattered her
guard. She dropped her head into her hands and wept hopelessly. Masters
felt his own moorings shake. He half rose to flee. But he too had been
living in the romantic and passionate past and he too had been visited
by moments of black forebodings. Love had tormented him to the breaking
point before this and his ambition had often been submerged in his
impatience for the excess of work which his newspaper would demand,
exhausting to body and imagination alike. He had long ceased to doubt
that she loved him, but her self-command had protected them both. He
had believed it would never desert her and when it did his pulses had
their way. He took her in his arms and strained her to him as if with
the strength of his muscles and his will he would defy the blundering
Madeleine made no resistance. She was oblivious of everything but the
ecstasy of the moment. When he kissed her she clung to him as ardently,
and felt as mortals may, when, in dissolution, they have the vision of
unmortal bliss. She had the genius for completion and neither the past
nor the future intruded upon the perfect moment when love was all.
But the moment was brief. A priest entered and knelt before the altar.
She disengaged herself and adjusted her hat with hands that trembled
violently, then almost ran out of the church. Masters followed her. As
they descended the steps Travers and his companion passed again, after
their short canter down the peninsula. He stared so hard at Madeleine's
revealing face that he almost forgot to take off his hat, and half
reined in as if he would pause and gratify his curiosity; but thought
better of it and rode on.
Masters and Madeleine did not exchange a word until they had walked
nearly a mile. But his brain was working as clearly as if passion had
never clouded it, and although he could see no hope for the future he
was determined to gain time and sacrifice anything rather than lose
what little he might still have of her. He said finally, in a
"I want you to use your will and imagination and forget that we ever
entered that church."
"Forget! The memory of it will scourge me as long as I live. I have
been unfaithful to my husband!"
"Oh, not quite as bad as that!"
"What difference? I had surrendered completely and forgotten my vows,
my religion, every principle that has guided my life.
If—if—circumstances had been different that would not have been the
end. I am a bad wicked woman."
"Oh, no, you are not. You are a terribly good one. If you were not you
would take your life in your hands and make it over."
He did not dare mention the word divorce, and lest it travel from his
mind to hers and cause his immediate repudiation, he added hastily:
"You were immortal for a moment and it should be your glory, not a whip
to scourge you. The time will come when you will remember it with
gratitude and without a blush. You know now what you could be and feel.
If we part at least you will have been saved from the complete
"Part?" She looked at him for the first time, and although she had
believed she never could look at him again without turning scarlet,
there was only terror in her eyes.
"I have been afraid of banishment."
"It was my fault as much as yours."
"I am not so sure. We won't argue that point. Is anything perfect
arguable? But if I am to stay in San Francisco I must see you."
"I'll never see you alone again."
"I have no intention of pressing that point! But the open is safe and
you must walk with me every day."
"I don't know! Oh—I don't know! And I think that I should tell Howard."
"You will not tell Howard because you are neither cowardly nor cruel.
Nor will you ruin a perfect memory that belongs to us alone. You do
love me and that is the end of it—or the beginning of God knows what!"
"Love!" She shivered. "Yes, I love you. Why do poets waste so many
beautiful words over love? It is the most terrible thing in the world."
"Let us try to forget it for the present," he said harshly. "Forget
everything we cannot have—"
"You have your work. You have only to work harder than ever. What have
"We will walk together every day. We can take a book out on the beach
and sit on the rocks. Read more fiction. That is its mission—to
translate one for a time from the terrible realities of life. Your
religion should be of some use to you. It is almost a pity there is no
poverty out here. Sink your prejudices and seek out poor Sibyl Forbes.
Every woman in town has cut her. In healing her wounds you could forget
your own. Above all, use your will. We are neither of us weaklings, and
it could be a thousand times worse. Nothing shall take from us what we
have, and there may be a way out."
"There is none," she said sadly. "But I will do as you tell me. And
I'll forget—not remember—if I can."
The end came swiftly. The next day Ben Travers drove down to Rincona.
Mrs. Abbott listened to his garnished tale with bulging eyes and her
three chins quivering with excitement. She had heard no gossip worth
mentioning since she left town, and privately she hated the summer and
"You should have seen her face when she came out of that church," cried
Travers for the third time; he was falling into the senile habit of
repeating himself. "It was fairly distorted and she looked as if she
had been crying for a week. Mark my words, Masters had been making the
hottest kind of love to her—he was little more composed than she. Bet
you an eagle to a dime they elope within a week."
"Serve Howard Talbot right for marrying a woman twenty years younger
than himself and a Northerner to boot. Do you think he suspects?"
"Not he. Now, I must be off. If I didn't call on the Hathaways and
Montgomerys while I'm down here they'd never forgive me."
"Both have house parties," said Mrs. Abbott enviously. "Just like you
to get it first! I'd go with you but I must write to Antoinette McLane.
She'll have to believe that her paragon is headed for the rocks this
Mrs. McLane was having an attack of the blues when the letter arrived
and did not open her mail until two days later. Then she drove at once
to San Francisco. She was too wise in women to remonstrate with
Madeleine, but she went directly to Dr. Talbot's office. It was the
most unpleasant duty she had ever undertaken, but she knew that Talbot
would not doubt his wife's fidelity, and she was determined to save
Madeleine. She had considered the alternative of going to Masters, but
even her strong spirit quailed before the prospect of that interview.
Besides, if he were as deeply in love with Madeleine as she believed
him to be, it would do no good. She had little faith in the
self-abnegation of men where their passions were concerned.
Dr. Talbot was in his office and saw her at once, and they talked for
an hour. His face was purple and she feared a stroke. But he heard her
quietly, and told her she had proved her friendship by coming to him
before it was too late. When she left him he sat for another hour,
It was six o'clock. San Francisco was enjoying one of its rare heat
waves and Madeleine had put on a frock of white lawn made with a low
neck and short sleeves, and tied a soft blue sash round her waist. As
the hour of her husband's reasonably prompt homing approached she
seated herself at the piano. She could not trust herself to sing, and
played the "Adelaide." The past three days had not been as unhappy as
she had expected. She had visited Sibyl Forbes, living in lonely
splendor, and listened enthralled to that rebellious young woman (who
had received her with passionate gratitude) as she poured out
humiliations, bitter resentment, and matrimonial felicity. Madeleine
had consoled and rejoiced and promised to talk to the all-powerful Mrs.
Twice she had gone to hear John McCullough at his new California
Theatre, with another dutiful doctor's wife who lived in the hotel, and
she had walked for three hours with Masters every afternoon. He had
always found it easy to turn her mind into any channel he chose, and he
had never exerted himself to be more entertaining even with her.
Today he had been jubilant and had swept her with him on his high tide
of anticipation and triumph. Another patriotic San Franciscan had come
to the rescue and the hundred thousand dollars lay to Masters' credit
in the Bank of California. He had taken his offices an hour after the
deposit was made; his business manager was engaged, and every writer of
ability on the other newspapers was his to command. "Masters'
Newspaper" had been the talk of the journalistic world for months. He
had picked his staff and he now awaited only the presses he had ordered
that morning from New York.
Madeleine had sighed as she listened to him dilate upon an active
brilliant future in which she had no place, but she was in tune with
him always and she could only be happy with him now. Moreover, it was
an additional safeguard. He would be too busy for dreams and human
longings. As for herself she would go along somehow. Tears, after all,
were a wonderful solace. Fear had driven her down a light romantic
by-way of her nature. Even if days passed without a glimpse of him she
could dwell on the pleasant thought that he was not far away, and now
and then they would take a long walk together.
The door opened and Dr. Talbot entered. His face was no longer purple.
It was sallow and drawn. Her hands trailed off the keys, her arms fell
limply. Not even during an epidemic, when he found little time for
sleep, had his round face lost its ruddy brightness, his black eyes
their look of jovial good-fellowship, his mouth its amiable cynicism.
"Something has happened," she said faintly. "What is it?"
"Would you mind sitting here?" He fell heavily into a chair and
motioned to one opposite. She left the shelter of the piano with
dragging feet, her own face drained of its color. Ben Travers! She knew
what was coming.
His arms lay limply along the arms of his chair. As she gazed at him
fascinated it seemed to her that he grew older every minute. And she
had never seen any one look as sad.
"I have been a bad husband to you," he said. And the life had gone out
of even his voice.
"Oh! No! No! you have been the best, the kindest and most indulgent of
"I have been worse than a bad husband," he went on in the same
monotonous voice. "I have been a failure. I never tried to understand
you. I didn't want to understand what might interfere with my own
selfish life. You have a mind and I ordered you to feed it husks. You
asked me for the companionship that was your right and I told you to go
and amuse yourself as best you could. I fooled myself with the excuse
that you were perfect as you were, but the bald truth was that I liked
the society of men better, and hated any form of mental exertion
unconnected with my profession. I plucked the rarest flower a
good-for-nothing man ever found and I didn't even remember to give it
fresh water. It is a wonder you didn't wilt before you did. You were
wilting—dying mentally—when Masters came along. You found in him all
that I had denied you. And now I have the punishment I deserve. You no
longer love me. You love him."
"Oh—Oh—" Madeleine twisted her hands in her lap and stared at them.
"You—you—cannot help being what you are. I long since ceased to find
fault with you—"
"Yes, when you ceased to love me! When you found that we were
hopelessly mismated. When you gave up."
"I—I'm very fond of you still. How could I help it when you are so
good to me?"
"I have no doubt of your friendship—or of your fidelity. But you love
Masters. Can you deny it?"
"Are you preparing to elope with him?"
"Oh! No! No! How could you dream of such a thing?"
"I am told that every one is expecting it."
"I would no more elope than I would ask for a divorce. I may be sinful
enough to love a man who is not my husband, but I am not bad enough for
that. And people are very stupid. They know that Langdon Masters'
future lies here. If I were as wicked a woman as that, at least he is
not a fool. Why, only today he received the capital for his newspaper."
"And do you know so little of men and women as to imagine that you two
could go on indefinitely content with the mere fact that you love each
other? I may not have known my own wife because I chose to be blind,
but a doctor knows as much about women in general as a father
confessor. Men and women are not made like that! It seems that every
one but myself has known for months that Masters is in love with you;
and Masters is a man of strong passions and relentless will. He has
used his will so far to curb his passions, principally, no doubt, on my
account; he is my friend and a man of honor. But there are moments in
life when honor as well as virtue goes overboard."
"But—but—we have agreed never to see each other alone again—except
out of doors."
"That is all very well, but there are always unexpected moments of
isolation. The devil sees to that. And while I have every confidence in
your virtue—under normal conditions—I know the helpless yielding of
women and the ruthless passions of men. It would be only a question of
time. I may have been a bad husband but I am mercifully permitted to
save you, and I shall do so."
He rose heavily from his chair. "Do you know where I can find Masters?"
She sprang to her feet and for the first time in her life her voice was
"You are not going to kill him?"
"Oh, no. I am not going to kill him. There has been scandal enough
already. And I have no desire to kill him. He has behaved very well,
all things considered. I am almost as sorry for him as I am for
you—and myself! Do you know where he is?"
"He is probably dining at the Union Club—or he may be at his new
offices. They are somewhere on Commercial Street."
He went out and Madeleine sat staring at the door with wide eyes and
parted lips. She felt no inclination to tears, nor even to faint,
although her body could hardly have been colder in death. She felt
suspended in a vacuum, awaiting something more dreadful than even this
interview with her husband had been.
Dr. Talbot turned toward the stairs, but it occurred to him that
Masters might still be in his rooms and he walked to the other end of
the hall. A ringing voice answered his knock. He entered. Masters
grasped him by the hand, exclaiming, "I was going to look you up
tonight and tell you the good news. Has Madeleine told you? I have my
capital! And I have just received a telegram from New York saying that
my presses will start by freight tomorrow. That means we'll have our
newspaper in three weeks at the outside—But what is the matter, old
chap? I never saw you look seedy before. Suppose we take a week off and
go on a bear hunt? It's the last vacation I can have in a month of
"I have come to tell you that you must leave San Francisco."
"Oh!" Masters' exuberance dropped like a shining cloak from a figure of
steel. He walked to his citadel, the hearth rug, and lit a cigarette.
"I suppose you have been listening to the chatter of that infernal old
gossip, Ben Travers."
"Ben Travers knows me too well to bring any of his gossip to me. But he
has carried his stories up and down the state; not only his—more
recent discoveries, but evidence he appears to have been collecting for
months. But he is only one of many. It seems the whole town has known
for a year or more that you see Madeleine for three or four hours every
day, that you have managed to have those hours together, no matter what
her engagements, that you are desperately in love with each other. The
gossip has been infernal. I do not deny that a good deal of the blame
rests on my shoulders. I not only neglected her but I encouraged her to
see you. But I thought her above scandal or even gossip, and I never
dreamed it was in her to love—to lose her head over any man. She was
sweet and affectionate but cold—my fault again. Any man who had the
good fortune to be married to Madeleine could make her love him if he
were not a selfish fool. Well, I have been punished; but if I have lost
her I can save her—and her reputation. You must go. There is no other
"That is nonsense. You exaggerate because you are suffering from a
shock. You know that I cannot leave San Francisco with this great
newspaper about to be launched. If it is as bad as you make out I will
give you my word not to see Madeleine again. And as I shall be too busy
for Society it will quickly forget me."
"Oh, no, it will not. It will say that you are both cleverer than you
have been in the past. If you leave San Francisco—California—for good
and all—it may forget you; not otherwise."
"Do you know that you are asking me to give up my career? That I shall
never have such an opportunity in my life again? My whole future—for
usefulness as well as for the realization of my not ignoble
ambitions—lies in San Francisco and nowhere else?"
"Don't imagine I have not thought of that. And San Francisco can ill
afford to spare you. You are one of the greatest assets this city ever
had. But she will have to do without you even if you never can be
replaced. I had the whole history of the affair from Mrs. McLane this
afternoon. No one believes—yet—that things have reached a climax
between you and Madeleine. On the contrary, they are expecting an
elopement. But if you remain, nothing on God's earth can prevent an
abominable scandal. Madeleine's name will be dragged through the mud.
She will be cut, cast out of Society. Even I could not protect her; I
should be regarded as a blind fool, or worse, for it will be known that
Mrs. McLane warned me. No woman can keep her mouth shut. She and other
powerful women—even that damned old cut-throat, Mrs. Abbott—are
standing by Madeleine loyally, but they are all alert for a denouement
nevertheless. If you go, that will satisfy them. Madeleine will be
merely the heroine of an unhappy love-affair, and although nothing will
stop their damned clacking tongues for a time, they will pity her and
do their best to make her forget."
"I cannot go. It is impossible. You are asking too much. And, I repeat,
I'll never see her again. Mrs. McLane can be made to understand the
truth. I'll leave the hotel tomorrow."
"You love Madeleine, do you not?"
"Then will you save her from ruin in the only way possible. It is not
only her reputation that I fear. You know yourself, I fancy. You may
avoid her, but you will hardly deny that if circumstances threw you
together, alone, temptation would be irresistible—the more so as you
would have ached for the mere sound of her voice every minute. I know
now what it means to love Madeleine."
Masters turned his back on Talbot and leaned his arms on the
mantel-shelf. He saw hideous pictures in the empty grate.
The doctor had not sat down. Not a muscle of his big strong body had
moved as he stood and pronounced what was worse than a sentence of
death on Langdon Masters. He averted his dull inexorable eyes, for he
dared not give way to sympathy. For the moment he wished himself
dead—and for more reasons than one! But he was far too healthy and
practical to contemplate a dramatic exit. No end would be served if he
did. Madeleine's sensitive spirit would recoil in horror from a union
haunted by the memory of the crime and anguish of the husband she had
vowed to love and obey. Not Madeleine! His remorseless solution was the
Masters turned after a time and his face looked as old as Talbot's.
"I'll go if you are quite sure it is necessary. If you have not spoken
in the heat of the moment."
"If I thought for a month it would make no difference. If you remain,
no matter what your circumspection Madeleine will rank in the eyes of
the world with those harlots over on Dupont Street. And be as much of
an outcast. You know this town. You've lived in it for a year and a
half. It's not London, nor even New York. Nothing is hidden here. It
lives on itself; it has nothing else to live on. It is almost
fanatically loyal to its own until its loyalty is thrown in its face.
Then it is bitterer than the wrath of God. You understand all this,
"Yes, I understand. But—couldn't you send Madeleine to her parents in
Boston for six months—she has never paid them a visit—but no, I
suppose the scandal would be worse—"
"Far worse. It would look either as if she had run away from me or as
if I had packed her off in disgrace. If I could leave my practice I'd
take her abroad for two years, but I cannot. Nor—to be frank—do I see
why I should be sacrificed further."
"Oh, assuredly not." Masters' tones were even and excessively polite.
"You will take the train tomorrow morning for New York?"
"I cannot leave San Francisco until after the opening of the banks. The
money must be refunded. Besides, I prefer to go by steamer. There is
one leaving tomorrow, I believe. I want time to think before I arrive
in New York."
"And you will promise to have no correspondence with Madeleine
"You might leave us that much!"
"The affair shall end here and now. Do you promise?"
"Very well. But I should like to see her once more."
"That you shall not! I shall not leave her until you are outside the
"Very well. If that is all—"
"Good-by. You have behaved—well, as our code commands you to behave. I
expected nothing less. Don't imagine I don't appreciate what this means
to you. But you are a man of great ability. You will find as hospitable
a field for your talents elsewhere. San Francisco is the chief loser. I
wish you the best of luck."
And he returned to Madeleine.
Madeleine came of a brave race and she was a woman of intense pride.
She spent a week at Congress Springs and she took her courage in her
teeth and spent another at Rincona. There was a house party and they
amused themselves in the somnolent way peculiar to Alta. Bret Harte was
there, a dapper little man, whose shoes were always a size too small,
but popular with women as he played an excellent game of croquet and
talked as delightfully as he wrote. His good humor could be counted on
if no one mentioned "The Heathen Chinee." He had always admired
Madeleine and did his best to divert her.
Both Mrs. McLane and Mrs. Abbott were disappointed that they were given
no opportunity to condole with her; but although she gave a fair
imitation of the old Madeleine Talbot, and even mentioned Masters' name
with a casual indifference, no one was deceived for a moment. That her
nerves were on the rack was as evident as that her watchful pride was
in arms, and although it was obvious that she had foresworn the luxury
of tears, her eyes had a curious habit of looking through and beyond
these good ladies until they had the uncomfortable sensation that they
were not there and some one else was. They wondered if Langdon Masters
were dead and she saw his ghost.
The summer was almost over. After a visit to Sally Abbott on Lake
Merritt, she returned to town with the rest of the fashionable world.
People had never been kinder to her; and if their persistent attentions
were strongly diluted with curiosity, who shall blame them? It was not
every day they had a blighted heroine of romance, who, moreover, looked
as if she were going into a decline. She grew thinner every day. Her
white skin was colorless and transparent. They might not have her for
long, poor darling! How they pitied her! But they never wished they had
let her alone. It was all for the best. And what woman ever had so
devoted a husband? He went with her everywhere. He, too, looked as if
he had been through the mill, poor dear, but at least he had won a
close race, and he deserved and received the sympathy of his faithful
friends. As for that ungrateful brute, Langdon Masters, he had not
written a line to any one in San Francisco since he left. Not one had
an idea what had become of him. Did he secretly correspond with
Madeleine? (They would have permitted her that much.) Would he blow out
his brains if she died of consumption? He was no philanderer. If he
hadn't really loved her nothing would have torn him from San Francisco
and his brilliant career; of course. Duelling days were over, and the
doctor was not the man to shoot another down in cold blood, with no
better excuse than the poor things had given him. It was all very
thrilling and romantic. Even the girls talked of little else, and
regarded their complacent prosperous swains with disfavor. "The Long
Long Weary Day" was their favorite song. They wished that Madeleine
lived in a moated grange instead of the Occidental Hotel.
Madeleine had had her own room from the beginning of her married life
in San Francisco, as the doctor was frequently called out at night.
When Howard had returned and told her that Masters would leave on the
morrow and that she was not to see him again, she had walked quietly
into her bedroom and locked the door that led to his; and she had never
turned the key since.
Talbot made no protest. He had no spirit left where Madeleine was
concerned, but it was his humble hope to win her back by unceasing
devotion and consideration, aided by time. He not only never mentioned
Masters' name, but he wooed her in blundering male fashion. Not a day
passed that he did not send her flowers. He bought her trinkets and
several valuable jewels, and he presented her with a victoria, drawn by
a fine sorrel mare, and a coachman in livery on the box.
Madeleine treated him exactly as she treated her host at a dinner. She
was as amiable as ever at the breakfast table, and when he deserted his
club of an evening, she sat at her embroidery frame and told him the
gossip of the day.
One evening at the end of two long hours, when he had heroically
suppressed his longing for a game of poker, he said hesitatingly, "I
thought you were so fond of reading. I don't see any books about. All
the women are reading a novel called 'Quits.' I'll send it up to you in
the morning if you haven't read it."
For the first time since Masters' departure the blood rose in
Madeleine's face, but she answered calmly:
"Thanks. I have little time for reading, as I have developed quite a
passion for embroidery and I practice a good deal. This is a
handkerchief-case for Mrs. McLane. Of course I must read 'Quits,'
however, and also 'The Initials.' One mustn't be behind the times. If
you'll step into Beach's tomorrow and order them I'll be grateful."
"Of course I will. Should—should—you like me to read to you? I'm a
pretty bad reader, I guess, but I'll do my best."
"Oh—is there an earthquake?"
"No! But your nerves are in a bad state. I'll get you a glass of port
He went heavily over to the cupboard, but his hand was shaking as he
poured out the wine. He drank a glass himself before returning to her.
"Thanks. You take very good care of me." And she gave him the gracious
smile of a grateful patient.
"I don't think you'd better go out any more at night for a while. You
are far from well, you know, and you're not picking up."
"A call for you, I suppose. Too bad."
There had been a peremptory knock on the door. A coachman stood
without. Would Dr. Talbot come at once? A new San Franciscan was
imminent via Mrs. Alexander Groome on Ballinger Hill.
The doctor grumbled.
"And raining cats and dogs. Why couldn't she wait until tomorrow? We'll
probably get stuck in the mud. Damn women and their everlasting babies."
She helped him into his overcoat and wished him a pleasant good-night.
It was long since she had lifted her cheek for his old hasty kiss, and
he made no protest. He had time on his side.
She did not return to her embroidery frame but stood for several
moments looking at the chest near the fireplace. She had not opened it
since Masters left. His library had been packed and sent after him by
one of his friends, but no one had known of the books in her
possession. Masters certainly had not thought of them and she was in no
condition to remember them herself at the time.
She had not dared to look at them! Tonight, however, she moved slowly
toward the chest. She looked like a sleep-walker. When she reached it
she knelt down and opened it and gathered the books in her arms. When
her husband returned two hours later she lay on the floor in a dead
faint, the books scattered about her.
It was morning before he could revive her, and two days before she
could leave her bed. Then she developed the hacking cough he dreaded.
He took her to the Sandwich Islands and kept her there for a month. The
even climate and the sea voyage seemed to relieve her, but when they
returned to San Francisco she began to cough again.
Do women go into a decline these days from corroding love and hope in
ruins? If so, one never hears of it and the disease is unfashionable in
modern fiction. But in that era woman was woman and little besides. If
a woman of the fashionable world she had Society besides her family and
housekeeping. She rarely travelled, certainly not from California, and
if one of her band fell upon evil days and was forced to teach school,
knit baby sacques, or keep a boarding-house, she was pitied but by no
means emulated. Madeleine had neither house nor children, and more
money than she could spend. She had nothing to ask of life but
happiness and that was for ever denied her. Masters had never been out
of her mind for a moment during her waking hours, and she had slept
little. She ate still less, and kept herself up in Society with punch
in the afternoon and champagne at night. Only in the solitude of her
room did she give way briefly to excoriated nerves; but the source of
her once ready tears seemed dry. There are more scientific terms for
her condition these days, but she was poisoned by love and despair. Her
collapse was only a matter of time.
Dr. Talbot knew nothing about psychology but he knew a good deal about
consumption. He had also arrested it in its earlier stages more than
once. He plied Madeleine with the good old remedies: eggnog, a raw egg
in a glass of sherry, port wine, mellow Bourbon whiskey and cream. She
had no desire to recover and he stood over her while she drank his
potions lest she pour them down the washstand; and some measure of her
strength returned. She fainted no more and her cough disappeared. The
stimulants gave her color and her figure began to fill out again. But
her thoughts, save when muddled by her tonics, never wandered from
Masters for a moment.
The longing to hear from him grew uncontrollable with her returning
vitality. She had hoped that he would break his promise and write to
her once at least. He knew her too well not to measure the extent of
her sufferings, and common humanity would have justified him. But his
ship might have sunk with all on board for any sign he gave. Others had
ceased to grumble at his silence; his name was rarely mentioned.
If she had known his address she would have written to him and demanded
one letter. She had given no promise. Her husband had commanded and she
had obeyed. She had always obeyed him, as she had vowed at the altar.
But she had her share of feminine guile, and if she had known where to
address Masters she would have quieted her conscience with the
assurance that a letter from him was a necessary part of her cure. She
felt that the mere sight of his handwriting on an envelope addressed to
herself would transport her back to that hour in Dolores, and if she
could correspond with him life would no longer be unendurable. But
although he had casually alluded to his club in New York she could not
recall the name, if he had mentioned it.
She went to the Mercantile Library one day and looked over files of
magazines and reviews. His name appeared in none of them. It was
useless to look over newspaper files, as editorials were not signed.
But he must be writing for one of them. He had his immediate living to
What should she do?
As she groped her way down the dark staircase of the library she
remembered the newspaper friend, Ralph Holt, who had packed his
books—so the chambermaid had informed her casually—and whom she had
met once when walking with Masters. He, if any one, would know Masters'
address. But how meet him? He did not go in Society, and she had never
seen him since. She could think of no excuse to ask him to call. Nor
was it possible—to her, at least—to write a note and ask him for
But by this time she was desperate. See Holt she would, and after a few
moments' hard thinking her feminine ingenuity flashed a beacon. Holt
was one of the sub-editors of his newspaper and although he had been
about to resign and join Masters, no doubt he was on the staff still.
Madeleine remembered that Masters had often spoken of a French
restaurant in the neighborhood of the Alta offices, patronized by
newspaper men. The cooking was excellent. He often lunched there
She glanced at her watch. It was one o'clock. She walked quickly toward
She entered in some trepidation. She had never visited a restaurant
alone before. And this one was crowded with men, the atmosphere thick
with smoke. She asked the fat little proprietor if she might have a
table alone, and he conducted her to the end of the room, astonished
but flattered. A few women came to the restaurant occasionally to lunch
with "their boys," but no such lady of the haut ton as this. A
fashionable woman's caprice, no doubt.
Her seat faced the room, and as she felt the men staring at her, she
studied the menu carefully and did not raise her eyes until she gave
her order. In spite of her mission and its tragic cause she experienced
a fleeting satisfaction that she was well and becomingly dressed. She
had intended dropping in informally on Sibyl Forbes, still an outcast,
in spite of her intercession, and wore a gown of dove-colored cashmere
and a hat of the same shade with a long lilac feather.
She summoned her courage and glanced about the room, her eyes casual
and remote. Would it be possible to recognize any one in that smoke?
But she saw Holt almost immediately. He sat at a table not far from her
own. She bowed cordially and received as frigid a response as Mrs.
Abbott would have bestowed on Sibyl Forbes.
Madeleine colored and dropped her eyes again. Of course he knew her for
the cause of Masters' desertion of the city that needed him, and the
disappointment of his own hopes and ambitions. Moreover, she had
inferred from his conversation the day they had all walked together for
half an hour that he regarded Masters as little short of a god. He was
several years younger, he was clever himself, and nothing like Masters
had ever come his way. He had declared that the projected newspaper was
to be the greatest in America. She had smiled at his boyish enthusiasm,
but without it she would probably have forgotten him. She had resented
his presence at the time.
Of course he hated her. But she had come too far to fail. He passed her
table a few moments later and she held out her hand with her sweetest
"Sit down a moment," she said with her pretty air of command; and
although his face did not relax he could do no less than obey.
"I feel more comfortable," she said. "I had no idea I should be the
only lady here. But Mr. Masters so often spoke to me of this restaurant
that I have always meant to visit it." She did not flutter an eyelash
as she uttered Masters' name, and her lovely eyes seemed wooing Holt to
remain at her side.
"Heartless, like all the rest of them," thought the young man
wrathfully. "Well, I'll give her one straight."
"Have you heard from him lately?" she asked, as the waiter placed the
dishes on the table. "He hasn't written to one of his old friends since
he left, and I've often wondered what has become of him."
"He's gone to the devil!" said Holt brutally. "And I guess you know
where the blame lies—Oh!—Drink this!" He hastily poured out a glass
of claret. "Here! Drink it! Brace up, for God's sake. Don't give
yourself away before all these fellows."
Madeleine swallowed the claret but pushed back her chair. "Take me away
quickly," she muttered. "I don't care what they think. Take me where
you can tell me—"
He drew her hand through his arm, for he was afraid she would fall, and
as he led her down the room he remarked audibly, "No wonder you feel
faint. There's no air in the place, and you've probably never seen so
much smoke in your life before."
At the door he nodded to the anxious proprietor, and when they reached
the sidewalk asked if he should take her home.
"No. I must talk to you alone. There is a hack. Let us drive somewhere."
He handed her into the hack, telling the man to drive where he liked as
long as he avoided the Cliff House Road. Madeleine shrank into a corner
and began to cry wildly. He regarded her with anxiety, and less
hostility in his bright blue eyes.
"I'm awfully sorry," he said. "I was a brute. But I thought you would
know—I thought other things—"
"I knew nothing, but I can't believe it is true. There must be some
mistake. He is not like that."
"That's what's happened. You see, his world went to smash. That was the
opportunity of his life, and such opportunities don't come twice. He
has no capital of his own, and he can't raise money in New York.
Besides, he didn't want a newspaper anywhere else. And—and—of-course,
you know, newspaper men hear all the talk—he was terribly hard hit. I
couldn't help feeling a little sorry for you when I heard you were ill
and all the rest; but today you looked as if you had forgotten poor
Masters had ever lived—just a Society butterfly and a coquette."
"Oh, I'm not blaming you! Perhaps it is all my fault. I don't
know!—But that! I can't believe it. I never knew a man with as
strong a character. He—he—always could control himself. And he had
too much pride and ambition."
"I guess you don't know it, but he had a weak spot for liquor. That is
the reason he drank less than the rest of us—and that did show
strength of character: that he could drink at all. I only saw him
half-seas over once. He told me then he was always on the watch lest it
get the best of him. His father drank himself to death after the war,
and his grandfather from mere love of his cups. Nothing but a hopeless
smash-up, though, would ever have let it get the best of him…. He was
terribly high-strung under all that fine repose of his, and although
his mind was like polished metal in a way, it was full of quicksilver.
When a man like that lets go—nothing left to hold on to—he goes down
hill at ten times the pace of an ordinary chap. I—I—suppose I may as
well tell you the whole truth. He never drew a sober breath on the
steamer and he's been drunk more or less ever since he arrived in New
York. Of course he writes—has to—but can't hold down any responsible
position. They'd be glad to give him the best salary paid if he'd sober
up, but he gets worse instead of better. He's been thrown off two
papers already; and it's only because he can write better drunk than
most men sober that he sells an article now and again when he has to."
Madeleine had torn her handkerchief to pieces. She no longer wept. Her
eyes were wide with horror. He fancied he saw awful visions in them.
Fearing she might faint or have hysterics, he hastily extracted a
brandy flask from his pocket.
"Do you mind?" he asked diffidently. "Sorry I haven't a glass, but this
is the first time I've taken the cork out."
She lifted the flask obediently and took a draught that commanded his
She smiled faintly as she met his wide-eyed regard. "My husband makes
me live on this stuff. I was threatened with consumption. It affects me
very little, but it helps me in more ways than one."
"Well, don't let it help you too much. I suppose the doctor knows
best—but—well, it gets a hold on you when you are down on your luck."
"If it ever 'gets a hold' on me it will because I deliberately wish it
to," she said haughtily. "If Langdon Masters—has gone as far as you
say, I don't believe it is through any inherited weakness. He has done
"I grant that. And I'm sorry if I offended you—"
"I am only grateful to you. I feel better now and can think a little.
Something must be done. Surely he can be saved."
"I doubt it. When a man starts scientifically drinking himself to death
nothing can be done when there is nothing better to offer him. May I be
"I have been frank enough!"
"Masters told me nothing of course, but I heard all the talk. Old
Travers let out his part of it in his cups, and news travels from the
Clubs like water out of a sieve. We don't publish that sort of muck,
but there were innuendoes in that blackguard sheet, The Boom. They
stopped suddenly and I fancy the editor had a taste of the horsewhip.
It wouldn't be the first time…. When Masters sent for me and told me
he was leaving San Francisco for good and all, he looked like a man who
had been through Dore's Hell—was there still, for that matter. Of
course I knew what had happened; if I hadn't I'd have known it the next
day when I saw the doctor. He looked bad enough, but nothing to
Masters. He had less reason! Of course Masters threw his career to the
winds to save your good name. Noblesse oblige. Too bad he wasn't more
of a villain and less of a great gentleman. It, might have been better
all round. This town certainly needs him."
"If he were not a great gentleman nothing would have happened in the
first place," she said with cool pride. "But I asked you if there were
no way to save him."
"I can think of only two ways. If your husband would write and ask him
to return to San Francisco—"
"He'd never do that."
"Then you might—you might—" He was fair and blushed easily. Being
secretly a sentimental youth he was shy of any of the verbal
expressions of sentiment; but he swallowed and continued heroically.
"You—you—I think you love him. I can see you are not heartless, that
you are terribly cut up. If you love him enough you might save him. A
man like Masters can quit cold no matter how far he has gone if the
inducement is great enough. If you went to New York—"
He paused and glanced at her apprehensively, but although she had
gasped she only shook her head sadly.
"I'll never break my husband's heart and the vows I made at the altar,
no matter what happens."
"Oh, you good women! I believe you are at the root of more disaster
than all the strumpets put together!"
"It may be. I remember he once said something of the sort. But he loved
me for what I am and I cannot change myself."
"You could get a divorce."
"I have no ground. And I would not if I had. He knows that."
"No wonder he is without hope! But I don't pretend to understand women.
You'll leave him in the gutter then?"
"Well, if he isn't there literally he soon will be. I've seen men of
your set in the gutter here when they'd only been on a spree for a
week. Take Alexander Groome and Jack Belmont, for instance. And after
the gutter it is sometimes the calaboose."
"You are cruel, and perhaps I deserve it. But if you will give me his
address I will write to him."
"I wouldn't. He might be too drunk to read your letter, and lose it. Or
he might tear it up in a fury. I don't fancy even drink could make
Langdon Masters maudlin, and the sight of your handwriting would be
more likely to make him empty the bottle with a curse than to awaken
tender sentiment. Anyhow, it would be a risk. Some blackguard might get
hold of it."
"Very well, I'll not write. Will you tell the man to drive to the
He gave the order and when he drew in his head she laid her hand on his
and said in her sweet voice and with her soft eyes raised to his (he no
longer wondered that Masters had lost his head over her), "I want to
thank you for the kindness you have shown me and the care you took of
me in that restaurant. What you have told me has destroyed the little
peace of mind I had left, but at least I'm no longer in the dark. I
will confess that I went to that restaurant in the hope of seeing you
and learning something about Masters. Nor do I mind that I have
revealed myself to you without shame. I have had no confidant
throughout all this terrible time and it has been a relief. I suppose
it is always easier to be frank with a stranger than with even the best
"Thanks. But I'd like you to know that I am your friend. I'd do
anything I could for you—for Masters' sake as well as your own. It's
an awful mess. Perhaps you'll think of some solution."
"I've thought of one as far as I am concerned. I shall drink myself to
"What?" He was sitting sideways, embracing his knees, and he just
managed to save himself from toppling over. "Have you gone clean out of
"Oh, no. Not yet, But I shall do as I said. If I cannot follow him I
can follow his example. Why should he go to the dogs and I go through
life with the respect and approval of the world? He is far greater than
I—and better. I can at least share his disgrace, and I shall also
forget—and, it may be, delude myself that I am with him at times."
"My God! The logic of women! How happy do you think that will make
your husband? Good old sport, the doctor—and as for religion—and
"One can stand so much and no more. I have reached the breaking point
here in this carriage. It is that or suicide, and that would bring open
disgrace on my husband. The other would only be suspected. And I'll not
The hack stopped in front of the hotel. She gave him her hand after he
had escorted her to the door. "Thank you once more. And I'd be grateful
if you would come and tell me if you have any further news of him—no
matter what. Will you?"
"Yes," he said. "But I feel like going off and getting drunk, myself. I
wish I hadn't told you a thing."
"It wouldn't have made much difference. If you know it others must, and
I'd have heard it sooner or later. I hope you'll call in any case."
He promised; but the next time he saw her it was not in a drawing-room.
Madeleine had reached the calmness of despair once more, and this time
without a glimmer of hope. Life had showered its gifts sardonically
upon her before breaking her in her youth, and there was still a
resource in its budget that it had no power to withhold. She was a firm
believer in the dogmas of the Church and knew that she would be
punished hereafter. Well, so would he. It might be they would be
permitted to endure their punishment together. And meanwhile, there was
oblivion, delusions possibly, and then death.
It was summer and there were no engagements to break. The doctor was
caught in the whirlwind of another small-pox epidemic and lived in
rooms he reserved for the purpose. He did not insist upon her departure
from town as he knew her to be immune, and he thought it best she
should remain where she could pursue her regimen uninterrupted; and tax
her strength as little as possible. If he did not dismiss her from his
mind at least he had not a misgiving. She had never disobeyed him, she
appeared to have forgotten Masters at last, she took her tonics
automatically, and there were good plays in town. In a few months she
would be restored to health and himself.
He returned to the hotel at the end of six weeks. It was the dinner
hour but his wife was not at the piano. He tapped on the door that led
from the parlor to her bedroom, and although there was no response he
turned the knob and entered.
Madeleine was lying on the bed, asleep apparently.
He went forward anxiously; he had never known her to sleep at this hour
before. He touched her lightly on the shoulder, but she did not awaken.
Then he bent over her, and drew back with a frown. But although
horrified he was far from suspecting the whole truth. He had been
compelled to break more than one patient of too ardent a fidelity to
He forced an emetic down her throat, but it had no effect. Then he
picked her up and carried her into the bath room and held her head
under the shower. The blood flowed down from her congested brain. She
struggled out of his arms and looked at him with dull angry eyes.
"What do you mean?" she demanded. "How dared you do such a thing to me?"
"You had taken too much, my dear," he said kindly. "Or else it affects
you more than it did—possibly because you no longer need it. I shall
taper you off by degrees, and then I think we can do without it."
"Without it? I couldn't live without it. I need more—and more—" She
looked about wildly.
"Oh, that is all right. They always think so at first. In six months
you will have forgotten it. Remember, I am a doctor—and a good one, if
I say so myself."
She dropped her eyes. "Very well," she said humbly. "Of course you know
"Now, put on dry clothes and let us have dinner. It seems a year since
I dined with you."
"I haven't the strength."
He went into the parlor and returned with a small glass of cognac.
"This will brace you up, and, as I said, you must taper off. But I'll
measure the doses myself, hereafter."
She put on an evening gown, but with none of her old niceness of
detail. She merely put it on. Her wet hair she twisted into a knot
without glancing at the mirror. As she entered the parlor she staggered
slightly. Talbot averted his eyes. He may have had similar cases, and,
as a doctor, become hardened to all manifestations of human weakness,
but this patient was his wife. It was only temporary, of course, and a
not unnatural sequel. But Madeleine! He felt as a priest might if a
statue of the Virgin opened its mouth and poured forth a stream of
Then he went forward and put his arm about her. "Brace up," he said. "I
hear the waiters in the dining-room. They must not see you like this.
Where—where have you taken your meals?"
"In my bedroom."
"I hoped so. Has any one seen you?"
"I don't know—no. I think not. I have been careful enough. I do not
wish to disgrace you."
He was obliged to give her another glass of cognac, and she sat through
the dinner without betraying herself, although she would eat nothing.
She was sullen and talked little, and when the meal was over she went
directly to bed.
Dr. Talbot followed her, however, and searched her wardrobe and bureau
drawers. He found nothing. When he returned to the parlor he locked the
cupboard where he kept his hospitable stores and put the key in his
pocket. But he did not go out, and toward midnight he heard her moving
restlessly about her room. She invited him eagerly to enter when he
"I'm nervous, horribly nervous," she said. "Give me some more
"You'll have nothing more tonight. I shall give you a dose of valerian."
She swallowed the noxious mixture with a grimace and was asleep in a
The doctor was still very busy but he returned to the hotel four times
a day and gave her small doses of whatever liquor she demanded. In a
short time he diluted them with Napa Soda water. She was always pacing
the room when he entered and looked at him like a wild animal at bay.
But she never mentioned Masters' name, even when her nerves whipped her
suddenly to hysterics; and although he sometimes thought he should go
mad with the horror of it all, he had faith in his method, and in her
own pride, as soon as the first torments wore down. She refused to walk
out of doors or to wear anything but a dressing gown; she took her
slender meals in her room.
But Madeleine's sufferings were more mental than physical, although she
was willing the doctor should form the natural conclusion. She was
possessed by the fear that a cure would be forced upon her; she was
indifferent even to the taste of liquor, and had merely preferred it
formerly to bitter or nauseous tonics; in Society it had been a
necessary stimulant, when her strength began to fail, nothing more.
After her grim decision she had forced large quantities down her throat
by sheer strength of will. But she had found the result all that she
had expected, she had alternated between exhilaration and oblivion, and
was sure that it was killing her by inches. Now, she could indulge in
neither wild imaginings nor forget. And if he cured her!—but her will
when she chose to exert it was as strong as his, and her resource
seldom failed her.
One day in her eternal pacing she paused and stared at the keyhole of
the cupboard, then took a hairpin from her head and tried to pick the
lock. It was large and complicated and she could do nothing with it.
She glanced at the clock. The doctor would not return for an hour. She
dressed hastily and went out and bought a lump of soft wax. She took an
impress of the keyhole and waited with what patience she could summon
until her husband had come and gone. Then she went out again. The next
day she had the key and that night she needed no valerian.
Doctor Talbot paced the parlor himself until morning. But he did not
despair. He had had not dissimilar experiences before. He removed his
supplies to the cellar of the hotel and carried a flask in his pocket
from which he measured her daily drams.
The same chambermaid had been on her floor for years, and was devoted
to her. She sent her out for gin on one pretext or another, although
the woman was not deceived for a moment; she had "seen how it was" long
since. But she was middle-aged, Irish, and sympathetic. If the poor
lady had sorrows let her drown them.
Madeleine was more wary this time. She told her husband she was
determined to take her potions only at noon and at night; in the
daytime she restrained herself after four o'clock, although she took
enough to keep up her spirits at the dinner-table to which she had
thought it best to return.
The doctor, thankful, no longer neglected his practice, and left
immediately after dinner for the Club as she went to her room at once
and locked the door. There was no doubt of her hostility, but that,
too, was not unnatural, and he was content to wait.
Society returned to town, but she flatly refused to enter it. Nor would
she receive any one who called. The doctor remonstrated in vain. He
trusted her perfectly and a glass of champagne at dinner would not hurt
her. If she expected to become quite herself again she must have
diversions. She was leading an unnatural life.
She deigned no answer.
He warned her that tongues would wag. He had met several of the women
during the summer and told them her lungs were healed…. No doubt he
had been over-anxious, mistaken—in the beginning. He wished he had
given her a tonic of iron arsenic and strychnine, alternated with
cod-liver oil. But it was too late for regrets, and at least she was
well on the road to recovery; if she snubbed people now they would take
their revenge when she would be eager for the pleasures of Society
Madeleine laughed aloud.
"But, my dear, this is only a passing phase. Of course your system is
depressed but that will wear off, and what you need now, even more than
brandy twice a day, is a mental tonic. By the way, don't you think you
might leave it off now?"
"No, I do not. If my system is depressed I'd go to pieces altogether
"I'll give you a regular tonic—"
"I'll not take it. You are not disposed to use force, I imagine."
"No, I cannot do that. But you'll accept these invitations—some of
them?" He indicated a pile of square envelopes on the table. He had
opened them but she had not given them a passing glance.
"Society would have the effect of arresting my 'cure.' I hate it. If
you force me to go out I'll drink too much and disgrace you."
"But what shall I tell them?" he asked in despair. "I see some of them
every day and they'll quiz my head off. They can't suspect the truth,
of course, but—but—" he paused and his ruddy face turned a deep brick
red. He had never mentioned Masters' name to her since he announced his
impending departure, but he was desperate. "They'll think you're
pining, that's what! That you won't go out because you take no interest
in any one but Langdon Masters."
She was standing by the window with her back to him, looking down into
the street. She turned and met his eyes squarely.
"That would be quite true," she said.
"You do not mean that!"
"I have never forgotten him for a moment and I never shall as long as I
live." She averted her eyes from his pallid face but went on
remorselessly. "If you had been merciful you would have let me die when
I was so ill. But you showed me another way, and now you would take
even that from me."
"Do—do you mean to say that you tried to drink yourself to death?"
"Yes, I mean that. And if you really cared for me you would let me do
"That I'll never do," he cried violently. "I'll cure you and you'll get
over this damned nonsense in time."
"I never shall get over it. Don't delude yourself for an instant."
He stared at her with a sickening sense of impotence—and despair. He
thought she had never looked more beautiful. She wore a graceful
wrapper of pale blue camel's hair and her long hair in two pendent
braids. She was very white and she looked as cold and remote as the
"Madeleine! Madeleine! You have changed so completely! I cannot believe
that you'll never be the same Madeleine again. Why—you—you look as if
you were not there at all!"
"Only my shell is here. The real me is with him."
"Curse the man! Curse him! Curse him! I wish I'd blown out his brains!"
He threw his arms about wildly and she wondered if he would strike her.
But he threw himself into a chair and burst into heavy sobbing.
Madeleine ran out of the room.
"I tell you it's true. You needn't pooh-pooh at me, Antoinette McLane.
I have it on the best authority."
"Old Ben Travers, I suppose!"
"No, it's not Ben Travers, although he'll find it out soon enough. Her
chambermaid knows my cook. She is devoted to Madeleine, evidently, and
cried after she had told it, but—well, I suppose it was too good for
any mere female to keep."
"Servants' gossip," replied Mrs. McLane witheringly. "I should think it
would be beneath your self-respect to listen to it. Fancy gossiping
with one's cook."
"I didn't," replied Mrs. Abbott with dignity. "She told my maid, and if
we didn't listen to our maids' gossip how much would we really know
about what goes on in this town?"
Mrs. McLane, Mrs. Ballinger, Guadalupe Hathaway and Sally Abbott were
sitting in Mrs. Abbott's large and hideous front parlor after luncheon,
and she had tormented them throughout the meal with a promise of
"something that would make their hair stand on end."
She had succeeded beyond her happy expectations. Mrs. McLane's eyes
were flashing. Mrs. Ballinger looked like a proud silver poplar that
had been seared by lightning. Sally burst into tears, and Miss
Hathaway's large cold Spanish blue eyes saw visions of Nina Randolph, a
brilliant creature of the early sixties, whom she had tried to save
from the same fate.
"Be sure the bell boys will find it out," continued Mrs. Abbott
unctuously. "And when it gets to the Union Club—well, no use for us to
try to hush it up."
"As you are trying to do now!"
"You needn't spit fire at me. I feel as badly as you do about it. If
I've told just you four it's only to talk over what can be done."
"I don't believe there's a word of truth in the story. Probably that
wretched servant is down on her for some reason. Madeleine Talbot! Why,
she's the proudest creature that ever lived."
"She might have the bluest blood of the South in her veins," conceded
Mrs. Ballinger handsomely. "I pride myself on my imagination but I
simply cannot see her in such a condition."
"If it's true, it's Masters, of course," said Miss Hathaway. "The only
reason I didn't fall in love with him was because it was no use. But
he's the sort of man—there are not many of them!—who would make a
woman love him to desperation if he loved her himself. And she'd never
"I don't believe it," said Mrs. Ballinger coldly. "I never believed
that Madeleine was in love with Langdon Masters. A good woman loves
only her husband."
"Oh, mamma!" wailed Sally. "Madeleine is young, and the doctor's a dear
but he wasn't the sort of a man for her at all. He just attracted her
when she was a girl because he was so different from the men she knew.
But Langdon is exactly suited to her. I guessed it before any of you
did. It worried me dreadfully, but I sympathized—I always admired
Langdon—if he'd looked at me before I fell in love with Hal I believe
I'd have married him—but I wish, oh, how I wish, Madeleine could get a
"Sally Ballinger!" Her mother's voice quavered. "This terrible
California! If you had been brought up in Virginia—"
"But I wasn't. And I mean what I say. And—and—it's true about
Madeleine. I went there the other day and she saw me—and—oh, I never
meant to tell it—it's too terrible!"
"So," said Mrs. McLane. "So," She added thoughtfully after a moment.
"It's a curious coincidence. Langdon Masters is drinking himself to
death in New York. Jack Belmont returned the other day—he told Mr.
She had been interrupted several times, Madeleine for the moment
"Why didn't Alexander Groome know? He's his cousin and bad enough
himself, heaven knows."
"Oh, poor Langdon! Poor Langdon! I knew he could love a woman like
"He has remarkable powers of concentration!"
"I'll wager Mr. Abbott heard it himself at the Club, the wretch! He'll
hear from me!"
"Oh, it's too awful," wailed Sally again. "What an end to a romance. It
was quite perfect before—in a way. And now instead of pitying poor
Madeleine and wishing we were her—she—which is it?—we'll all be
"It's loathsome," said Mrs. Ballinger. "I wish I had not heard it. I
prefer to believe that such things do not exist."
"Good heavens, mamma, I've heard that gentlemen in the good old South
were as drunk as lords, oftener than not."
"As lords, yes. Langdon Masters is in no position to emulate his
ancestors. And Madeleine! No one ever heard of a lady in the South
taking to drink from disappointed love or anything else. When life was
too hard for them they went into a beautiful decline and died in the
odor of sanctity."
"They get terribly skinny and yellow in the last stages—"
"Well, I don't care anything about Langdon Masters," announced Mrs.
Abbott. "He's left here anyway, and like as not we'll never see him
again. This is what I want to know: Can anything be done about
Madeleine Talbot? Of course Howard poured whiskey down her throat until
it got the best of her. But he should know how to cure her. That is if
he knows the worst."
"You may be sure he knows the worst," said Mrs. McLane. "How could he
"That maid said she bought it on the sly all the time. Don't you
suppose he'd put a stop to that if he knew it?"
"Well, he will find it out. And I'll not be the one to tell him. One
ordeal of that sort is enough for a lifetime."
"Why not give her a talking to? She has always seemed to defer more to
you than to any one else." Mrs. Abbott made the admission grudgingly.
"I am willing to try, if she will see me. But—if she knows what has
happened to Masters—and ten to one she does—he may have written to
her—I don't believe it will do any good. Alas! Why does youth take
life so tragically? When she is as old as I am she will know that no
man is worth the loss of a night's sleep."
"Yes, but Madeleine isn't old!" cried Sally. "She's young—young—and
she can't live without him. I don't know whether she's weaker or
stronger than Sibyl, but at any rate Sibyl is happy—"
"How do you know?"
"Can't you see it in her face at the theatre? Oh, I don't care! I'll
tell it! Madeleine asked me to lunch to meet her one day last winter
and I went. We had a splendid time. After lunch we sat on the rug
before the fire and popped corn. Oh, you needn't all glare at me as if
I'd committed a crime. It's hard to be hard when you're young, and
Sibyl was my other intimate friend. But that's not the question at
present. I've had an idea. Perhaps I could persuade Madeleine to stay
with me. Now that I know, perhaps she won't mind so much. I only got in
by accident. There's a new man at the desk and he let me go up—"
"Well, what is your idea?" asked Mrs. McLane impatiently. "What could
you do with her if she did visit you—which she probably will not."
"I might be able to cure her. She wouldn't see anything to drink. Hal
has sworn off. There's not a drop in sight, and not only on his account
but because the last butler got drunk and fell in the lake. We'll not
have any company while she's there. And I'd lock her in at night and
never leave her alone in the daytime."
"That is not a bad idea at all," said Mrs. McLane emphatically. "But
don't waste your time trying to persuade her. Go to Howard. Tell him
the truth. He will give her a dose of valerian and take her over in a
hack at night."
"I don't like the idea of Sally coming into contact with such a
dreadful side of life—"
"But if I can save her, mamma?"
"Maria is Alexander Groome's wife and she has no influence over him."
"Oh, Maria! If he were my husband I'd lead him such a dance that he'd
behave himself in self-defence. Maria is too much like you—"
"I only meant that you are an angel, mamma dear. And of course you are
so enchanting and beautiful papa has always toed the mark. But Maria is
good without being any too fascinating—"
"Sally is right," interrupted Mrs. McLane. "I am not sure that her plan
will succeed. But no one has thought of a better. If Madeleine has a
deeper necessity for stupefying her brain than shattered nerves, I
doubt if any one could save her. But at least Sally can try. We'd be
brutes if we left her to drown without throwing her a plank."
"Just what I said," remarked Mrs. Abbott complacently. "Was I not
justified in telling you? And when you get her over there, Sally, and
her mind is quite clear, warn her that while she may do what she
chooses in private, if she elects to die that way, just let her once be
seen in public in a state unbecoming a lady, and that is the end of her
as far as we are concerned."
"Yes," said Mrs. McLane with a sigh. "We should have no choice. Poor
Madeleine awoke from a heavy drugged sleep and reached out her hand
automatically for the drawer of her commode. It fumbled in the air for
a moment and then she raised herself on her elbow. She glanced about
the room. It was not her own.
She sprang out of bed. A key turned and Sally Abbott entered.
"What does this mean?" cried Madeleine. "What are you doing here,
Sally? Why did Howard move me into another room?"
"He didn't. You are over at my house. He thought the country would be
good for you for a while and I was simply dying to have you—"
"Where are my clothes? I am going back to the city at once."
"Now, Madeleine, dear." Sally put her arm round the tall form which was
as rigid as steel in her embrace. But she was a valiant little person
and strong with health and much life in the open. "You are going to
stay with me until—until—you are better."
"I'll not. I must get back. At once! You don't understand—"
"Yes, I do. And I've something for you." She took a flask from the
capacious pocket of her black silk apron and poured brandy into a glass.
Madeleine drank it, then sank heavily into a chair.
"That is more than he has been giving me," she said suspiciously. "How
often did he tell you to give me that?"
"Four times a day."
"He's found out! He's found out!"
"That chambermaid blabbed, and of course he heard it. I—I—saw him
just after. He felt so terribly, Madeleine dear! Your heart would have
ached for him. And when I asked him to let you come over here he seemed
to brighten up, and said it was the best thing to do."
Madeleine burst into tears, the first she had shed in many months.
"Poor Howard! Poor Howard! But it will do no good."
"Oh, yes, it will. Now, let me help you dress. Or would you rather stay
in bed today?"
"I'll dress. And I'm not going to stay, Sally. I give you fair warning."
"Oh, but you are. I've locked up your outdoor things—and my own! I'll
only let you have them when we go out together."
"So you have turned yourself into my jailer?"
"Yes, I have. And don't try to look like an outraged empress until your
stays are covered up. Put on your dress and we'll have a game of
battledore and shuttlecock in the hall. It's raining. Then we'll have
some music this afternoon. My alto used to go beautifully with your
soprano, and I'll get out our duets. I haven't forgotten one of the
accompaniments—What are you doing?"
Madeleine was undressing rapidly. "I haven't had my bath. I seldom
forget that, even—where is the bath room? I forget."
"Across the hall. And leave your clothes here. Although you'd break
your bones if you tried to jump out of the window. When you've finished
I'll have a cup of strong coffee ready for you. Run along."
Lake Merritt, a small sheet of water near the little town of Oakland,
was surrounded by handsome houses whose lawns sloped down to its rim.
Most them were closed in summer, but a few of the owners, like the
Harold Abbotts, lived there the year round. At all times, however, the
lawns and gardens were carefully tended, for this was one of Fashion's
chosen spots, and there must be no criticism from outsiders in Oakland.
The statues on the lawns were rubbed down after the heavy rains and
dusted as carefully in summer. There were grape-vine arbors and wild
rose hedges, and the wide verandas were embowered. In summer there were
many rowboats on the lake, and they lingered more often in the deep
shade of the weeping willows fringing the banks. The only blot on the
aristocratic landscape was a low brown restaurant kept by a Frenchman,
known as "Old Blazes." It was a resort for gay parties that were quite
respectable and for others that were not. Behind the public rooms was a
row of cubicles patronized by men when on a quiet spree (women, too, it
was whispered). There were no cabinet particuliers. Old Blazes had his
own ideas of propriety; and no mind to be ousted from Lake Merritt.
Madeleine had found Sally Abbott's society far more endurable, when she
paid her round of visits after Masters' departure, than that of the
older women with their watchful or anxious eyes, and she had no
suspicion that Sally had guessed her secret long since. If love had
been her only affliction she would have been grateful for her society
and amusing chatter, for they had much in common. But in the
circumstances it was unthinkable. Not only was she terrified once more
by the prospect of being "cured," but her shattered nerves demanded far
more stimulation and tranquilizing than these small daily doses of
Her will was in no way affected. She controlled even her nerves in
Sally's presence, escaped from it twice a day under pretext of taking a
nap, and went upstairs immediately after dinner. She had a large room
at the back of the house where she could pace up and down unheard.
She pretended to be amiable and resigned, played battledoor and
shuttlecock in the hall, or on the lawn when the weather permitted,
sang in the evenings with Sally and Harold, and affected not to notice
that she was locked in at night. She refused to drive, as she would
have found sitting for any length of time unendurable, but she was glad
to take long walks even in the rain—and was piloted away from the town
and the railroad.
Sally wrote jubilant letters to Dr. Talbot, who thought it best to stay
away. The servants were told that Mrs. Talbot was recovering from an
illness and suspected nothing.
It lasted two weeks. Sally had inexorably diminished the doses after
the seventh day. Madeleine's mind, tormented by her nerves, never
ceased for a moment revolving plans for escape.
As they returned from a walk one afternoon they met callers at the door
and it was impossible to deny them admittance. Madeleine excused
herself and went up to her room wearing her coat and hat instead of
handing them to Sally as usual. She put them in her wardrobe and locked
the door and hid the key. At dinner it was apparent, however, that
Sally had not noticed the omission of this detail in her daily
espionage, for the visitors had told her much interesting gossip and
she was interested in imparting it. Moreover, her mind was almost at
rest regarding her captive.
Madeleine, some time since, had found that the key of another door
unlocked her own, and secreted it. She had no money, but she had worn a
heavy gold bracelet when her husband and Sally dressed her and they had
pinned her collar with a pearl brooch. Sally followed her to her room
after she had had time to undress and gave her the nightly draught, but
did not linger; she had no mind that her husband should feel neglected
and resent this interruption of an extended honeymoon.
Madeleine waited until the house was quiet. Then she went down the
heavily carpeted stairs and let herself out by one of the long French
windows. She had made her plans and walked swiftly to the restaurant.
She knew "Old Blazes," for she had dined at his famous hostelry more
than once with her husband or friends.
There was a party in the private restaurant. She walked directly to one
of the cubicles and rang for a waiter and told him to send M'sieu to
her at once.
"Old Blazes" came immediately, and if she expected him to look
astonished she was agreeably disappointed. Nothing astonished him.
She held out her bracelet and brooch. "I want you to lend me some money
on these," she said. "My husband will redeem them."
"Very well, madame." (He was far too discreet to recognize her.) "I
will bring you the money at once."
"And I wish to buy a quart of Bourbon, which I shall take with me. You
may also bring me a glass."
"Very well, madame."
He left the room and returned in a moment with a bottle of Bourbon,
from which he had drawn the cork, a glass, and a bottle of Napa Soda.
He also handed her two gold pieces. He had been a generous friend to
many patrons and had reaped his reward.
"I should advise you to leave by the back entrance," he said. "Shall I
have a hack there—in—"
"Send for it at once and I will take it when I am ready. Tell the man
to drive on to the boat and to the Occidental Hotel."
"Yes, Madame. Good-night, Madame."
He closed the door. Madeleine left the restaurant three quarters of an
Colonel Belmont, Alexander Groome, Amos Lawton, Ogden Bascom and
several other worthy citizens, were returning from a pleasant supper at
Blazes'. They sat for a time in the saloon of the ferry boat El Capitan
with the birds of gorgeous plumage they had royally entertained and
then went outside to take the air; the ladies preferring to nap.
"Hello! What's that?" exclaimed Groome. "Something's up. Let's
At the end of the rear deck was a group of men and one or two women.
They were crowding one another and those on the edge stood on tiptoe.
Belmont was very tall and he could see over their heads without
"It's a woman," he announced to his friends. "Drunk—or in a dead
A man laughed coarsely. "Drunk as they make 'em. No faint about
that—Hi!—Quit yer shovin'—"
Belmont scattered the crowd as if they had been children and picked up
the woman in his arms.
"My God!" he cried to his staring companions, and as he faced them he
looked about to faint himself. "Do you see who it is? Where can we hide
"Whe-e-ew!" whistled Groome, and for the moment was thankful for his
Maria. "What the—"
"I've got my hack on the deck below," said one of the gaping crowd.
"She came in it. Better take her right down, sir. I never seen her
before but I seen she was a lady and tried to prevent her—"
"Lead the way…. I'll take her home," he said to the others. "And
let's keep this dark if we can."
When the hack reached the Occidental Hotel he gave the driver a
twenty-dollar gold piece and the man readily promised to "keep his
mouth shut." He told the night clerk that Mrs. Talbot had sprained her
ankle and fainted, and demanded a pass key if the doctor were out. A
bell boy opened the parlor door of the Talbot suite and Colonel Belmont
took off Madeleine's hat, placed her on the bed, and then went in
search of the doctor.
When Madeleine opened her eyes her husband was sitting beside her. He
poured some aromatic spirits of ammonia into a glass of water and she
drank it indifferently.
"How did I get here?" she asked.
He told her in the bitterest words he had ever used.
"You are utterly disgraced. Some of those men may hold their tongues
but others will not. By this time it is probably all over the Union
Club. You are an outcast from this time forth."
"That means nothing to me. And I warned you."
"It is nothing to you that you have disgraced me also, I suppose?"
"No. You made an outcast of Langdon Masters. You wrecked his life and
will be the cause of his early death. Meanwhile he is in the gutter. I
am glad that I am publicly beside him…. Still, I would have spared
you if I could. You are a good man according to your lights. If you had
heeded my warning and made no foolish attempts to cure me, no one would
have been the wiser."
"Several of the women knew it. And if you had taken advantage of the
opportunity given you by Sally I think they would have guarded your
secret. You have publicly disgraced them as well as yourself and your
"Well, what shall you do? Throw me into the street? I wish that you
"No, I shall try to cure you again."
"And have a wife that your friends will cut dead? You'd be far better
off if I were dead."
"Perhaps. But I shall do my duty. And if I can cure you I'll sell my
practice and go elsewhere. To South America, perhaps."
"Scandal travels. You would never get away from it. Better stay here
with your friends, who will not visit my sins on your head. They will
never desert you. And you cannot cure me. Did you ever know any one to
be cured against his will?"
"I shall lock you in these rooms and you can't drink what you haven't
"I've circumvented you before and I shall again."
"Then," he cried violently, "I'll put you in the Home for Inebriates!"
She laughed mockingly. "You'll never do anything of the sort. And I
shouldn't care if you did. I should escape."
"Have you no pride left?"
"It is as dead as everything else but this miserable shell. As dead as
all that was great in Langdon Masters. Won't you let me die in my own
"I will not."
She sighed and moved her head restlessly on the pillow. "You mean to do
what is right, I suppose. But you are cruel, cruel. You condemn me to
live in torment."
"I shall give you more for a while than I did before. I was too abrupt.
I wouldn't face the whole truth, I suppose."
"I'll kill myself."
"I have no fear of that. You are as superstitious as all religious
women—although much good your religion seems to do you. And you have
the same twisted logic as all women, clever as you are. You would drink
yourself to death if I would let you, but you'd never commit the overt
act. If you are relying on your jewels to bribe the servants with, you
will not find them. They are in the safe at the Club. And I shall
discontinue your allowance."
"Very well. Please go. I should like to take my bath."
He was obliged to attend an important consultation an hour later, but
he did not lock the doors as he had threatened. He wanted as little
scandal in the hotel as possible, and he believed her to be helpless
without money. The barkeeper was an old friend of his, and when he
instructed him to honor no orders from his suite he knew, that the
man's promise could be relied on. The chambermaid was dismissed.
As soon as she was alone Madeleine wrote to her father and asked him
for a thousand dollars. It was the first time she had asked him for
money since her marriage; and he sent it to her with a long kindly
letter, warning her against extravagance. She had given no reason for
her request, but he inferred that she had been running up bills and was
afraid to tell her husband. Was she ill, that she wrote so seldom? He
understood that she had quite recovered. But she must remember that he
and her mother were old people.
Several days after her return she had sold four new gowns, recently
arrived from New York and unworn, to Sibyl Forbes.
Ralph Holt ran down the steps of a famous night restaurant in north
Montgomery Street on the edge of Chinatown. It was a disreputable place
but it had a certain air of brilliancy, although below the sidewalk,
and was favored by men that worked late on newspapers, not only for its
excellent cuisine but because there was likely to be some garish bit of
drama to refresh the jaded mind.
The large room was handsomely furnished with mahogany and lit by three
large crystal chandeliers and many side brackets. It was about two
thirds full. A band was playing and on a platform a woman in a Spanish
costume of sorts was dancing the can-can, to the noisy appreciation of
the male guests. Along one side of the room was a bar with a large
painting above it of bathing nymphs. The waiters were Chinese.
Holt found an unoccupied table and ordered an oyster stew, then glanced
about him for possible centres of interest. There were many women
present, gaudily attired, but they were not the elite of the
half-world. Neither did the gentlemen who made life gay and care-free
for the haughty ladies of the lower ten thousand patronize anything so
blatant. They were far too high-toned themselves. Their standards were
elevated, all things considered.
But the women of commerce, of whatever status, had no interest for
young Holt save as possible heroines of living drama. He had a lively
news sense, and although an editor, and of a highly respectable sheet
at that, he could become as keen on the track of a "story" as if he
were still a reporter.
But although the night birds were eating little and drinking a great
deal, at this hour of two in the morning, the only excitement was the
marvellous high kicking of the black-eyed scantily clad young woman on
the stage and the ribald applause of her admirers.
His eye was arrested by the slender back of a woman who sat at a table
alone drinking champagne. She was so simply dressed that she was far
more noticeable than if she had crowned herself with jewels. His lunch
arrived at the moment, and it was not until he had satisfied his usual
morning appetite that he remembered the woman and glanced her way
again. Two men were sitting at her table, apparently endeavoring to
engage her in conversation. They belonged to the type loosely known as
men about town, of no definite position, but with money to spend and a
turn for adventure.
It was equally apparent that they received no response to their amiable
overtures, for they shrugged their shoulders in a moment, laughed, and
went elsewhere. More than one woman sat alone and these were amenable
enough. They came for no other purpose.
Holt paid his account and strolled over to the table. When he took one
of the chairs he was shocked but not particularly surprised to see that
the woman was Mrs. Talbot. The town had rung with her story all winter,
and he had heard several months since that she had obtained money in
some way and left her husband. The report was that Dr. Talbot had
traced her to lodgings on the Plaza, but she had not only refused to
return to him but to tell him where she had obtained her funds. She had
informed him that she had sufficient money to keep her "long enough,"
but the doctor had his misgivings and directed his lawyers to pay the
rent of the room and make an arrangement with a neighboring restaurant
to send in her meals. Then he had gone off on a sea voyage. Holt had
seen him driving his double team the day before, evidently on a round
of visits. The sea, apparently, had done him little good. Nothing but
age, no doubt, would shatter that superb constitution, but he had lost
his ruddy color and his face was drawn and lined.
Madeleine had not raised her eyes. She looked like an effigy of
well-bred contempt, and Holt did not wonder that she suffered briefly
from the attentions of predatory males in search of amusement.
Moreover, she was very thin, and the sirens of that day were
voluptuous. They fed on cream and sweets until the proper curves of
bust and hips were achieved, and those that appeared in the wrong place
were held flat with a broad "wooden whalebone."
Holt was surprised to find her so little changed. It was evident she
was one of those drinkers whom liquor made pallid not red; her skin was
still smooth and her face had not lost its fine oval. But it was only a
matter of time!
She raised her eyes with a faint start and with an expression of
haughty disdain. But as she recognized him the expression faded and she
regarded him sadly.
"You see," she said.
"It's a crime, you know."
"Have you any news of him?"
"Nothing new. It takes time to kill a man like that."
"I hope he is more fortunate than I am! It hasn't the effect that it
did. It keeps my nerves sodden, but my brain is horribly clear. I no
longer forget! And death is a long time coming. I am tired always, but
I don't break."
"You shouldn't come to such places as this. If a man was drunk enough
you couldn't discourage him."
"Oh, I have been spoken to in places like this and on the street by men
in every stage of intoxication and by men who were quite sober. But I
am able to take care of myself. This sort of man—the only sort I meet
now—likes gay clothes and gay women."
"All the same it's not safe. Do you only go out at night?"
"Yes—I—I sleep in the daytime."
"Look here—I have a plan—I won't tell you what it is now—but
meanwhile I wish you would promise me that you will not go out
alone—to hells of this sort—again. I can make an arrangement for a
while at the office to get off earlier, and I'll take you wherever you
want to go. Is it a bargain?"
"Very well," she said indifferently. Then she smiled for the first
time, and her face looked sweet and almost girlish once more. "You are
very kind. Why do you take so much interest? I am only one more
derelict. You must have seen many."
"Well, I'm just built that way. I took a shine to you the day in that
old ark we ambled about in, and then I'm as fond of Masters as ever.
D'you see? Now, let's get out of this. I'm going to see you home."
"Well, I'm glad the word gives you a shock, anyway. It's where you
ought to be."
They left the restaurant and although, when they reached the sidewalk,
she took his arm, he noticed that she did not stagger.
They walked up the hill past the north side of the Plaza. The gambling
houses of the fifties and early sixties had moved elsewhere, and
although there were low-browed shops on the east side with flaring gas
jets before them even at this hour, the other three sides, devoted to
offices and rooming-houses, were respectable. There were a few drunken
sailors on the grass, who had wandered too far from Barbary Coast, but
they were asleep.
"I never am molested here," she said. "I don't think I have ever met
any one. Sometimes I have stood in the shadow up there and looked down
Dupont Street. What a sight! Respectable Montgomery Street is never so
crowded at four in the afternoon. And the women! Sometimes I have
envied them, for life has never meant anything to them but just that. I
never saw one of those painted harlots who looked as if she had even
the remnants of a mind."
"Well, for heaven's sake keep your distance from Dupont Street. If some
drunken brute caught you lurking in the shadows it might appeal to his
sense of humor to toss you on his shoulder and run the length of the
street with you—possibly fling you through one of the windows of those
awful cottages into some harlot's lap, if she happened to be soliciting
at the moment. Then she'd scratch your eyes out…. You know a lot
about taking care of yourself," he fumed.
"Oh, I never go there any more," she said indifferently. "I'm tired of
"I can understand you leaving your husband and wishing to live
alone—natural enough!—but what I cannot understand is that you, the
quintessence of delicate breeding, should walk the streets at night and
sit in dives. I wonder you can stand being in the room with such women,
to say nothing of the men."
"It has been my hope to forget all I represented before, and danger
means nothing to me. Moreover, there are other reasons. I must have
exercise and air. I do not care to risk meeting any of my old friends.
I must get away from myself—from solitude—during some part of the
twenty-four hours. And—well—the die was cast. I was publicly
disgraced. It doesn't matter what I do now, and when I sit in that sort
of place I can imagine that he is in similar ones on the other side of
the continent. I told you that I intended to be no better than he—and
of course as I am a woman I am worse."
"I suppose you would not be half so charming if you were not so
completely feminine. But just how many of these night hells have you
"I can't tell. I've been to far worse dives than that. I've even been
in saloons over on Barbary Coast. But although I've been hurt
accidentally several times in scuffles, and a bullet nearly hit me
once, I seem to bear a charmed life. I suppose those do that want to
die. And although they treat me with no respect they seem to regard me
as a harmless lunatic, and—and—I take very little when I am out. I
have just enough pride left not to care to be taken to the calaboose by
"Good God! How can you even talk of such things? Some day you will
regret all this horribly."
"I'll never regret anything except that I was born."
"Well, here we are. I'll not take you up to your rooms. Don't give them
a chance at that sort of scandal whatever you do. It's lucky for you
that alcohol doesn't send you along a still livelier road to perdition.
It does most women."
"I see him every moment. Even if I did not, I do not think—well, of
course if things were different I should not be an outcast of any sort.
And don't imagine that my refinement suffers in these new contacts. The
underworld interests me; I had never even tried to imagine it before. I
am permitted to remain aloof and a spectator. At times it is all as
unreal as I seem to myself, sitting there. But I never feel so close to
vice as to complete honesty. I have often had glimpses of blacker sins
"Well, I'm glad it's no worse. To tell you the truth, I've avoided
looking you up, for I didn't know—well, I didn't want to see you again
if you were too different. Good-night. I'll meet you at this door
tonight at twelve sharp."
There were doctors' offices on the first floor and Madeleine climbed
wearily the two flights to her room. Her muscles felt as tired as her
spirit, but she had an odd fancy that her skeleton was of fine flexible
steel and not only indestructible but tenacious and dominant. It defied
the worst she could do to organs and soul.
She unlocked her door and lit the gas jet. It was a decent room, large,
with the bed in an alcove, and little uglier than those grim double
parlors of her past that she had graced so often. But her own rooms at
the hotel had been beautiful and luxurious. They had sheltered and
pampered her body for five years, and her father's house was a stately
mansion, refurnished, with the exception of old colonial pieces, after
the grand tour in Europe. This room, although clean and sufficiently
equipped, was sordid and commonplace, and the bed was as hard as the
horsehair furniture. Her body as well as her aesthetic sense had
rebelled more than once.
But she would never return; although she guessed that the complete
dissociation from her old life and its tragic reminders had more than a
little to do with the loathing for drink that had gradually possessed
her. She had not admitted it to Holt, but it required a supreme effort
of will to take a glass of hot whiskey and water at night, the taste
disguised as much as possible by lime juice, and another in the
daytime. She had no desire to reform! And she longed passionately to
drown not only her heart but her pride. Now that her system was
refusing its demoralizing drug she felt that horror of her descent only
possible to a woman who has inherited and practised all the refinements
of civilization. She longed to return to those first months of degraded
oblivion, and could not!
The champagne or brandy she was forced to order in the dives she
haunted, in order to secure a table, merely gave her tone for the
Her nerves were less affected than her spirits. She had hours of such
black depression that only the faint glimmering star of religion kept
her from suicide. She had longer seasons for thought on Masters and his
ruin—and of the hours they had spent together. One night she went out
to Dolores and sat in the dark little church until dawn. She had
nothing of the saint in her and felt no impulse to emulate Concha
Arguello, who had become the first nun in California; moreover, Razanov
had died an honorable death through no fault of his or his Concha's.
She and Langdon Masters were lost souls and must expiate their sins in
the eyes of the world that heaped on their heads its pitiless scorn.
Madeleine threw off her hat and dropped into the armchair, oblivious of
its bumps. She began to cry quietly with none of her former hysteria.
Holt was nearer to Masters than any one she knew, and she was grateful
that he had not seen her in her hours of supreme degradation. If he
ever saw Masters again he would tell him of her downfall, of
course—and the reason for it; but at least he could paint no horrible
concrete picture. For the first time she felt thankful that she had not
sunk lower; been compelled, indeed, against her will, to retrace her
steps. She even regretted the hideous episode of the ferry boat,
although she had welcomed the exposure at the time. Her pride was
lifting its battered head, and although she felt no remorse, and was
without hope, and her unclouded consciousness foreshadowed long years
of spiritual torment and longing with not a diversion to lighten the
gloom, she possessed herself more nearly that night than since Holt had
given her what she had believed to be her death blow.
If she could only die. But death was no friend of hers.
That afternoon Holt called on Dr. Talbot in his office. Half an hour
later, looking flushed and angry, he strolled frowning down Bush
street, then turned abruptly and walked in the direction of South Park.
He did not know Mrs. McLane but he believed she would see him.
He called at midnight—and on many succeeding nights—for Madeleine and
took her to several of the dives that seemed to afford her amusement.
He noticed that she drank little, and had a glimmering of the truth.
Newspaper men have several extra senses. It was also apparent that the
life she had led had not made her callous. As he insisted upon
"treating" her she would have none of champagne but ordered ponies of
Now that she had a cavalier she was stared at more than formerly, and
there was some audible ribald comment which Holt did his best to
ignore; but as time wore on those bent on hilarity or stupor ceased to
notice two people uninterestingly sober.
Holt talked of Masters constantly, relating every incident of his
sojourn in San Francisco he could recall, and of his past that had come
to his knowledge; expatiating bitterly upon his wasted gifts and
blasted life. The more Madeleine winced the further he drove in the
One night they were sitting on a balcony in Chinatown. In the
restaurant behind them a banquet was being given by a party of Chinese
merchants, and Holt had thought the scene might amuse her. The round
table was covered with dishes no larger than those played with in
childhood and the portions were as minute. The sleek merchants wore
gorgeously embroidered costumes, and behind them were women of their
own race, dressed plainly in the national garb, their stiff oiled hair
stuck with long pins lobed with glass. They were evidently an
orchestra, for they sang, or rather chanted, in high monotonous voices,
as mournful as their gray expressionless faces. In two recesses,
extended on teakwood couches, were Chinamen presumably of the same
class as the diners, but wearing their daily blue silk unadorned and
leisurely smoking the opium pipe. The room was heavily gilded and
decorated and on the third floor as befitted its rank. Chinamen of
humbler status dined on the floor below, and the ground restaurant
accommodated the coolies.
On the little balcony, their chairs wedged between large vases of
growing plants, Madeleine could watch the function without attracting
attention; or lean over the railing and look down upon the narrow
street hung with gay paper lanterns above the open doors of shops that
flaunted the wares of the Orient under strange gilt signs. There were
many little balconies high above the street and they were as
brilliantly lit as for a festival. From several came the sound of
raucous instrumental music or that same thin chant as of lost souls
wandering in outer darkness. The street was thronged with Chinamen of
the lower caste in dark blue cotton smocks, pendent pigtails, and round
It was eight o'clock, but it was Holt's "night off" and as he had told
her that morning he could get a pass for the dinner, and that it was
time she "changed her bill," she had risen early and met him at her
It was apparent that she took a lively interest in this bit of Shanghai
but a step out of the Occident, for her face had lost its heavy
brooding and she asked him many questions. It was an hour before
Masters' name was mentioned, and then she said abruptly:
"You tell me much of his life out here and before he came, but you
hardly ever say anything about the present."
"That sort of life is much of a muchness."
"How do you hear?"
"One of the Bulletin men—Tom Lacey—went East just after Masters
did. He is on the Times. Several of us correspond with him."
"Has—has he ever been—literally, I mean—in the gutter?"
"Probably. He was in a hospital for a time and when he came out several
of his friends tried to buck him up. But it was no use. He did work on
one of the newspapers—the Tribune, I believe—about half sober until
he had paid his hospital bill with something to spare. Then he went to
work in the same old steady painstaking way to drink himself to death."
"Wh—why did he go to the hospital? Was he very ill?"
"Busted the crust of a policeman and got his own busted at the same
"How is it you spared me this before?"
He pretended not to see her tears, or her working hands.
"Didn't want to give you too heavy doses at once, but you are so much
stronger that I chanced it. He's been in more than one spectacular
affair. One night, in front of the City Prison, he tossed the driver
off a van as if the man had been a dead leaf, and before the guard had
time to jump to his seat he was on the box and had lashed the horses.
He drove like mad all over New York for hours, the prisoners inside
yelling and cursing at the top of their lungs. They thought it was a
new and devilishly ingenious mode of punishment. When the horses
dropped he left the van where it stood and went home. There was a
frightful row over the affair. Masters was arrested, of course, but
bailed out. He has friends still and some of them are influential. The
trial was postponed a few times and then dropped. His rows are too
numerous to mention. When he was here and sober he betrayed anger only
in his eyes, which looked like steel blades run through fire, and with
the most caustic tongue ever put in a man's head. But when he's in
certain stages of insobriety his fighting instincts appear to take
their own sweet way. At other times, Lacey writes, he is as interesting
as ever and men sit round eagerly and listen to him talk. At others he
simply disappears. Did I tell you he had come into a little money—just
"No, you did not. Why doesn't he start a newspaper?"
"He's probably forgotten he ever wanted one—no, I don't fancy he ever
forgets anything. Only death will destroy that brain no matter how he
may obfuscate it. And I guess there are times when he can't, poor
devil. But he couldn't start a newspaper on what he's got. It's just
enough to buy him all he wants without the necessity for work."
"How did he get it?"
"His elder brother—only remaining member of the immediate family—died
and left him the old plantation in Virgina—what there is left of it;
and a small income from two or three old houses in Richmond. Masters
told me once that when the war left them high and dry he agreed to
waive his share in the estate provided his brother would take care of
his mother and the old place. The estate comes to him now, but in
trust. At his death, without legal heir, it goes to a cousin."
"Oh, take me home, please. I can't stand those wailing women any
A month later there was a tap on Madeleine's door. She rose earlier
these days and opened it at once, assuming that it was a message from
Holt. But Mr. McLane stood there.
"How are you, Madeleine? May I come in?" He shook her half-extended
hand as if he were paying her an afternoon call at the Occidental
Hotel, and sat down on the horsehair sofa with a genial smile; placing
his high silk hat and gold-headed cane beside him.
"Glad to see you looking so well. I've wanted to call for a long time,
but as you dropped us all like so many hot potatoes, I hesitated, and
was delighted today when Howard gave me an excuse."
"Yes, he wants you to go back to him."
"That I'll never do."
"Don't be hasty. He is willing to forget everything—he asked me to
make you understand that he would never mention the subject. He will
also put your share of your father's estate unreservedly in your hands
as soon as the usual legal delays are over. You knew that your father
was dead, did you not? And your mother also?"
"Oh yes, I knew. It didn't seem to make any difference. I knew I never
should see them again anyhow."
"Howard was appointed trustee of your inheritance, but as I said, he
does not mean to take advantage of the fact. I am informed, by the way,
that your brother never told your parents that you had left Howard. He
knew nothing beyond the fact, of course."
"Well, I am glad of that."
She had no intention of shedding any tears before Mr. McLane. Let him
think her callous if he must.
"I'll never go back to him. I never want to see him again."
"Not if he would take you to Europe to live? There is an opening for an
American doctor in Paris."
"I never want to see him again. I know he is a good man but I hate him.
And if I did go back it would be worse. You may tell him that."
"Is your decision irrevocable?"
"Yes, it is."
"Then I must tell you that if there is no prospect of your return he
will divorce you."
"Divorced—I divorced?" Her eyes expanded with horrified astonishment.
But only for a moment. She threw back her head and laughed. "That was
funny, wasn't it? Well, let him do as he thinks best. And he may be
happy once more if I am out of his life altogether. He won't have much
trouble getting a divorce!"
"He will obtain it on the ground of desertion."
"Oh! Well, he was always a very good man. Poor Howard! I hope he'll
marry again and be happy."
"Better think it over. I—by the way—I'm not sure the women wouldn't
come round in time; particularly if you lived abroad for a few years."
She curled her lip. "And I should have my precious position in Society
again! How much do you suppose that means to me? Have the fatted calf
killed and coals of fire poured on my humbled head! Do you think I have
"You appear to have regained it. I wish you could regain the rest and
be the radiant creature you were when you came to us. God! What a
lovely stunning creature you were! It hurts me like the devil, I can
tell you. And it's hurt the women too. They were fond of you. Do you
know that Sally is dead?"
"Yes. She had everything to live for and she died. Life seems to amuse
herself with us."
"She's a damned old hag." He rose and took up his hat and cane. "Well,
I'll wait a week, and then if you don't relent the proceedings will
begin. I shan't get the divorce. Not my line. But he asked me to talk
to you and I was glad to come. Good-by."
She smiled as she shook hands with him. As he opened the door he turned
to her again.
"That young Holt is a good fellow and has a head on his shoulders.
Better be guided by him if he offers you any advice."
Almost insensibly and without comment Madeleine fell into the habit of
sleeping at night and going abroad with Holt in the daytime. Nor did he
take her to any more dives. They went across the Bay, either to Oakland
or Sausalito, and took long walks, dining at some inn where they were
sure to meet no one they knew. She had asked him to buy her books, as
she did not care to venture either into the bookstores or the
Mercantile Library. She now had a part of her new income to spend as
she chose, and moved into more comfortable rooms, although far from the
fashionable quarter. She was restless and often very nervous but Holt
knew that she drank no longer. There had been another revolution of the
wheel: she would have a large income, freedom impended, the future was
hers to dispose of at will. Her health was excellent; she had regained
her old proud bearing.
"What are you going to do with it?" he asked her abruptly one evening.
They were sitting in the arbor of a restaurant on the water front at
Sausalito and had just finished dinner. The steep promontory rose
behind them a wild forest of oak and pine, madrona and chaparral.
Across the sparkling dark green water San Francisco looked a pale blue
in the twilight and there was a banner of soft pink above her. Lights
were appearing on the military islands, the ferry boats, and yachts.
"You will be free in about a month now. Have you made any plans? You
will not stay here, of course."
"Stay here! I shall leave the day the decree is granted, and I'll never
see California again as long as I live."
"But where shall you go?"
"Oh—it would be interesting to live in Europe."
"Whether you have admitted it to yourself or not you have not the
remotest idea of going to Europe."
"You are going to Langdon Masters. Nothing in the world could keep you
away from him—or should."
"I wish women smoked. You look so placid. And I am glad you smoke
"Why not try one?"
"Oh, no!" She looked scandalized. "I never did that—before. The other
was for a purpose, not because I liked it."
"I am used to your line of ratiocination. But you haven't answered my
"Did you ask one?"
"In the form of an assertion, yes."
"You know—the Church forbids marriage after divorce."
"Look here, Madeleine!" Holt brought his fist down on the table with
such violence that she half started to her feet. "Do you mean to tell
me you are going to let any more damn foolishness wreck your life a
"You must not speak of the Church in that way."
"Let that pass. I am not going to argue with you. You've argued it all
out with yourself unless I'm much mistaken. Are you going to let
Masters kill himself when you can save him? Are you going to condemn
yourself to a miserably solitary, wandering, aimless life, in which you
are no good to yourself, your Church, or any one on earth—and with a
crime on your soul?"
I—I—haven't admitted to myself what I shall do. It has seemed to me
that when I am free I shall simply go—"
"And straight to Masters. As well for a needle to try to run away from
"Oh, I wonder! I wonder!" But she did not look distressed. Her face was
transfigured as if she saw a vision. But it fell in a moment, that
inner glowing lamp extinguished.
"He may no longer want me. He may have forgotten me. Or if he remembers
it must only be to remind himself that I have ruined his life. He may
"That is likely! If he hated you he'd have pulled up long ago. He knows
he still has it in him to make a name for himself, whether he owns a
newspaper or not. If he's gone on making a fool of himself it's because
his longing for you is insupportable; he can forget you in no other
"Can men really love like that?" The inner lamp glowed again.
"A few. Not many, perhaps. Langdon's one of them. Case of a rare whole
being chopped in two by fate and both halves bleeding to death without
the other. There are a few immortal love affairs in the world's
history, and that's just what makes 'em immortal."
She did not answer, but sat staring at the rosy peaceful light above
the fiery city that had burnt out so many lives. Then her face changed
suddenly. It was set and determined, almost hard. He thought she looked
like a beautiful Medusa.
"Yes," she said. "I am going to him. I suppose I have known it all
along. At all events I know it now."
"And what is your plan?"
"I have had no time to make one yet."
"Will you listen to mine?"
"Do not I always listen to you with the greatest respect?" She was the
charming woman again. "Mr. McLane told me that I was to follow your
advice—I have an idea you have engineered this whole affair!—But if
he hadn't—well, I have every reason to be humbly grateful to you. If
this terrible tangle ever unravels I shall owe it to you."
"Then listen to me now. What I said—that his actions prove that he
cares for you as much as ever—is true. But—you might come upon him in
a condition where he would not recognize you, or was morose from too
much drink or too little; and for the moment he would hate you, either
because you reminded him too forcibly of what he had been and was, or
because it degraded him further to be seen by you in such a state. He
could make himself excessively disagreeable sober. Drunk, panic
stricken, reckless, I should think he might achieve a masterpiece in
that line that would make you feel like ten cents…. This is my plan.
I'll go on at once and prepare him. Get him down to his home in
Virginia on one pretence or another, sober him up by degrees, and then
tell him all you have been through for his sake, and that as soon as
you are free you will come to him. He'll be a little more like himself
by that time and can stand having you look at him…. It'll be no easy
task at first; and I'll have to taper him off to prevent any blow to
his heart. There may be relapses, and the whole thing to do over; but I
shall use the talisman of your name as soon as he is in a condition to
understand, and shall succeed in the end. Once let the idea take hold
of him that he can have you at last and it is only a question of time."
She made no reply for a moment. She sat with her eyes on his as he
spoke. At first they had opened widely, melted and flashed. But they
narrowed slowly. As he finished she turned her profile toward him and
he had never seen a cameo look harder.
"That would be an easy way out," she said. "But it does not appeal to
me. Nothing easy appeals to me these days. I'll fight my own battles
and overcome my own obstacles. Besides, he's mine. He shall owe nothing
to any one but to me. I'll find him and cure him myself."
"But you'll have a hard time finding him. He disappears for weeks at a
time. Even Tom Lacey might not be able to help you."
"I'll find him."
"You may have to haunt the most abominable places."
"You seem to forget that I have haunted a good many abominable places.
And if they are good enough for him they are good enough for me."
"New York has the worst set of roughs in the world. Our hoodlums are
lambs beside them."
"I have no fear of anything but not finding him in time."
"But that is not the worst. You should not see him in that state. You
might find him literally in the gutter. He might be a sight you never
could forget. No matter what you made of him you never could obliterate
such a hideous memory. And he might say things to you that your
outraged pride would never forgive."
"I can forget anything I choose. Nor could anything he said, nor
anything he may have become, horrify me. Don't you think I have
pictured all that? I think of him every moment and I am not a coward. I
have imagined things that may be worse than the reality."
"Hardly. But there is another danger. You might kidnap him and get him
sobered up, only to lose him again. He might be so overcome with shame
that he would cut loose and hide where you would never find him.
Remember, his pride was as great as yours."
"I'd track him to the ends of the earth. He's mine and I'll have him."
Holt stared at her for a moment in perplexity, then laughed. "You are a
liberal education, Madeleine. Just as I think I really know you at last
you break out in a new place. Masters will have an interesting life.
You must be a sort of continued-in-our-next story for any one who has
the right to love and live with you. But for any one else who has loved
you it must be death and damnation."
She stole a glance at him, wondering if he loved her. If he did he had
never made a sign, and at the moment he seemed to be appraising her
with his sharp cool blue eyes.
"I was thinking of the doctor," he said calmly. "Although, of course,
there must have been a good many in a more or less idiotic state over
the reigning toast."
"The reigning toast!… Well, I'll never be that again. But it won't
matter if—when—You are to promise me you will not write to him!"
"Oh, yes, I promise." Holt had been rapidly formulating his own plans.
"But you'll let me give you a letter to Lacey? It's a wild goose chase
but a little advice might help."
"I should have asked you for a line to Mr. Lacey. I don't wish to waste
time if I can help it."
He rose. "Well, there's a pile of blank paper and a soft pencil waiting
for me. I've an editorial to write on the low-lived politics of San
Francisco, and another on the increasing number of murders in our fair
city. Look at the fog sailing in through the Golden Gate, pushing
itself along like the prow of a ship. You'll never see anything as
beautiful as California again. But I suppose that worries you a lot."
She smiled, a little mysterious smile, but she did not reply, and they
walked down to the ferry slip in silence.
Madeline went directly from the train to Printing House Square and had
a long talk with "Tom" Lacey. He had been advised of her coming and her
quest and had already made a search for Masters, but without result.
This he had no intention of imparting, however, but told her a
carefully prepared story.
Masters had been writing regularly for some time and it was generally
believed among his friends that he had pulled up in a measure, but
where he was hiding himself no one knew. Cheques and suggestions were
sent to the Post Office, but he had no box, nor did he call for his
mail in person.
He appeared no more at the restaurants in Nassau or Fulton Streets, or
in Park Row, and it would be idle to look for him up town. It was
apparent that he wished to avoid his friends, and to do this
effectually he had probably hidden himself in one of the rabbit warrens
of Nassau Street, where the King of England or the Czar of all the
Russias might hide for a lifetime and never be found. But Masters could
be "located," no doubt of that. "It only needs patience and alertness,"
said Lacey, looking straight into Madeleine's vigilant eyes. "I have a
friend on the police force down there who will spot him before long and
send for me hot-foot."
It was Lacey's intention to sublet a small office in one of the
swarming buildings, put a cot in it and a cooking stove, and transfer
Masters to it as soon as he was found. He knew what some of Masters'
haunts were and had no intention that this delicate proud woman should
see him in any of them.
When she told him that she should never leave Masters again after his
whereabouts had been discovered, he warned her not to take rooms in a
hotel. There would be unpleasant espionage, possibly newspaper scandal.
There was nothing for it but Bleecker Street. It was outwardly quiet,
the rooms were large and comfortable in many of those once-fashionable
houses, and it was the one street in New York where no questions were
asked and no curiosity felt. It was no place for her, of course—but
under the circumstances—if she persisted in her idea of keeping
Masters with her until his complete recovery—
"My neighbors will not worry me," she said, smiling for the first time.
"It seems to be just the place. I already feel bewildered in this great
rushing noisy city. I have lived in a small city for so long that I had
almost forgotten there were great ones; and I should not know what to
do without your advice. I am very grateful."
"Glad to do anything I can. When Holt wrote me you were coming and
there was a chance to pull Masters out of the—put him on his legs
again, I went right up in the air. You may count on me. Always glad to
do anything I can for a lady, too. I used to see you at the theatre and
driving, Mrs. Talbot, and wished I were one of the bloods. Seems like a
fairy tale to be able to help you now."
He had red hair and slate-colored eyes, a snub nose and many freckles,
but she thought him quite beautiful; he was her only friend in this
terrifying city, and there was no doubt she could count on him.
"How shall I go about finding a lodging in Bleecker Street?" she asked.
"I stayed at the Fifth Avenue Hotel when I visited New York with my
mother, and as I know nothing of the other hotels, I left my luggage at
the depot until I should have seen you. I didn't dare go where I might
run into any one. Californians are beginning to visit New York.
Moreover, my brother and his family live here and I particularly wish
to avoid them."
"A theatrical troupe is just leaving town—so there should be several
empty rooms. A good many of them hang out there when in New York. There
is one thing in your favor. Your—pardon me—beauty won't be so
conspicuous in Bleecker Street as it would be in hotels. It isn't only
actresses that lodge there, but—well—those ladies so richly dowered
by nature they command the longest pocketbooks, and the owners thereof
sometimes have a pew in Trinity Church and a seat on the Stock
Exchange. The great world averts its eyes from Bleecker Street, and you
will be as safe in there as the most respectable sinner. Nor will you
be annoyed by rowdyism in the street, although you may hear echoes of
high old times going on in some of the houses patronized by artists and
students—it's a sort of Latin Quarter, too. Little of everything, in
fact. Now, come along. We'll take a hack, get your luggage, and fix you
"And you'll vow—"
"To send for you the moment Masters is located? Just rely on Tom Lacey."
Madeline took two floors of a large brown stone house in Bleecker
Street, and the accommodating landlady found a colored wench to keep
her rooms in order and cook her meals. A room at the back and facing
the south was fitted up for Masters. It was a masculine-looking room
with its solid mahogany furniture, and as his books were stored in the
cellar of the Times Building she had shelves built to the ceiling on
the west wall. Lacey obtained an order for the books without
difficulty, and Madeleine disposed of several of her long evenings
filling the shelves. When she had finished, one side of the large room
at least looked exactly like his parlor in the Occidental Hotel. She
also hung the windows with green curtains and draped the mantelpiece
with the same material. Green had been his favorite color.
She had rebelled at giving up her original purpose of making a personal
search for Masters, but one look at New York had convinced her that if
Lacey would not help her she must employ a detective. Nevertheless, she
went every mid-day to one or other of the restaurants below Chambers
Street; and, although nothing had ever terrified her so much, she
ventured into Nassau Street at least once a day and struggled through
it, peering into every face.
Nassau Street was only ten blocks long and very narrow, but it would
seem as if, during the hours of business, a cyclone gathered all the
men in New York and hurled them in compact masses down its length until
they were met by another cyclone that drove them back again. They
filled the street as well as the narrow sidewalks, they poured out of
the doorways as if impelled from behind, and Madeleine wondered they
did not jump from the windows. No one sauntered, all rushed along with
tense faces; there were many collisions and no one paused to apologize,
nor did any one seem to expect it. There were hundreds, possibly
thousands, of offices in those buildings high for their day, and every
profession, every business, every known or unique occupation, was
represented. There were banks and newspaper buildings, hotels,
restaurants, auction rooms, the Treasury and the old Dutch Church that
had been turned into the General Post Office. There were shops
containing everything likely to appeal to men, although one wondered
when they found time for anything so frivolous as shopping; second-hand
book stores, and street hawkers without number.
In addition to the thousands of men who seemed to be hurrying to and
from some business of vital import, there were the hundred thousand or
more who surged through that narrow thoroughfare every day for their
mail. The old church looked like a besieged fortress and Madeleine
marvelled that it did not collapse. She was thankful that she was never
obliged to enter it. Holt and her lawyer had been instructed to send
their letters to Lacey's care, and Lacey when obliged to communicate
with her, either called or sent his note by a messenger.
Madeleine was so hustled, stepped on, whirled about, that she finally
made friends with an old man who kept one of the secondhand shops, and,
comparatively safe, used the doorway as her watch tower.
One day she thought she saw Masters and darted out into the street.
There she fought her way in the wake of a tall stooping man with black
hair as mercilessly as if she were some frantic woman who had risked
her all on the Stock Exchange. He entered the door of one of the tall
buildings, and when she reached it she heard the sound of footsteps
She followed as rapidly. The footsteps ceased. When she arrived at the
fourth floor she knocked on every door in turn. It was evidently a
building that housed men of the dingiest social status. Every man who
answered her peremptory summons looked like a derelict. These were mere
semblances of offices, with unmade beds, sometimes on the floor. In
some were dreary looking women, partners, no doubt, of these forlorn
men, whose like she sometimes saw down in the street. But her
breathless search was fruitless. She knew that one of the men who
grudgingly opened his door—looking as if he expected the police—was
the man she had followed, and she was grateful that it was not Masters.
She went slowly down the rickety staircase feeling as if she should
sink at every step. It had been her first ray of hope in two weeks and
she felt faint and sick under the reaction.
She found a coupe in Broadway and was driven to her lodgings. The maid
was waiting for her in the doorway, evidently perturbed.
"There's a strange gentleman upstairs in the parlor, ma'am," she said.
"Not Mr. Lacey. I didn't want to let him in but he would. He said—"
She thrust the girl aside and ran up the steps. But when she burst into
the parlor the man waiting for her was Ralph Holt.
She dropped into a chair and began to cry hysterically. He had dealt
with her in that state before, and Amanda had lived in Bleecker Street
for many years. She was growing bored with the excessive respectability
of her place, and was delighted to find that her mistress was human.
Cold water, sal volatile, and hartshorn soon restored Madeleine's
composure. She handed her hat to the woman and was alone with Holt.
"I thought—perhaps you understand—"
"I understand, all right. I hope you are not angry with me for
"I am only too glad to see you. I never knew a city could be so big and
heartless. I have felt like a leaf tossed about in a perpetual cold
wind. When did you arrive?"
"The day after you did."
"What? And you—you—have been looking for him?"
"That is what I came for—partly. Yes, Lacey and I have combed the
Madeleine sprang to her feet. "You've found him! I know it! Why don't
you say so?"
"Well, we know where he is. But it's no place for you."
"Take me at once. I don't care what it is."
"But I do. So does Lacey. His plan was to shanghai him and sober him
up. But—well—it is your right to say whether he shall do that or not.
You wanted to find him yourself. But Five Points is no place for you,
and I want your permission to carry out Lacey's program."
"What is Five Points?"
"The worst sink in New York. Just imagine the Barbary Coast of San
Francisco multiplied by two thousand. There is said to be nothing worse
in London or Paris."
"If you and Mr. Lacey do not take me there I shall go alone."
"My reason works quite as clearly as if my heart were chloroformed.
Langdon will know, when I track him to a place like that, what he means
"He probably will be in no condition to recognize you."
"I'll make him recognize me. Or if I cannot you may use your force
then, but he shall know later that I went there for him. Have you seen
Holt moved uneasily and looked away. "Yes, I have seen him."
"You need not be so distressed. I shall not care what he looks like. I
shall see him inside. Did you speak to him?"
"He either did not recognize me or pretended not to."
"Well, we go now."
"Won't you think it over?"
"I prefer your escort to that of a policeman. I shall not be so foolish
as to go alone."
"Then we'll come for you at about eleven tonight. It would be useless
to go look for him now. People who lead that sort of life sleep in the
day time. I have not the faintest idea where he lives."
"Very well, I shall have to wait, I suppose."
Holt rose. "Lacey and I will come for you, and we'll bring with us two
of the biggest detectives we can find. It's no joke taking a woman—a
woman like you—Good God!—into a sewer like that. Even Lacey and I got
into trouble twice, but we could take care of ourselves. Better dine
with me at Delmonico's and forget things for a while."
"I could not eat, nor sit still. Nor do I wish to run the risk of
meeting my brother; or any one else I know. Come for me promptly at
eleven or you will not find me here."
Langdon Masters awoke from a sleep that had lasted all day and glowered
out upon the room he occupied in Baxter Street. It was as wretched as
all tenements in the Five Points, but it had the distinguishing mark of
neatness. Drunk as he might be, the drab who lived with him knew that
he would detect dirt and disorder, and that her slender hold on his
tolerance would be forfeited at once. There were too many of her sort
in the Five Points eager for the position of mistress to this man who
treated them as a sultan might treat the meanest of his concubines,
rarely throwing them a word, and alternately indulgent and brutal. They
regarded him with awe, even forgetting to drink when, in certain stages
of his cups, he entertained by the hour in one or other of the
groggeries a circle of the most abandoned characters in New
York—thieves, cracksmen, murderers actual or potential,
"shoulder-hitters," sailors who came ashore to drink the fieriest rum
they could find, prostitutes, dead-beats, degenerates, derelicts—with
a flow of talk that was like the flashing of jewels in the gutter. He
related the most stupendous adventures that had ever befallen a mortal.
If any one of his audience had heard of Munchausen he would have
dismissed him as a poor imitation of this man who would seem to have
dropped down into their filthy and lawless quarter from a sphere where
things happened unknown to men on this planet. They dimly recognized
that he was a fallen gentleman, for at long intervals good churchmen
from the foreign territory of Broadway or Fifth Avenue came to
remonstrate and plead. They never came a second time and they usually
spent the following week in bed.
But Masters was democratic enough in manner; it was evident that he
regarded himself as no better than the worst, and nothing appeared to
be further from his mind than reform of them or himself. He had now
been with them for six months and came and went as he pleased. In the
beginning his indestructible air of superiority had subtly irritated
them in spite of his immediate acceptance of their standards, and there
had been two attempts to trounce him. But he was apparently made of
steel rope, he knew every trick of their none too subtle "game," and he
had knocked out his assailants and won the final respect of Five Points.
And if he was finical about his room he took care to be no neater in
his dress than his associates. Although he had his hair cut and his
face shaved he wore old and rough clothes and a gray flannel shirt.
Masters, after his drab had given him a cup of strong coffee and a
rasher, followed by a glass of rum, lost the horrid sensations incident
upon the waking moment and looked forward to the night with a sardonic
but not discontented grin. He knew that he had reached the lowest
depths, and if his tough frame refused to succumb to the vilest liquor
he could pour into it, he would probably be killed in some general
shooting fray, or by one of the women he infatuated and cast aside when
another took his drunken but ever ironic fancy. Only a week since the
cyprian at present engaged in washing his dishes had been nearly
demolished by the damsel she had superseded. She still wore a livid
mark on her cheek and a plaster on her head whence a handful of hair
had been removed by the roots. He had stood aloof during the fracas in
the dirty garish dance house under the sidewalk, laughing consumedly;
and had awakened the next night to find the victor mending her tattered
finery. She made him an excellent cup of coffee, and he had told her
curtly that she could stay.
If, in his comparatively sober moments, the memory of Madeleine
intruded, he cast it out with a curse. Not because he blamed her for
his downfall; he blamed no one but himself; but because any
recollection of the past, all it had been and promised, was
unendurable. Whether he had been strong or weak in electing to go
straight to perdition when Life had scourged him, he neither knew nor
cared. He began to drink on the steamer, determined to forget for the
present, at least; but the mental condition induced was far more
agreeable than those moments of sobriety when he felt as if he were in
hell with fire in his vitals and cold terror of the future in his
brain. In New York, driven by his pride, he had made one or two
attempts to recover himself, but the writing of unsigned editorials on
subjects that interested him not at all was like wandering in a thirsty
desert without an oasis in sight—after the champagne of his life in
San Francisco with a future as glittering as its skies at night and the
daily companionship of a woman whom he had believed the fates must give
him wholly in time.
He finally renounced self-respect as a game not worth the candle.
Moreover, the clarity of mind necessary to sustained work embraced ever
the image of Madeleine; what he had lost and what he had never
possessed. And, again, he tormented himself with imaginings of her own
suffering and despair; alternated with visions of Madeleine enthroned,
secure, impeccable, admired, envied—and with other men in love with
her! Some depth of insight convinced him that she loved him immortally,
but he knew her need for mental companionship, and the thought that she
might find it, however briefly and barrenly, with another man, sent him
plunging once more.
His friends and admirers on the newspaper staffs had been loyal, but
not only was he irritated by their manifest attempts to reclaim him,
but he grew to hate them as so many accusing reminders of the great
gifts he was striving to blast out by the roots; and, finding it
difficult to avoid them, he had, as soon as he was put in possession of
his small income, deliberately transferred himself to the Five Points,
where they would hardly be likely to trace him, certainly not to seek
And, on the whole, this experience in a degraded and perilous quarter,
famous the world over as a degree or two worse than any pest-hole of
its kind, was the most enjoyable of his prolonged debauch. It was only
a few yards from Broadway, but he had never set foot in that
magnificent thoroughfare of brown stone and white marble, aristocratic
business partner of Fifth Avenue, since he entered a precinct so
different from New York, as his former world knew it, that he might
have been on a convict island in the South Seas.
The past never obtruded itself here. He was surrounded by danger and
degradation, ugliness unmitigated, and a complete indifference to
anything in the world but vice, crime, liquor and the primitive
appetites. Even the children in the swarming squalid streets looked
like little old men and women; they fought in the gutters for scraps of
refuse, or stood staring sullenly before them, the cry in their
emaciated bodies dulled with the poisons of malnutrition; or making
quick passes at the pocket of a thief. The girls had never been young,
never worn anything but rags or mean finery, the boys were in training
for a career of crime, the sodden women seemed to have no natural
affection for the young they bore as lust prompted. Men beat their
wives or strumpets with no interference from the police. The Sixth Ward
was the worst on Manhattan, and the police had enough to do without
wasting their time in this congested mass of the city's putrid dregs;
who would be conferring a favor on the great and splendid and envied
City of New York if they exterminated one another in a grand final orgy
of blood and hate.
The irony in Masters' mind might sleep when that proud and contemptuous
organ was sodden, but it was deathless. When he thought at all it was
to congratulate himself with a laugh that he had found the proper
setting for the final exit of a man whom Life had equipped to conquer,
and Fate, in her most ironic mood, had challenged to battle; with the
sting of death in victory if he won. He had beaten her at her own game.
He had always aimed at consummation, the masterpiece; and here, in his
final degradation, he had accomplished it.
This morning he laughed aloud, and the woman—or girl?—her body was
young but her scarred face was almost aged—wondered if he were going
mad at last. There was little time lost in the Five Points upon
discussion of personal peculiarities, but all took for granted that
this man was half mad and would be wholly so before long.
"Is anything the matter?" she asked timidly, her eye on the door but
not daring to bolt.
"Oh, no, nothing! Nothing in all this broad and perfect world. Life is
a sweet-scented garden where all the good are happy and all the bad
receive their just and immediate deserts. You are the complete epitome
of life, yourself, and I gaze upon you with a satisfaction as complete.
I wouldn't change you for the most silken and secluded beauty in
Bleecker Street, and you may stay here for ever. The more hideous you
become the more pleased I shall be. And you needn't be afraid I have
gone mad. I am damnably sane. And still more damnably sober. Go out and
buy me a bottle of Lethe, and be quick about it. This is nearly
"Do you mean rum?" She was reassured, somewhat, but he had a fashion of
making what passed for her brain feel as if it had been churned.
"Yes, I mean rum, damn you. Clear out."
He opened an old wallet and threw a handful of bills on the floor. "Go
round into Broadway and buy yourself a gown of white satin and a wreath
of lilies for your hair. You would be a picture to make the angels
weep, while I myself wept from pure joy. Get out."
Madeleine had forced herself to eat a light dinner, and a few minutes
before eleven she drank a cup of strong coffee; but when she entered
upon the sights and sounds and stenches of Worth Street she nearly
The night was hot. The narrow crooked streets of the Five Points were
lit with gas that shone dimly through the grimy panes of the lamp posts
or through the open doors of groggeries and fetid shops. The gutter was
a sewer. Probably not one of those dehumanized creatures ever bathed.
Some of the children were naked and all looked as if they had been
dipped in the gutters and tossed out to dry. The streets swarmed with
them; and with men and women between the ages of sixteen and forty. One
rarely lived longer than that in the Five Points. Some were shrieking
and fighting, others were horribly quiet. Men and women lay drunk in
the streets or hunched against the dripping walls, their mouths with
black teeth or no teeth hanging loosely, their faces purple or pallid.
Screams came from one of the tenements, but neither of the two
detectives escorting the party turned his head.
Madeleine had imagined nothing like this. Her only acquaintance with
vice had been in the dens and dives of San Francisco, and she had
pictured something of the same sort intensified. But there was hardly a
point of resemblance. San Francisco has always had a genius for making
vice picturesque. The outcasts of the rest of the world do their worst
and let it go at that. Moreover, in San Francisco she had never seen
poverty. There was work for all, there were no beggars, no hungry
tattered children, no congested districts. Vice might be an agreeable
resource but it was forced on no one; and always the atmosphere of its
indulgence was gay. She had witnessed scenes of riotous drunkenness,
but there was something debonair about even those bent upon
extermination, either of an antagonist or the chandeliers and
glass-ware, and she had never seen men sodden save on the water front.
Even then they were often grinning.
But this looked like plain Hell to Madeleine, or worse. The Hell of the
Bible and Dante had a lively accompaniment of writhing flames and was
presumably clean. This might be an underground race condemned to a
sordid filthy and living death for unimaginable crimes of a previous
existence. Even the children looked as if they had come back to Earth
with the sins of threescore and ten stamped upon their weary wicked
faces. Madeleine's strong soul faltered, and she grasped Holt's arm.
"Well, you see for yourself," he said unsympathetically. "Better go
back and let me bring him to you. One of our men can easily knock him
"I'm here and I shall go on. I'll stay all night if necessary."
Lacey looked at her with open adoration; he had fallen truculently in
love with her. If Masters no longer loved her he felt quite equal to
killing him, although with no dreams for himself. He hoped that if
Masters were too far gone for redemption she would recognize the fact
at once, forget him, and find happiness somewhere. He was glad on the
whole that she had come to Five Points.
"What's the program?" asked one of the detectives, kicking a sprawling
form out of the way. "Do you know where he hangs out?"
"No," said Lacey. "He seems to go where fancy leads. We'll have to go
from one groggery to another, and then try the dance houses, unless
they pass the word in time. The police are supposed to have closed
them, you know."
"Yes, they have!" The man's hearty Irish laugh startled these wretched
creatures, unused to laughter, and they forsook their apathy or
belligerence for a moment to stare. "They simply moved to the back, or
to the cellar. They know we believe in lettin' 'em go to the devil
their own way. Might as well turn in here."
They entered one of the groggeries. It was a large room. The ceiling
was low. The walls were foul with the accumulations of many years, it
was long since the tables had been washed. The bar, dripping and slimy,
looked as if about to fall to pieces, and the drinks were served in
cracked mugs. The bar-tender was evidently an ex-prize-fighter, but the
loose skin, empty of muscle, hung from his bare arms in folds. The air
was dense with vile tobacco smoke, adding to the choice assortment of
stenches imported from without and conferred by Time within. Men and
women, boys and girls, sat at the tables drinking, or lay on the floor.
There they would remain until their drunken stupor wore off, when they
would stagger home to begin a new day. A cracked fiddle was playing.
The younger people and some of the older were singing in various keys.
Many were drinking solemnly as if drinking were a ritual. Others were
grinning with evident enjoyment and a few were hilarious.
The party attracted little general attention. Investigating travellers,
escorted by detectives, had visited the Five Points more than once,
curious to see in what way it justified its reputation for supremacy
over the East End of London and the Montmartre of Paris; and although
pockets usually were picked, no violence was offered if the detectives
maintained a bland air of detachment. They did not even resent the
cologne-drenched handkerchiefs the visitors invariably held to their
noses. As evil odors meant nothing to them, they probably mistook the
gesture for modesty.
Madeleine preferred her smelling salts, and at Holt's suggestion had
wrapped her handkerchief about the gold and crystal bottle. But she
forgot the horrible atmosphere as she peered into the face of every man
who might be Masters. She wore a plain black dress and a small black
hat, but her beauty was difficult to obscure. Her cheeks were white and
her brown eyes had lost their sparkle long since, but men not too drunk
to notice a lovely woman or her manifest close scrutiny, not only
leered up into her face but would have jerked her down beside them had
it not been for their jealous partners and the presence of the
detectives. There was a rumor abroad that the new City Administration
intended to seek approval if not fame by cleaning out the Five Points,
tearing down the wretched tenements and groggeries, and scattering its
denizens; and none was too reckless not to be on his guard against a
calamity which would deprive him not only of all he knew of pleasure
but of an almost impregnable refuge after crime.
The women, bloated, emaciated with disease, few with any pretension to
looks or finery, made insulting remarks as Madeleine examined their
partners, or stared at her in a sort of terrible wonder. She had no
eyes for them. When she reached the end of the room, looking down into
the faces of the men she was forced to step over, she turned and
methodically continued her pilgrimage up another lane between the
"Good God!" exclaimed Holt to Lacey. "There he is! I hoped we should
have to visit at least twenty of these hells, and that she'd faint or
"How on earth can you distinguish any one in this infernal smoke?"
"Got the eyes of a cat. There he is—in that corner by the door. God!
What a female thing he's got with him."
"Hope it'll cure her—and that we can get out of this pretty soon.
Strange things are happening within me."
There was an uproar on the other side of the room. One man had made up
his mind to follow this fair visitor, and his woman was beating him in
the face, shrieking her curses.
A party of drunken sailors staggered in, singing uproariously, and
almost fell over the bar.
But not a sound had penetrated Madeleine's unheeding ears. She had seen
His drab had not taken his invitation to bedeck herself too literally,
nor had she ventured into Broadway. But after returning with the rum
she had gone as far as Fell Street and bought herself all the tawdry
finery her funds would command. She wore it with tipsy pride: a pink
frock of slazy silk with as full a flowing skirt as any on Fifth Avenue
during the hour of promenade, a green silk mantle, and a hat as flat as
a plate trimmed with faded roses, soiled streamers hanging down over
her impudent chignon. She was attracting far more attention than the
simply dressed lady from the upper world. The eyes of the women in her
vicinity were redder with envy than with liquor and they cursed her
shrilly. One of the younger women, carried away by a sudden dictation
of femininity, made a dart for the fringed mantle with obvious intent
to appropriate it by force. She received a blow in the face from the
dauntless owner that sent her sprawling, while the others mingled jeers
with their curses.
Masters was leaning on the table, supporting his head with his hands
and laughing. He had passed the stage where he wanted to talk, but it
would be morning before his brain would be completely befuddled.
Madeleine's body became so stiff that her heels left the floor and she
stood on her toes. Holt and Lacey grasped her arms, but she did not
sway; she stood staring at the man she had come for. There was little
semblance of the polished, groomed, haughty man who had won her. His
face was not swollen but it was a dark uniform red and the lines cut it
to the bone. The slight frown he had always worn had deepened to an
ugly scowl. His eyes were injected and dull, his hair was turning gray.
His mouth that he had held in such firm curves was loose and his teeth
stained. She remembered how his teeth had flashed when he smiled, the
extraordinary brilliancy of his gray eyes…. The groggery vanished …
they were sitting before the fire in the Occidental Hotel….
The daze and the vision lasted only a moment. She disengaged herself
from her escorts and walked rapidly toward the table.
Masters did not recognize her at once. Her face lay buried deep in his
mind, covered with the debris of innumerable carouses, forgotten women,
and every defiance he had been able to fling in the face of the
civilization he had been made to adorn. As she stood quite still
looking at him he had a confused idea that she was a Madonna, and his
mind wandered to churches he had attended on another planet, where
pretty fashionable women had commanded his escort. Then he began to
laugh again. The idea of a Madonna in a groggery of the Five Points was
more amusing than the fracas just over.
"Langdon!" she said imperiously. "Don't you know me?"
Then he recognized her, but he believed she was a ghost. He had had
delirium tremens twice, and this no doubt was a new form. He gave a
shaking cry and shrank back, his hands raised with the palms outward.
"Curse you!" he screamed. "It's not there. I don't see you!"
He extended one of his trembling hands, still with his horrified eyes
on the apparition, filled his mug from a bottle and drank the liquor
off with a gulp. Then he flung the mug to the floor and staggered to
his feet, his eyes roving to the men behind her. "What does this mean?"
he stammered. "Are you here or aren't you—dead or alive?"
"We're here all right," said Holt, in his matter-of-fact voice. "And
this really is she. She has come for you."
"Come for me—for me!" His roar of laughter was drunken but its note
was even more ironic than when his mirth had been excited by the mean
drama of the women. He fell back in his chair for he was unable to
stand. "Well, go back where you came from. There's nothing here for
you. Tout passe, tout lasse, tout casse…. Here—what's your name?" he
said brutally to his companion. "Go and get me another mug."
But the young woman, who had been gaping at the scene, suddenly
recovered herself. She ran round the table and flung her arms about his
neck. "He's my man!" she shrieked. "You can't have him." And she
Madeleine reached over, tore her from Masters, dragged her across the
table, whirled her about, and flung her to the floor. The neighborhood
shrieked its delight. The rest of the room took no notice of them. The
drunken sailors were still singing and many took up the refrain.
"No," said Madeleine. "He's mine and I'll have him."
"Now I know you are not Madeleine," cried Masters furiously, and trying
to rise again. "She never was your sort, you damned whore, to fight
over a man in a groggery. She was a lady—"
"She was also a woman," said Madeleine coolly. "And never more so than
now. You are coming with me."
"I'll see you in hell first."
"Well, I'll go there with you if you like. But you'll come home with me
"Even if you were she, I've no use for you, I'd forgotten your
existence. If I'd remembered you at all it was to curse you. I'll
never—never—" His voice trailed off although his eyes still held
their look of hard contempt.
His companion had pulled herself to her feet with the aid of an empty
chair. She made a sudden dart at Madeleine, her claws extended,
recognizing a far more formidable rival than the harlot she had
hammered and displaced. But Madeleine had not forgotten to give her the
corner of an eye. She caught the threatening arm in her strong hand,
twisted it nearly from its socket, and the woman with a wild shriek of
pain collapsed once more.
Masters began to laugh again, then broke off abruptly and began to
shudder violently. He stared as if the nightmare of his terrible years
were racing across his vision.
"Now," said Madeleine. "I've fought for you on your own field and won
you. You are mine. Come."
"I'll come," he mumbled. He tried to rise but fell back. "I'm very
drunk," he said apologetically. "Sorry."
He made no resistance as Holt and Lacey took him by his arms and
supported him out of the groggery and out of the Five Points to a
waiting hack; Madeleine and the detectives forming a body-guard in the
It was two months before Madeleine saw him again. He was installed in
his room, two powerful nurses attended him day and night, and Holt
slept on a cot near the bed. He was almost ungovernable at first, in
spite of the drugs the doctor gave him, but these had their effect in
time; and then the tapering-off process began, combined with hotly
peppered soups and the vegetable most inimical to alcohol; finally food
in increasing quantity to restore his depleted vitality. In his first
sane moment he had made Holt promise that Madeleine should not see him,
and she had sent word that she would wait until he sent for her.
Madeleine took long walks, and drives, and read in the Astor Library.
She also replenished her wardrobe. The color came back to her cheeks,
the sparkle to her eyes. She had made all her plans. The house in
Virginia was being renovated. She would take him there as soon as he
could be moved. When he was strong again he would start his newspaper.
Holt and Lacey were as overjoyed at the prospect of being his assistant
editors as at the almost unbelievable rescue of Langdon Masters.
He had remained in bed after the worst was over, sunk in torpor, with
no desire to leave it or to live. But strength gradually returned to
his wasted frame, the day nurse was dismissed, and he appeared to
listen when Holt talked to him, although he would not reply. One day,
however, when he believed himself to be alone, he opened his eyes and
stared at the wall covered with his books, as he had done before
through half-closed lids. Then his gaze wandered to the green curtains.
But his mind was clear. He was visited by no delusions. This was not
the Occidental Hotel.
It was long since he had read a book! He wondered, with his first
symptom of returning interest in life, if he was strong enough to cross
the room and find one of his favorite volumes. But as he raised himself
on his elbow Holt bent over him.
"What is it, old fellow?"
"Those books? How did they get here?"
"Lacey brought them. You remember, you left them in the Times cellar."
"Are these your rooms?"
"No, they are Madeleine Talbot's."
He made no reply, but he did not scowl and turn his back as he had done
whenever Holt had tentatively mentioned her name before. The sight of
his familiar beloved books had softened his harsh spirit, and the
hideous chasm between his present and his past seemed visibly
shrinking. His tones, however, had not softened when he asked curtly
after a moment:
"What is the meaning of it all? Why is she here? Is Talbot dead?"
"No, he divorced her."
"Divorced her? Madeleine?" He almost sat upright. Mrs. Abbott could not
have looked more horrified. "Is this some infernal joke?"
"Are you strong enough to hear the whole story? I warn you it isn't a
pretty one. But I've promised her I would tell you—"
"What did he divorce her for?"
"Desertion. There was worse behind."
"Do you mean to tell me there was another man? I'll break your neck."
"There was no other man. I'll give you a few drops of digitalis,
although you must have the heart of an ox—"
"Give me a drink. I'm sick of your damn physic. Don't worry. I'm out of
that, and I shan't go back."
Holt poured him out a small quantity of old Bourbon and diluted it with
water. Masters regarded it with a look of scorn but tossed it off.
"What was the worse behind?"
"When she heard what had become of you—she got it out of me—she
deliberately made a drunkard of herself. She became the scandal of the
town. She was cast out, neck and crop. Every friend she ever had cut
her, avoided her as if she were a leper. She left the doctor and lived
by herself in one room on the Plaza. I met her again in one of the
worst dives in San Francisco—"
"Stop!" Masters' voice rose to a scream. He tried to get out of bed but
fell back on the pillows. "You are a liar—you—you—"
"You shall listen whether you relish the facts or not. I have given her
my promise." And he told the story in all its abominable details,
sparing the writhing man on the bed nothing. He drew upon his
imagination for scenes between Madeleine and the doctor, of whose
misery he gave a harrowing picture. He described the episode on the
boat after her drinking bout at Blazes', of the futile attempts of
Sally Abbott and Talbot to cure her. He gave graphic and hideous
pictures of the dives she had frequented alone, the risks she had run
in the most vicious resorts on Barbary Coast. Not until he had seared
Masters' brain indelibly did he pass to Madeleine's gradual rise from
her depths, the restoration of her beauty and charm and sanity. It was
when she was almost herself again that Talbot had offered to forgive
her and take her to Europe to live, offering divorce as the alternative.
"Of course she accepted the divorce," Holt concluded. "That meant
freedom to go to you."
Masters had grown calm by degrees. "I should never have dreamed even
Madeleine was capable of that," he said. "And there was a time when I
believed there was no height to which she could not soar. She is a
great woman and a great lover, and I am no more worthy of her now than
I was in that sink where you found me. Nor ever shall be. Go out and
bring in a barber."
Holt laughed. "At least you are yourself again and I fancy she'll ask
no more than that. Shall I tell her you will see her in an hour?"
"Yes, I'll see her. God! What a woman."
Madeleine made her toilette with trembling hands, nevertheless with no
detail neglected. Her beautiful chestnut hair was softly parted and
arranged in a mass of graceful curls at the back of the head. She wore
a house-gown of white muslin sprigged with violets, and a long Marie
Antoinette fichu, pale green and diaphanous. Where it crossed she
fastened a bunch of violets. She looked like a vision of spring, a
grateful vision for a sick room.
When Holt tapped on her door on his way out the second time, muttering
characteristically: "Coast clear. All serene," she walked down the hall
with nothing of the primitive fierce courage she had exhibited in Five
Points. She was terrified at the ordeal before her, afraid of appearing
sentimental and silly; that he would find her less beautiful than his
memory of her, or gone off and no longer desirable. What if he should
die suddenly? Holt had told her of his agitation. This visit should
have been postponed until he had slept and recuperated. She had sent
him word to that effect but he had replied that he had no intention of
She stood still for a few moments until she felt calmer, then turned
the knob of Masters' door and walked in.
He was sitting propped up in bed and she had an agreeable shock of
surprise. In spite of all efforts of will her imagination had persisted
in picturing him with a violent red face and red injected eyes, a loose
sardonic mouth and lines like scars. His face was very pale, his eyes
clear and bright, his hair trimmed in its old close fashion, his mouth
grimly set. Although he was very thin the lines in his cheeks were less
pronounced. He looked years older, of course, and the life he had led
had set its indelible seal upon him, but he was Langdon Masters again
His eyes dilated when he saw her, but he smiled whimsically.
"So you want what is left of this battered old husk, Madeleine?" he
asked. "You in the prime of your beauty and your youth! Better think it
She smiled a little, too.
"Do you mean that?"
"No, I don't! Come here! Come here!"
In the winter of 1878-79 Mrs. Ballinger gave a luncheon in honor of
Mrs. McLane, who had arrived in San Francisco the day before after a
long visit in Europe. The city was growing toward the west, but
Ballinger House still looked like an outpost on its solitary hill and
was almost surrounded by a grove of eucalyptus trees.
Mrs. Abbott grumbled as she always did at the long journey, skirting
far higher hills, and through sand dunes still unsubdued by man and
awaiting the first dry wind of summer to transform themselves into
clouds of dust. But a sand storm would not have kept her away. The
others invited were her daughter-in-law, who had met Mrs. McLane at
Sacramento, Guadalupe Hathaway, now Mrs. Ogden Bascom, Mrs. Montgomery,
Mrs. Yorba, whose husband had recently built the largest and ugliest
house in San Francisco, perched aloft on Nob Hill; several more of Mrs.
McLane's favorites, old and young, and Maria Groome, born Ballinger,
now a proud pillar of San Francisco Society.
The dining-room of Ballinger House was long and narrow and from its bow
window commanded a view of the Bay. It was as uncomely with its black
walnut furniture and brown walls as the rest of that aristocratic
abode, across whose threshold no loose fish had ever darted; but its
dingy walls were more or less concealed by paintings of the martial
Virginia ancestors of Mrs. Ballinger and her husband, the table linen
had been woven for her in Ireland, the cut glass blown for her in
England; the fragile china came from Sevres, and the massive silver had
travelled from England to Virginia in the reign of Elizabeth. The room
may have been ugly, nay, ponderous, but it had an air!
The women who graced the board were dressed, with one or two
exceptions, in the height of the mode. Save Maria Groome each had made
at least one trip to Europe and left her measurements with Worth. Maria
did not begin her pilgrimages to Europe until the eighties, and then it
was old carved furniture she brought home; dress she always held in
disdain, possibly because her husband's mistresses were ever attired in
the excess of the fashion.
Mrs. Ballinger was now in her fifties but still one of the most
beautiful women in San Francisco; and she still wore shining gray gowns
that matched the bright silver of her hair to a shade. Her descendants
had inherited little of her beauty (Alexina Groome as yet roaming
space, and, no doubt, having her subtle way with ghosts old and new).
Mrs. McLane had discharged commissions for every woman present except
Maria, and their gowns had been unpacked on the moment, that they might
be displayed at this notable function. They wore the new long basque
and overskirt made of cloth or cashmere, combined with satin, velvet or
brocade, and with the exception of Mrs. Abbott they had removed their
hats. Chignons had disappeared. Hair was elaborately dressed at the
back or arranged in high puffs with two long curls suspended.
Marguerite Abbott and Annette wore the new plaids. Mrs. Abbott had
graduated from black satin and bugles to cloth, but her bonnet was of
"Now!" exclaimed Mrs. McLane, who had been plied with eager questions
from oysters to dessert. "I've told you all the news about the
fashions, the salon, the plays, the opera, all the scandals of Paris I
can remember but you'll never guess my piece de resistance."
"What—what—" Tea was forgotten.
"Well—as you know, I was in Berlin during the Congress—"
"Did you see Bismark—Disraeli—"
"I did and met them. But they are not of half as much interest to you
as some one else—two people—I met."
"Can't you guess?"
"I know!" cried Guadalupe Bascom. "Langdon and Madeleine Masters."
"No! What would they be doing in Berlin?" demanded Mrs. Ballinger. "I
thought he was editing some paper in New York."
"'Lupie has guessed correctly. It's evident that you don't keep up.
We're just the same old stick-in-the-muds. 'Lupie, how did you guess?
I'll wager you never see a New York newspaper yourself."
"Not I. But one does hear a little Eastern news now and again. I happen
to know that Masters has made a success of his paper and it would be
just like him to go to the Congress of Berlin. What was he doing there?"
"Oh, nothing in particular. Merely corresponding with his paper, and,
in the eyes of many, eclipsing Blowitz."
"Who is Blowitz?"
"Mon dieu! Mon dieu! But after all London is farther off than New York,
and I don't fancy you read the Times when you are there—which is
briefly and seldom. Paris is our Mecca. Well, Blowitz—"
"But Madeleine? Madeleine? It is about her we want to hear. What do we
care about tiresome political letters in solemn old newspapers? How did
she look? How dressed? Was she ahead of the mode as ever? Does she look
much older? Does she show what she has been through…. Oh,
Antoinette—Mrs. McLane—Mamma—how tiresome you are!"
Mrs. Abbott had not joined in this chorus. She had emitted a series of
grunts—no less primitive word expressing her vocal emissions when
disgusted. She now had four chins, her eyes were alarmingly
protuberant, and her face, what with the tight lacing in vogue, much
good food and wine, and a pious disapproval of powder or any care of a
complexion which should remain as God made it, was of a deep mahogany
tint; but her hand still held the iron rod, and if its veins had risen
its muscles had never grown flaccid.
"Abominable!" she ejaculated when she could make herself heard. "To
think that a man and a woman like that should be rewarded by fame and
prosperity. They were thoroughly bad and should have been punished
"Oh, no, they were not bad, ma chere," said Mrs. McLane lightly. "They
were much too good. That was the whole trouble. And you must admit that
for their temporary fall from grace they were sufficiently punished,
"Antoinette, I am surprised." Mrs. Ballinger spoke as severely as Mrs.
Abbott. She looked less the Southerner for the moment than the Puritan.
"They disgraced both themselves and Society. I was glad to hear of
their reform, but they should have continued to live in sackcloth for
the rest of their lives. For such to enjoy happiness and success is to
shake the whole social structure, and it is a blow to the fundamental
laws of religion and morality."
"But perhaps they are not happy, mamma." Maria spoke hopefully,
although the fates seemed to have nothing in pickle for her erratic
mate. "Mrs. McLane has not yet told us—"
"Oh, but they are! Quite the happiest couple I have ever seen, and
likely to remain so. That's a case of true love if ever there was one.
I mislaid my skepticism all the time I was in Berlin—a whole month!"
"Abominable!" rumbled Mrs. Abbott. "And when I think of poor
Howard—dead of apoplexy—"
"Howard ate too much, was too fond of Burgundy, and grew fatter every
year. Madeleine could reclaim Masters, but she never had any influence
"Well, she could have waited—"
"Masters was pulled up in the nick of time. A year more of that
horrible life he was leading and he would have been either
unreclaimable or dead. It makes me believe in Fate—and I am a good
"It's a sad world," commented Mrs. Ballinger with a sigh. "I confess I
don't understand it. When I think of Sally—"
Mrs. Montgomery, a good kind woman, whose purse was always open to her
less fortunate friends, shook her head. "I do not like such a sequel. I
agree with Alexina and Charlotte. They disgraced themselves and our
proud little Society; they should have been more severely punished.
Possibly they will be."
"I doubt it," said Mrs. Bascom drily. "And not only because I am a
woman of the world and have looked at life with both eyes open, but
because Masters had success in him. I'll wager he's had his troubles
all in one great landslide. And Madeleine was born to be some man's
poem. The luxe binding got badly torn and stained, but no doubt she's
got a finer one than ever, and is unchanged—or even improved—inside."
"Oh, do let me get in a word edgeways," cried young Mrs. Abbott. "Tell
me, Mamma—what does Madeleine look like? Has she lost her beauty?"
"She looked to me more beautiful than ever. I'd vow Masters thinks so."
"Has she wrinkles? Lines?"
"Not one. Have we grown old since she left us? It's not so many years
"Oh, I know. But after all she went through…. How was she dressed?"
"What are her favorite colors?"
"Who makes her gowns?"
"Has she as much elegance and style as ever?"
"Did she get her mother's jewels? Did she wear them in Berlin?"
"Is she in Society there? Is her grand air as noticeable among all
those court people as it was here?"
"Oh, mamma, mamma, you are so tiresome!"
Mrs. McLane had had time to drink a second cup of tea.
"My head spins. Where shall I begin? The gowns she wore in Berlin were
made at Worth's. Where else? She still wears golden-brown, and amber,
and green—sometimes azure—blue at night. She looked like a fairy
queen in blue gauze and diamond stars in her hair one night at the
"How does she wear her hair?"
"There she is not so much a la mode. She has studied her own style, and
has found several ways of dressing it that become her—sometimes in a
low coil, almost on her neck, sometimes on top of her head in a braid
like a coronet, sometimes in a soft psyche knot. There never was
anything monotonous about Madeleine."
"I'm going to try every one tomorrow. Has she any children?"
"One. She left him at their place in Virginia. I saw his picture. A
beauty, of course."
Mrs. Ballinger raised her pencilled eyebrows and glanced at Maria. Mrs.
Abbott gave a deep rumbling groan.
"He dreed his weird," said Mrs. McLane indifferently. "He couldn't help
it. Neither could Madeleine."
"Well, I'd like to hear something more about Langdon Masters,"
announced Guadalupe Bascom. "That is, if you have all satisfied your
curiosity about Madeleine's clothes. He is the one man I never could
twist around my finger and I've never forgotten him. How does he look?
He certainly should carry some stamp of the life he led."
"Oh, he looks older, of course, and he has deeper lines and some gray
hairs. But he's thin, at least. His figure did not suffer if his face
did—somewhat. He looks even more interesting—at least women would
think so. You know we good women always have a fatal weakness for the
man who has lived too much."
"Speak for yourself, Antoinette." Mrs. Ballinger looked like an effigy
of virtue in silver. "And at your age you should be ashamed to utter
such a sentiment even if you felt it."
"My hair may be as white as yours," rejoined Mrs. McLane tartly. "But I
remain a woman, and for that reason attract men to this day."
"Is Masters as brilliant as ever—in conversation, I mean? Is he gay?
"I cannot say that I found him gay, and I really saw very little of him
except at functions. He was very busy. But Mr. McLane was with him a
good deal, and said that although he was rather grim and quiet at
times, at others he was as brilliant as his letters."
"Does he drink at all, or is he forced to be a teetotaller?"
"Not a bit of it. He drinks at table as others do; no more, no less."
"Then he is cured," said Mrs. Bascom contentedly. "Well, I for one am
glad that it's all right. Still, if he had fallen in love with me he
would have remained an eminent citizen—without a hideous interval he
hardly can care to recall—and become the greatest editor in
California. Have they any social position in New York?"
"Probably. I did not ask. They hardly looked like outcasts. You must
remember their story is wholly unknown in fashionable New York.
Scarcely any one here knows any one in New York Society; or has time
for it when passing through…. But I don't fancy they care
particularly for Society. In Berlin, whenever it was possible, they
went off by themselves. But of course it was necessary for both to go
in Society there, and she must have been able to help him a good deal."
"European Society! I suppose she'll be presented to the Queen of
England next!—But no! Thank heaven she can't be. Good Queen Victoria
is as rigid about divorce as we are. Nor shall she ever cross my
threshold if she returns here." And Mrs. Abbott scalded herself with
her third cup of tea and emitted terrible sounds.
Mrs. Yorba, a tall, spare, severe-looking woman, who had taught school
in New England in her youth, and never even powdered her nose, spoke
for the first time. Her tones were slow and portentious, as became one
who, owing to her unfortunate nativity, had sailed slowly into this
castellated harbor, albeit on her husband's golden ship.
"We may no longer have it in our power to punish Mrs. Langdon Masters,"
she said. "But at least we shall punish others who violate our code,
even as we have done in the past. San Francisco Society shall always be
a model for the rest of the world."
"I hope so!" cried Mrs. McLane. "But the world has a queer fashion of
changing and moving."
Mrs. Ballinger rose. "I have no misgivings for the future of our
Society, Antoinette McLane. Our grandchildren will uphold the
traditions we have created, for our children will pass on to them our
own immutable laws. Shall we go into the front parlor? I do so want to
show it to you. I have a new set of blue satin damask and a crystal